A short interview with Suzuki Hiroki about his role as Mikauzki Munechika in “Touken Ranbu - The Movie“ (unfortunately I don’t have time to translate this)
In the first part o the interview you can see new scenes from the movie. They make me think about the council war scene in the stage.
I almost forgot about this one, and finally I got the chance to finish it. It’s been a while since I post something here. Now I’m on my last year in college I will start to get busy until around August. If I can post something here, maybe just something like Kiwame teaser or something that easy to post through my phone. That’s why I kinda late for replying everyone questions/ask. Sorry about that ><
This event was held before they do the saien. That’s why the first actors for Tsurumaru (Someya) and Kousetsu (Teruma) didn’t present because they will get replace by other actors (Tsurumaru/Kento and Kousetsu/Seto Yuusuke)
Please do not re-post or re-upload this video on the other site without my permission. Thanks ^^
From the rehearsal of “Touken Ranbu – Burning Honnouji Saien”
I know this is not much but I came across this and died of laughter at Mikazuki’s reaction. Don’t worry jiji, no matter what Yamanbagiri is telling you, you will be forever an old man.:)))
Tsubasa Sakiyama ~ 2018.04 - 2019.03 [Desk] CALENDAR (PART 1 - April 2018 - July 2018)
Surprise! I’ve finally found the time to scan, watermark and share my Sakiyama Tsubasa desk calendar! :D The scans I’ve included is the front and back of each month. So on one side there’s the month & dates and on the other is a cheeky photo to go with it. This will be split into 3 parts because I’m including the back photos instead of just the front :D Here’s where you can find the other 2 parts:
PART 2 (August 2018 - December 2018)
PART 3 (January 2019 - March 2019)
PLEASE DO NOT REPOST THE SCANS!
(It has been watermarked, but you can save this to your computer/phone)
Tsubasa Sakiyama ~ 2018.04 - 2019.03 [Desk] CALENDAR (PART 2 - August 2018 - December 2018)
Here’s part 2 of Tsubasa’s desk calendar! :D Be aware that some of these do have photos of him in the onsen but you can’t see anything xD Again, this will be split into 3 parts because I’m including the back photos instead of just the front :D Here’s where you can find the other 2 parts:
PART 1 (April 2018 - July 2018)
PART 3 (January 2019 - March 2019)
PLEASE DO NOT REPOST THE SCANS!
(It has been watermarked, but you can save this to your computer/phone)
Tsubasa Sakiyama ~ 2018.04 - 2019.03 [Desk] CALENDAR (PART 3 - January 2019 - March 2019)
Here’s part 3! :D A reminder that this is split into 3 parts because I’m including the back photos instead of just the front :D Here’s where you can find the other 2 parts:
PART 1 (April 2018 - July 2018)
PART 2 (August 2018 - December 2018)
PLEASE DO NOT REPOST THE SCANS!
(It has been watermarked, but you can save this to your computer/phone)
Hello there, I haven’t been here in a long time because, real life happened.
And also because I’m not a kpop fan anymore, I’m just a casual listener now. I’m not even a fan of Kris Wu either; unlike 4 years ago where I was still fangirling over him.
Anyway, I’m writing this because, I need to let my feelings out and I want to acknowledge them.
I’m not very good at taking care of myself, I have this habit of putting myself down a lot and telling myself I will never be good enough to succeed. When I was younger, I used to tell people how my dream was to become an animator, that I will go and study and work in Japan to realize that dream. But none of what I told my schoolmates and family happened, because apart from realizing I don’t want any of those, I’m easily discouraged to continue things once it starts to become too hard for me, or when I think that it is. It was always a front to make it look like I knew what I wanted for myself, since I wasn’t good academically. I put up a front so that I can be proud of myself, so I can have a good image in front of people. But the truth is I’m afraid of what other people think of me, so I would half lie that I have a plan in life. Half because I did want it, but I didn’t bother pursuing it.
I have a lot of self doubt, a lot of self loathing. I wanted myself to disappear because I found myself a burden, and I thought of myself as a failure because I never really found something that I wanted to do. I mean, I do want to chase after a passion of mine, but I’m too afraid to actually jump and chase after it. I don’t have the money, I have bills to pay, and I can’t ask money from my parents because I’m too ashamed to do that now. So I settled for what I knew I was good at doing, even though I didn’t like it at all.
I could go on and on about how all of this took a toll on me, both physically and mentally, but I want to start believing in myself now. There’s a saying in the Bible struck me today during Mass, which says:
“...the spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
And I think, that’s where I am right now. I want to exercise and rid of my excess fat, but my laziness gets the best of me every single day. I want to quit checking Facebook, but I still find myself doing that first thing when I wake up in the morning.
But I want to change my life, unlike before where I would tell myself it’s useless to even bother trying. Now, I want to try. I want to be strong enough to stand for myself, I want to finally chase after my dreams and send proposals to people that: “Hey, I can paint. let me do an artwork for you.” I want to stop being scared of what other people will think, because I always thought that if I did approach people to paint for them of for anything, that they will find be a nuisance and think I’m stupid. I want to stop doing and stop believing that.
So I’m going to take care of myself from now on, I’m not just saying it through this post, but I will do try everyday and do it. I will lose weight and be healthy again. I will become a successful portraiture artist and earn a living from it. I will have my own place, my own studio, and support my parents along with it.
I will life a happy life. And I will start believing in myself again.
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