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congrats, u found my spine on the shelf “The Walking Auditory Rorschach Test. “

[br4instormz]

the fuck is a GRE7N\EED/E?

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#br4instormz

#UNSENT.txt HEART & SOUL [K ]#222 #big bear E #333

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[br4instormz]

[br4instormz]

can u hold my hand while i tell u not to look at me

#honey

[br4instormz]

you notice it slip

before you know it, i was almost never there

[br4instormz]

[USER]:Heartnsoul.000

[PW]: Happy.&.Well[01/05/26]

[br4instormz]

uhm ignore chapell roan….

[br4instormz]

TikTok - Make Your Day

i remember once it’s too late

[makeitrightthistimebaby]

[br4instormz]

the adderall melted into the purple dream oh fuck my life

[br4instormz]

you’ll never find me - when i find you you’ll never get me

[br4instormz]

a light purple brainstorm

[br4instormz]

i don’t know what i just did but will it leave my skin my blood & my body if i wash 50 times or will i need to remove my soul

[br4instormz]

we’re doing speech to text again because I don’t really feel like typing shit out. It’s making me think harder than I need to and I just need to type my thoughts out verbatim and I can’t do that if I’m actually diving you get it anyway I can’t pretend to be someone who I’m not. I try to put up this front let go. This is only ever gonna be this that I’m a fucking liar and that’s the first mistake people make by saying hello. It’s never gonna be this to me. It’s never gonna be that. How could it only ever be that?

maybe you see through that act maybe you do maybe you know why I need to put that front up put a game we’re both trapped in our own minds and I I don’t know and what’s true I’ll say that I’m angry. I’ll say that I’m resentful. That’s all true, but when I try to say that this is only going to mean this little to me ever that is a fucking lie it means so much for me to pretend to be someone i’m not, so how could it mean so little. to me maybe you see through that act maybe you do maybe you know why I need to put that front up put a game we’re both trapped in our own minds and I I don’t know

maybe you’ll never understand God I’m so tired of having to try to make you understand all this time just for you to not be able to because I just isn’t how it works. You can’t make someone understand. Something understand experience understand a word a sentence when they don’t have something to apply it to how can I judge you really for how you decided to “sit in it”

[br4instormz]

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Forget It (#Reprise)

[br4instormz]

#GoaterTang

[br4instormz]

“where is home, sweet bird?”

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but then u look at me & i am no longer a a foreign woman to innocence i am the beauty & evil undressed, laces undone by your fingertips.

“wherever you desire is where i will be” the bird says, i sit stuck trapped in the cages of my own mind, “what if where & what i want is to be free?”

there is no more room left for both of us to bleed, it doesn’t seep through the cracks where we may flail our arms in desperate hopes to be seen, as we are only a single letter etched onto a spine in this old library

“where is home? where is my cage”, the bird cries, wings clipped & longing for the cold darkness within the metal

“Where is your soul?" a breathy coarse voice echoes from the blind, "where can I find one?"

[br4instormz]

when she say i remind her of nikki in obsession & it gave her ptsd but lowkey she bad as hell so i say thank u