Neuronic

[brazen-repartee]

Everything is funny if you are sad enough!

[brazen-repartee]

Everyone wants to be different, no one wants to be real ,

Pity the fools who don't understand it's the same thing .

[n-yks]

I hope you guys are also being kind to people you don't wanna fuck.

[brazen-repartee]

"Welcome to the land of misfit toys"

The story of just being, the story of intertwined lives and beautiful souls.

Why couldn't we be like that ? Why do we strive to be anything but them ? Why couldn't we accept that there's something needed to be healed in each one of us ?

Why do we have to power through to get to the other side ? Why couldn't we just take our time ,no matter how much it was ,and why couldn't we be there for the other ,like we wished someone would be there for us?

For all the traumas we go through , the experiences we wish we'd forget, the lives we wish we didn't lead , the people we met and the people we let go , for all the times we were let down , I wish you had been there like I wanted to be there for you ! I wish.

Evertime I see all of us walking around smiling, talking ,joking around hiding our sorrows and smiling over the pain ,I wonder how to stop seeing all this pain ,why can I see this pain ,why do I notice all the small smiles and big laughs that hide the tear in the eye and the shiver in the neck .

Everytime I see in the mirror I try to figure out how can we all be happy and sad at the same time and how can we still not figure out why that is .I see the pain and I see the laughter and I wonder how is it that we manage to hide away from ourselves.

They say "we can't choose where we come from ,but we can choose where we go from there"

Everytime I see us struggle past our struggles , waltz back into each other's problems , care for the other , try to understand each other , believe in the other , everytime I watch us being the person we wanted there for us , I wish,

I wish we become brave enough to accept people for what they were ,

I wish we become caring enough to try understanding what people are going through ,

I wish we become kind enough to give them the support and time and space the need.

I wish,

I wish we could become the people , we wanted for ourselves.

For when that happens , in that moment ,

and with those people ,

I promise ,

"We'll be infinite!"

[scriptedsilence-deactivated2025]

* knowing *

remove my guards and my walls

remove my doubt and my fear

remove the questions out of my throat

remove my desire to keep control

step to me with a secure confidence,

and self awareness

letting me know

who you are and what you want

let me know that you mean every word

which escapes from your lips

look me in the eyes

read my secrets

a endless pool of

divine goodness

tell me what I want

tell me what I keep hidden

strip my layers with your depths

loosen my tongue with your charm

get past the intrigue

dive in

go deep


I've never been one

for small talk or forced pleasantries

blank stares and rehearsed answers

are meant for someone else

bring your heart, allow it to bleed

stand bare

naked

release your fears,

all the while I am allowing my own to paralyze

my steps

telling you not to come close

begging you not to come close

but, come close

now...closer

strip me down

as my walls and cages suffocate me

ask me to spill my heart, as you

hold me in reassurance

ask me questions,

but remember the answers you saw in my eyes

let me know, that you know

let me know that you have been

reading me, observing me, dreaming of me

only to awake in the morning

with excitement of full rediscovery

memorize my laugh and how it

comes effortless with your subtle humor

know the catch in my breath,

right before I am getting ready to answer

a question in which you just asked

feel the flush in my cheeks, when you

make my body betray my good logic

with your want and need

know the depths of my silence

and what it truly means

know what causes my pain

and make every selfless effort

to prevent that from happening

when the words LOVE escape your

lips, make sure it is a verb and never

just a noun

mean it ; show it

remove my walls

come with confidence

be ready ; know what you want

mean what you say

strip me

know me


© ScriptedSilence. All rights reserved

Pic Credit - Alyssa Monks

[brazen-repartee]

It's been days ,

Moments go by and the eyes don't blink.

Life goes on with or without you.

Tempestuous , this feeling of your absence.

I sink in euphoria , for the few hours I sleep .

Your scent flows in my dreams , adagio.

The eyes now rest on swollen , midnight blue bags .

I'm awake again , the feeling of felicity scares me .

Some thoughts linger in the labyrinth of my existence,

Have you too grown despondent , away from my being ?

Does the notion of us as one, and now as none haunt you too?

Do you too succumb to the tempting , hollow life?

The bawl of your name in my mind is unforgiving,

I feel my proclivity to pursue you rise again .

I tend to my parchment and my quill

My bed longs for me now , the sun , ready to glint.

I try to drift off but ,

Moments go by and the eyes don't blink!