[brandonhoho]

020216

“It’s okay if you don’t trust me now; I’m going to find all the reasons to make you trust me.”

[brandonhoho]

042715

If I play out my cards right, these next few months are going to consist of a hell of a lot of change. I’m getting antsy just thinking about it. 

[brandonhoho]

032415

Constantly needing to remind myself that all these actions are due to current, unfortunate circumstances. But fuck, this is hard to handle. Lol. 

[brandonhoho]

011915

I'm driven. Confident. Determined - along with a handful of other adjectives that depict me to be a strong individual, that of which I carry with the highest of pride. You have a different opinion of me? You talk down on me? You simply don't like me? I'll continue carrying on with everything I stated in the above as if your relevance in my life never existed. 

Now, the fact that one person can change all that, though, scares me. Stripping me down of nothing but my bare vulnerabilities - how? How someone can even do that to me... That's how I know someone means a lot and is worth something, in which the term 'special' becomes an understatement, to me. 

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[brandonhoho]

Sexual frustration suddenly feels so real... What. 

[brandonhoho]

011415

"I have a theory on why relationships fail. In their simplest form, I believe that they fail because both partners stop trying to impress the other.

We get too comfortable and feel that going that extra mile has no value. We already have our prize, so why continue pursuing it?

This is something that you should remember: You can always lose the person you love. Just because you have them now doesn't mean that you'll have them tomorrow."

[brandonhoho]

011315

Real talk, though - why is nothing going right with anything right now?

[foolsgoldd]

I crave the most innocent parts of a relationship. Like holding hands and forehead kisses and being able to tell someone how much I absolutely adore them.

[brandonhoho]

123114

This is more so an expansion of my last post, since my last post was more of a blurb and intro into what I really want to elaborate on...

2014 was definitely a trying year for me. Needless to say, I wouldn't have categorized this as one of my favorite years. Exhausting fits the term more. I graduated college. I moved back home. I became employed in a full time career. My love life is still as complicated as ever. Everything in between consisted majorly of anxiety attacks, mental breakdowns, lots of tears, etc. Still, I don't think, or so I hope, that I've let up a single moment in any efforts to improve any of my situations. Did I succeed? Yes and no. More like got the ball rolling into many unclear directions. Many times I find myself sitting in my room in a mess of tears because the unclarity between up or down is too real. In short, I've never cried so much in my life than in this one year because of all the uncertainties in my life. Now that I think about it, calling this a trying year is starting to sound more like an understatement. 

2015, I hope to see the results of everything I've poured my tears into. I've put a lot of effort into building this crumbling piece of foundation that I'm currently standing on. Hoping and praying that my actions will solidify everything.

2015, I'm ready for you.. I think. 

[brandonhoho]

123014

2014, the catalyst. 2015, the reaction. Praying with all that I am that everything will play out in this new year. Please. 

[brandonhoho]

122114

There's never such a thing as "not enough time" or "too busy" to show the ones you supposedly care about the small gestures that remind them that you care for them. Those excuses are nothing more than empty excuses. 

[brandonhoho]

112014

I've never once wanted anything more in my life than I do this. 

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[brandonhoho]

110814

I don't give up on anything - especially on something I promised myself to never give up on since day one. I don't have it in me to do so, nor would I ever want to. Not stopping now. Ever.

[brandonhoho]

103014

I'm damn proud of myself, because I am exactly where I pictured myself to be. Making shit happen. 

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[brandonhoho]

102314

Don't know why I said I'd wait when I know there's nothing to wait for.