I wish he knew - August 2015
I feel pathetic because I miss him. I know we were only having fun, and it’s over and done but I wish he knew how I felt. I REALLY did like him! I felt a connection with him and he made me smile and laugh a lot. That’s an important thing in life, to surround yourself with people who make you happy. However, isn’t it funny that the people who make us the happiest can also make us the saddest too. I don’t know the truth as to why he cut me off and out of his life the way he did. Maybe it was because he got over using me, while I was liking him. Maybe he got over me In general maybe I’m just not good enough for him, whatever it is fuck you! Yes, FUCK YOU! 1. For making me like you and you don’t reciprocate those feelings in the slightest of ways. 2. For making me believe that you may like me, yeah you fucked with my head. 3. Finally A BIG FUCK YOU FOR USING ME. I don’t deserve to be used. I just wanted for you to feel the same way. AND A BIG FUCK YOU, TO ME FOR STILL LIKING YOU! I guess you did me a massive favour when I look back now because it’s done. We’re done. I’m done. It’s over and done with now and yes I do feel pathetic! Because I miss you.
