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INDEFINITE HIATUS!

life has been all sorts of complicated. boyfriend’s moving in this weekend and we have a few months of trying to integrate the cats. my own cat, snow, is, for all intents and purposes, terminal (cardiomyopathy, IBD, both worsening); he could have months or year(s), no one knows. mom’s been in a nursing home for a year and we’re trying to move her to one closer to home, not to mention all of her debts and a lawsuit against her for aforementioned debts. and work is absolute hell. and my boyfriend and i are trying to get rid of/sell the stuff that was hers in the apartment; we still have so much to go through. the stress is high and life is chaos.

my own health - mental and physical - has been awful. i’m always unreasonably and ridiculously exhausted. i need to, at the very least, deal with my health before i get back here. but i really, really want to. i miss writing so much, but i’ve barely had any time to do anything that i enjoy anymore. i’m just too tired to do anything but sleep on my days off.

discord is below. i’m really going to try to do better about responding to messages there - i know i’ve been awful about it, but spoons are limited.

INDEFINITE HIATUS!

life has been all sorts of complicated. boyfriend’s moving in this weekend and we have a few months of trying to integrate the cats. my own cat, snow, is, for all intents and purposes, terminal (cardiomyopathy, IBD, both worsening); he could have months or year(s), no one knows. mom’s been in a nursing home for a year and we’re trying to move her to one closer to home, not to mention all of her debts and a lawsuit against her for aforementioned debts. and work is absolute hell. and my boyfriend and i are trying to get rid of/sell the stuff that was hers in the apartment; we still have so much to go through. the stress is high and life is chaos.

my own health - mental and physical - has been awful. i’m always unreasonably and ridiculously exhausted. i need to, at the very least, deal with my health before i get back here. but i really, really want to. i miss writing so much, but i’ve barely had any time to do anything that i enjoy anymore. i’m just too tired to do anything but sleep on my days off.

discord is below. i’m really going to try to do better about responding to messages there - i know i’ve been awful about it, but spoons are limited.

#i put my bra on one boob at a time ⚡ ooc.#( ooooof )#( we dead dead around here huh? )

( alright, loves. i haven’t written anything in 2 years but … who’s still around? i want to come back. 🥺

discord is below. i’m going to make an effort to be somewhat social while i continue to try to get my life in order. but man do i miss writing.

might still be a bit because life is hectic af, but i have intentions. )

( alright, loves. i haven’t written anything in 2 years but … who’s still around? i want to come back. 🥺

discord is below. i’m going to make an effort to be somewhat social while i continue to try to get my life in order. but man do i miss writing.

might still be a bit because life is hectic af, but i have intentions. )

( there WILL be a post here this weekend regarding my return and what i’m doing with threads ( basically, i’ll be tagging everyone i have drafts for and if they want to or don’t want to continue, since a lot of time has passed, will be up to them ), but i’ve been lacking in the spoon department lately.

i’ll also be deleting the ooc posts I’ve been making to de-clutter a little bit.

for all of you who’ve stuck around all this time: i love you and i miss you and my muse so much! )

( boyfriend came over for a surprise visit and ruined all chances of productivity. 😂 i have an absolute ton to do around the apartment now, so getting in front of the computer is a no-go. expect the post announcing my return and informing whoever i have threads with of said return and the possibility of dropping or continuing existing threads ( which i will leave to my writing partners’ discretion) to come between thursday ( if i can convince myself to get up early before work ) and monday! )

#( reblog for the later crowd )

( i don’t know if anyone’s still around, but i swear i’m not dead. i’ll be making a much more conscious effort to be active on both my blogs as of the weekend of october 1st. work is nuts and i’m constantly exhausted even with my 3 day weekends, i haven’t been able to juggle work and personal life with any degree of success, but i miss writing (and having hobbies in general).

there will be a more comprehensive post that weekend regarding dropping threads and the like, and i will tag everyone i have drafted threads with so they can make the decision whether to continue said threads or start new ones.

i will eventually get to messages here and on discord, but finding the spoons has been a challenge. 😅 )

( i don’t know if anyone’s still around, but i swear i’m not dead. i’ll be making a much more conscious effort to be active on both my blogs as of the weekend of october 1st. work is nuts and i’m constantly exhausted even with my 3 day weekends, i haven’t been able to juggle work and personal life with any degree of success, but i miss writing (and having hobbies in general).

there will be a more comprehensive post that weekend regarding dropping threads and the like, and i will tag everyone i have drafted threads with so they can make the decision whether to continue said threads or start new ones.

i will eventually get to messages here and on discord, but finding the spoons has been a challenge. 😅 )

( watch this space! there’ll be a little update either tonight ( depending on whether or not i finish all the irl shit i need to get done ) or sometime over the weekend!

i’m not dead. a lot has just happened/been happening. )

( it’ll be over the weekend, as i’m only one day into my work week and i’m already wiped. 😂 )

( watch this space! there’ll be a little update either tonight ( depending on whether or not i finish all the irl shit i need to get done ) or sometime over the weekend!

i’m not dead. a lot has just happened/been happening. )

#i put my bra on one boob at a time ⚡ ooc.#tw: covid #tw: illness

( mom has covid and covid related pneumonia and is in the hospital. she was diagnosed last week, when i called an ambulance for her for the first time, but was admitted on monday because her oxygen saturation was low ( thankfully, test and trace here in nyc sent me a pulse ox ). she’s doing okay now, getting oxygen therapy and other treatments, but it’s still fucking scary.

so my head is not in the game. i’m quarantined until the 12th ( and i’m getting retested tomorrow ), but i’m trying to clean my entire apartment in the meantime, which takes less brain power than writing.

it’s been taxing. the only bright side was meeting a cute paramedic who has been so wonderful and who i’m definitely smitten with.

hopefully, i can get some writing done in the next few days. thanks for your patience, the past week has been ... awful.

wear your damn masks, people. my mom doesn’t even leave the apartment, which means it was brought in via boxes, or i brought it in and was asymptomatic. the end is in sight, but it’s still not over yet. be safe! )

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❛ YOU REMIND ME OF ME, ❜ she noted, crystalline hues scrutinizing their features, ❛ AND HOW FUCKED UP I CAN BE. ❜

#SLAYING LIKE THE QUEEN OF SWORDS ⚡ open starter.#ff rp #ff roleplay #final fantasy rp #final fantasy roleplay

heads up!!!

i’m going to be posting an open starter! i probably won’t get to anything until the new year, as i’m still trying to catch up on sleep and apartment cleaning, and have a hair appointment on the 2nd that’ll take all day ( bleaching, yay! ). not to mention trying to find the impetus/muse to write.

note that almost all inbox things will be deleted!!! i just have too many drafts and it’s already going to take me ages to get through what i have. i’m not yet sure if i’ll be deleting some threads, but if i do, i’ll make a post or notify my partners in some way.

if there’s anything you don’t wish to continue, please let me know!

no hard feelings, i know i’ve been gone for a while and the muse for some things can just disappear after a time.

#I PUT MY BRA ON ONE BOOB AT A TIME ⚡ ooc.

#i put my bra on one boob at a time ⚡ ooc.#( it’s been slow going! shit came up that’s delayed me again )#( nothing serious but they’ve been time eaters )

me, laying in bed, trying to sleep so i can adult tomorrow: i miss writing red and lightning so much 😭😭😭

( so i plan on making a valiant return on my blogs sometime after thanksgiving/the first weekend of december.

getting my ducks in a row, trying to adjust to a new work schedule ( tuesday through friday, roughly the same amount of hours, so exhausting but with a three day weekend ) and slowly working on drafts until then so i can get a queue going.

thank you all who’ve stuck around with me, because i miss you and i fucking miss my hobby. 💕 )

( small hiatus is probably in order.

i found two new ( literally appeared overnight ) irregularly shaped moles and i’m freaking out about it. no history of melanoma in my family, but i unintentionally tanned this summer ( just from walking to work ) and i’m extremely fair skinned, so it’s at the forefront of my brain.

have to call tomorrow to make an appointment with my doc, and then probably get a referral to a derm. )

( i’m already on hiatus here, but this is a new thing that’s happening and i’m :| mentally, i’m mostly fine, but physically, shit has been getting weird. i’m constantly dizzy, fatigued, and now this. )