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Brianna Bella. But you can just call me Brie. One half of the most dominant tag team; the bella twins, former divas champion and star of total divas.

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I’m going to try and do some stuff on Brie right now so like this for a teen brie starter!!!

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@briannaxbella :: starter

“I hope you realize that Arizona is right next to Nevada and you haven’t visit me since I moved. Very disappointed at my fave Bella.”

[briannaxbella]

“You moved!? Since when? I had no idea, Nee. You know that if I had known, I would have came to see you so fast. I’m sorry, please forgive me. I’m still your favorite Bella though, right?”

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Sometimes, Dean wondered whether it was easier when she was talking, or when she wasn’t. Brie had a way of unwinding him, voice siphoning the fight from his muscles til it was a struggle enough to keep head hung and not send eyes in search of her. Reason this’d gone on as long as it had. A habit of cherishing other men’s wives had been thought to’ve been lost ten years ago. That was the thing about him and habits though. Couldn’t ever drop the bad ones. Rough palm working over his maw, choppy nails scratching the scruff ‘long his jaw, the eventual shake wasn’t as dismissive as it should have been. His focus finding his boots, drifting ‘cross the space between them and, eventually, trailing up along legs he’d wished not to’ve remembered the feel of so vividly. Wished he couldn’t bring back the memories of whispered promises that sounded reminiscent of words now. “Y’ don’t mean that.” After everything that’d happened with Bryan, after what he knew them to have been through, she couldn’t pick him. Leaning against the wall, arms left to hang at his sides before folding idly over his chest in pause. “There ain’t nothin’ for us t’ be doin’ no more… ‘m not…” That person anymore.

[briannaxbella]

He didn’t get it. He didn’t understand because if he had, he would have known how much Brie cared. How much she had always cared for him and just because they didn’t speak for all that time, that didn’t mean it changed. Caring about someone doesn’t just stop over night no matter how much you would want it to. Brie tried so hard not to care about Dean. She tried everything that she could think of and it didn’t work. Not even being with her husband did. The person she thought she loved most in the world was now a person that didn’t want to have anything to do with her anymore. The person she thought about wasn’t Bryan. He didn’t even pass her mind anymore. Not the way Dean did and that was probably the worst part of everything. “But I do mean that. I mean that with all of my heart, Dean. Why can’t you understand that?” Why couldn’t he just believe her? She stepped closer to him, looking into his eyes before she put her hand on his face, caressing it slowly. “You’re telling me that you don’t feel anything at all for me? Not even when you I chose you over my husband.”

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PIN MY MUSE

Send “UNF” to pin my muse against the wall with DESIRE

Send “UGH” to pin my muse against the wall from FURY

Send “DONT” to pin my muse against the wall to prevent them from LEAVING

Send “AH” to pin my muse against the wall but letting a RANDOMIZER choose

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                                                      “Why…..?”

He could ask that question as many times as he wanted, but he knew that the answers he’d get would never satisfy him. He honestly couldn’t believe this was happening to him, it was such a nightmare! And he didn’t want to be awake for all this! He just couldn’t, it was tearing him apart, making it harder for him to be around Brie, to breathe! Bryan life was falling apart, and all this time he thought his wife, his lover, his best friend— his soul mate was the one to pick him right up, he thought she was the one to heal his pain, NOT cause more. All the lies and more lies are piling up and it’s making him want to laugh like a crazy man! Because at this point that’s what he was! A crazy man, a crazy man for not seeing this! He should have known that Brie and Dean had a thing, it was right in front of him. But he turned a blind eye, and avoided it because, Brie would never do anything to hurt him.

                                       What. A. Fucking. Lie that was.

”Ho– how… you’re having his child. Sad thing is, I’m not mad at Dean, not even close.” Bryan admits quietly, shaking his head at his own words. Because it was the truth, he wasn’t pissed off at Dean, he couldn’t be, how could he when Dean wasn’t a married man, Dean wasn’t in a relationship. But Brie… was… she was married. “I want to… be mad at Dean, but y’know… you went along with it. You slept with him. I know he didn’t force you, I know you weren’t drunk. I know he wasn’t drunk. You slept with him… because you found him attractive. You liked what you saw, and the fact that you had eyes.. for another man…..,” His bottom lip starts quivering, his breathing becomes shaky. “I—I can’t forgive you, Brie. I won’t— i can’t.” He takes a step back, turning around to replay the answering machine, to replay Dean’s message once more. It stayed that way for a while longer, his back to her. The room still in silence, not even Josie let out a bark. Bryan couldn’t stand to look at her, and if anything… who was this woman? This wasn’t the Brie he fell in love with? This wasn’t the woman he saw his life with… wanted kids with. She made one mistake, and he understood mistakes were just mistakes. Nobody is perfect, he got that. But he couldn’t deal with this. With her.——- “Brie… leave..pack your things.. and leave. Now. I don’t want to see you right now, i don’t…. we can’t be around each other. I don’t want you anymore. You hurt me, broke me down and ruined me. This us,—- there is no us, not.. anymore…”

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A mistake. A stupid unforgivable mistake was all that it was. It was something that Brie regretted now more than anything else. If she could take it back, she would have but she couldn’t and that’s what was tearing her apart. She didn’t want this. She wanted to be with Bryan. She wanted her best friend, her soulmate her husband. There was nothing going on with Dean anymore except for the fact that she was going to tell him again that it was over because obviously he wasn’t getting it. That was why he had done this. He had ruined Brie’s life and if Bryan didn’t forgive her, if they weren’t going to fix it - she would NEVER talk to him again. She wanted nothing to do with Dean. She wanted her husband back more than anything and she needed to fix it. She needed to.

“There is nothing that I can say that will make this better. But I’m sorry, Bryan. I am so fucking sorry for doing this and if I could take it back, I would in a single  heart beat. I’m not asking you to be mad at Dean but you have to understand that you and I were in such a bad place when this happened. And I was drunk! I was drunk the night that it happened.” She cried, tears falling down her cheeks and she stopped herself from talking but she couldn’t. The words just couldn’t coming out and she couldn’t lie to Bryan. He was the only person in the entire world that she never could lie to. “But...”, she trailed off, shutting her eyes tightly, trying to make the tears stop. “The nights after that, I wasn’t. And I shouldn’t have ever gotten involved. It wasn’t because I found him attractive, it was because I was trying to fill that empty void.”

Brie sobbed and sobbed and the more Bryan put that tape on for her, the worse it was getting to be. But then Bryan spoke and that’s when Brie stopped crying. Hearing his next choice of words, she looked at him, wiping whatever tears were stained on her face and she couldn’t believe what he had said. He wanted her to leave. He wanted her to pack her things and move out. He didn’t want to see her anymore. They were over. No. NO. It couldn’t happen. This wasn’t fucking happening to her. What choice did she actually have? Bryan wanted nothing to do with her anymore and there was nothing that she could actually say that would change his mind. He had it made up and as much as Brie loved him with her entire being, it wasn’t enough. Nothing was anymore.

“You want me to leave? You don’t want to try and fix this? Bryan....please. I’m sorry. I don’t want to leave. I want to fix this. I want YOU. You’re the only one I care about. Not him. It was a stupid mistake, Bryan. I promise you that it was.” She needed to try and fix this. She needed to fight for her marriage. “I’ll do anything to make this right.”

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“aha, okay… um, i lied. you actually didn’t miss out on anything. i just wanted to tease you and make you think something happened. oh hey now! don’t tell on me! josie won’t be happy with papa, and that makes me shed a few tears at the idea of josie walking away from me, and not wanting to be near me. you’re harsh, okay.”

[briannaxbella]

“Bryan!!! That is so mean. You made me think you did something when you didn’t!? My feelings are hurt and I’m so offended right now. Well, you did this to yourself. I’m already telling Josie on you and she’s going to walk away from you. Forever. I’m not harsh! You’re the one who decided to play this mean joke on me so it’s on you, Danielson.”

[briannaxbella]

I’m going to try and do some stuff on Brie right now so like this for a teen brie starter!!!

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@briannaxbella

He done fucked up big time this time. His anger got the best out of him and he honestly didn’t mean for this to happen. It was all because he had gotten stupid drunk early in the morning. His emotions got the best of him. Surprise, surprise. What a shock, but it was mostly because of how annoyed he became because of the older woman. She had avoided him, and avoided this far too long, and honestly it was childish of her. She cheated, yeah, and he understood why she wouldn’t want her husband to know that, she loved him very much, or so she says. But honestly, to the Ohio native… he honestly would laugh at her face whenever she mentions her love for her Lumberjack, because he didn’t believe it. If she truly did love him… she wouldn’t have cheated on him? The Ohio knew that right off the bat, he wasn’t stupid…. he could easily read people like a book, he always knew how to read people. 

Watching them, just.. reading them was a hobby of his. Yes, strange. But hey, it helped him get the ladies sometimes. That and his personality was somewhat interesting. But basically the point about all of this, he had done the lowest of the low, and that was leave a voicemail on their house phone… THEIR fucking house phone… knowing damn well that Bryan would listen to it. Knowing that it would bring them hell. He remembered this because a huge shocker, after sex with Brie, they would sometimes just lay there and well talk most of time. And he would listen to her. He remembers her bringing up the fact that Bryan actually still liked using a house phone, something to call ‘theirs’—- or whatever, and how he would listen to all the messages every single Friday. God, he honestly wishes he didn’t listen to her that one time, and maybe just maybe he wouldn’t have done this. He knew…. deep down he fucked everything up for Brie. 

But she was carrying his child, and the fact that she wanted to pretend it was Bryan’s child? He wouldn’t admit, but he felt like he was an embarrassment to her, to their child. It was insulting. She could live the life, faking it for Bryan, faking it to never get caught. But, he would know. He would know who the real father of their child is. And it made him think back to when he was a child himself, he didn’t have his father around and… yeah, his child would have a father. But, it wouldn’t be his. He didn’t want to actually run away from his problems.

 He wanted… to be better, different. But, Brie wasn’t going to give him that chance, so he would have to make her give him this chance. At the end, he could prove to be worth it. For who? The child? Brie? Honestly, maybe both. He laughed at himself, why in the world was he even thinking about this…? Getting all worked up because of his emotion? He didn’t usually feel this way, actually he never felt this way, and it bugged that shit out of him. Thankfully his thoughts were interrupted by the doorbell ringing over and over again. It kept on ringing, and now he wishes he was tapped in his thoughts again. He rolls his eyes and pushes himself off the couch. “I’m comin’! I’m comin’!” He shouted angrily, turning the doorknob forcefully. His breath got caught in his throat. “B–Brie.. the fuck are you doing here?”

[briannaxbella]

As far as Brie knew it, her life was over. She had lost the love of her life and for what? For a few nights with someone that was just going to hurt her? Someone that wasn’t going to commit themselves? Someone that couldn’t? Brie really had no idea what she was doing anymore. All she knew was that she had packed all of her stuff and now she was moving out. She didn’t know where she was going or what the hell she was going to do but Bryan had just finished kicking her out. And that meant that she couldn’t stay. She tried so hard to talk to him - to apologize for everything but he didn’t want to hear her. And why should he? She had cheated on him. Not once, not twice but more than that. Brie was never a fan of that nor did she ever believe it. And here she was, doing something that she absolutely hated. She couldn’t even look at herself in the mirror because she didn’t like the person she saw staring back at her.

The brunette had been walking down the street with her bag on her shoulder for a couple of minutes and there was only one place she thought of going to. Only one place she just had to visit no matter how much she didn’t want to in that moment. Brie needed to get to the bottom of it. She needed to know why. Why had he done it? Why had he decided that he had no right to ruin the best thing that ever happened to her? Because Bryan was. He was everything to her and now because of this situation, it didn’t mean a single thing. There was no way Bryan would ever forgive Brie for doing something so horrible and awful to him. He would never forgive her for sleeping with another man and then lieing about it and pretending that the baby she was carrying was his. She felt even disgusted with herself. Brie would never forgive herself for breaking up her family.

After she had walked for what felt like an eternity, Brie had arrived to her destination. She wasn’t looking forward to this conversation at all but it was something that she had to do. That she needed to do. Getting to his door, Brie knocked once and then she started knocking harder and harder until the door was opened and she had to stop. She shook her head, disapproving and then walked right past him with her bag and then threw it on the floor. She meant to throw it hard because she was mad. She was more than mad. She was psised off and she was going to let him know it. As soon as he closed the door behind them and turned around, his face was met with her hand. She connected her hand with his face and slapped him as hard as she possibly could have. “How could you leave a fucking voice mail on MY house phone when you knew Bryan would answer it? How could you even say that my baby is yours!? How could you do all of that shit and then say that you care about me? You are not someone that cares about anybody! And if you actually think that I’d be with you, you’re crazy. You actually are a lunatic. Because I will never be with you. EVER. Especially not after what you did. I hate you. I have never hated anyone so much in my entire life!”

To say Brie was mad was probably an understatement because right now she was furious. As she continued to yell, she slapped Dean again. And again and again. Brie wasn’t going to stop. She had completely lost her mind. Slapping Dean was something that she had wanted to do and tonight, she was getting that chance. Slap after slap, yell after yell, Brie was completely feud up.

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His heart had stopped completely the second he heard the voicemail off of their house phone, yes their house phone. He wondered if it was a lie? He wondered  if this was an accident—- a joke?            He just couldn’t understand how all of the sudden… his world began crumbling            down on him. First his wrestling career, now this? Was someone out to get him?            What did he do to deserve such things? Bryan held back the tears, he was going             to be strong. Be a warrior and suck it in, wait for it to be done. Once he gets it all            out of his system, he’ll cry the whole day away, and be lost in his own miserable            world at the dead of night. Sad to say he planned this all out, it hurt to even listen            to the voicemail… but here he was. pressing replay— over and over and over. He called her, her voice… so sweet and pure, it killed him to even be in love  with that gentle voice, the once gentle voice that used to make his world go round. But now? It makes me want to tear his hair off, and drop to the ground, wishing for the pain to go away, wishing that the wall can swallow him up.     ‘Brie I need to talk to you, ‘ight? I’m fuckin’ tired of ya tryin’ to avoid me this      shit ain’t funny. I get it ya want nothin’ to do with me. But it’s time for you to      grow up, and get used to the fact that we——’ She’s home—- his heart dropped into his chest, eyes clenched tightly as he stopped the voicemail. “..B–brie…..” His voice is only a whisper, you can hear the slight shudder, the pain he tired swallowing away, but couldn’t. He was weak, and now… she would know.. how weak he truly was. “Brie…y–you won’t believe  it… you um, got a voicemail.” A dry laugh left his twin-flesh,the smile that had graced his feature was soft yet broken. “It’s…..can you… explain this to me? please?” He turns on the machine, a deep sigh can be heard, filling the quiet surroundings around both Bryan and Brie, he would glance at Josie, reaching down to pick her up for comfort.       ‘ Brie I need to talk to you, ‘ight? I’m fuckin’ tired of ya tryin’ to avoid me this       shit ain’t funny. I get it ya want nothin’ to do with me. But it’s time for you to      grow up, and get used to the fact that we fucked. Not only that, toots.. but we     didn’t use protection. That baby ain’t his, it’s mine. And for the first time ever    I actually want to be involved in my child life. I ain’t gonna end up like my dad.   Fuckin’ call me back. We. Need. To. Talk. Brianna.’ —— and he hung up. Just like that. The bearded man locked eyes with his beloved, waiting….”Well?”

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He was still acting very weird and Brie didn’t know why. Why was he acting like this and why did it seem like he was hiding something from her? He wasn’t acting like her husband. He wasn’t acting the way he usually does when he kissed her when she came home. The way he held her for a few seconds before he asked how her day was. Instead he started talking about something and laughing to himself. She just didn’t know what was wrong. That had been until he started explaning himself and asking her questions. “Explain what to you, Bryan? I really don’t  understand this. I don’t get why you’re acting this way.” She was completely caught off guard the minute Bryan played the answering machine. It was Dean. He left her a message. A message that Bryan had probably been listening to for hours.

The Bella froze in the spot where she was standing the minute Bryan had played that voice mail for her. How dare he do this to her? How dare Dean keep on bothering her when he said he was going to leave her the hell alone!? Now he was leaving voice mails on her house phone? The phone that he knew very well that Bryan used just as much. And listened to. The truth was out now. She couldn’t run or hide any longer. Bryan knew. He knew about her sleeping with Dean and he also now found out that she was pregnant and that the baby wasn’t his. “I....I can’t...”, she trailed off, not being able to look at her husband. How bad did that sound? She wasn’t able to look at her husband because she had an affair with another man.

This was all messed up and it was all her fault.

Pregnant? She was pregnant. She was having another man’s baby. He didn’t even tell her that they didn’t use protection. He decided to leave that glory detail out until Brie decided that she wanted nothing to do with him. He wanted to mess up her family and now he got his wish. She was pregnant. She knew that. She also knew that it wasn’t Bryan’s but she was going to pretend that it didn’t happen. She had to. But now? It didn’t matter. Nothing mattered anymore.

She looked at the floor trying to come up with something to tell Bryan. Anything would been nice. She started to talk but the words didn’t come out. They couldn’t. Her heart was caught in her throat and it felt like she would stop breathing any second now. She felt like her entire world had come crashing down right before her. Everything was a mess. Her marriage was possibly over and she had no idea what to do. What to say. How to act.

Brianna finally looked up and she looked right at Bryan who was still waiting for an answer. He looked so heart broken and so hurt and it was all her fault. She broke his heart intoa million pieces. She broke him by doing the one thing she promised she would never.She never believed in cheating. That was just an excuse for people to not want to be with the person they were with and now she had done it. She had cheated on him.

“I don’t know what to say to you right now, Bryan. There is no excuse for what I did. All I can say is that I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry for this. But I can’t lie to you. I have never lied to you in my life and I won’t do it now. It’s true. Dean and I..... we were together. And the baby is his.”

 The truth. Brianna had just completely tore her family apart and and she had nobody but herself to blame for it.

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Brie was outside walking Josie to the park but the minute she got a call from Bryan asking her to come home as soon as possible that’s when she was starting to worry. He never asked her to come home before when she was walking Josie. He would usually tell her to take her time but not this time. He told her to come right away and that worried her. After a few minutes of walking, she entered their home and set the keys on the table and watched as Josie went running to Bryan. ”Sorry we took so long, she was having a lot of fun running around.” She explained, slightly smiling but his expression made her worry even more. “What’s going on Bryan? You don’t look good and you don’t normally tell me to come right away. What happened? You didn’t receive more bad news from the doctor, did you?” That was the only thing that Brie could think of that would make me act like this.

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“You know it’s true…everything I do….I do it for you…”

This will be my last audio post for the old year that is 2013–for in two days time–A new year shall be born as 2014.

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“ you bein’ married didn’t stop ya before? so what’s stoppin’ ya now, huh? and  don’t ya dare give out the ‘i’m married’ excuse, cause that didn’t seem to matter the first time, now did it? pfft, i ain’t scared of bryan. he ain’t much of a threat, brie. if anythin’… outside of the ring, messin’ with me wouldn’t be smart on his part. you’re such’a liar. i jus’ came here to talk to ya, make things right between us. but you’re jus’ bein’ a major fuckin’ bitch. ha! you love him? please, baby. if you loved him… you wouldn’t have done what you did. should i go into specific details?  would that help ya remember all those…steamy…late…nights…hm? i’m honestly disappointed, and here i thought you were better than that. guess you’re the bad twin, huh? look, i ain’t ‘bout to tell bryan ‘bout.. us. cause i don’t toss out my dirty laundry to non important people. a.k-fucking-a , bryan. the truth? yeah fuckin’ right you lil’ liar. “

[briannaxbella]

“I am married! What don’t you understand? I was wrong to even get involved with you. I don’t even know why I did it. I was vulnerable and Bryan and I weren’t getting along and you were there and it just happened, okay? It didn’t mean anything. Leave Bryan out of this because he can never know what happened. Ever. This would break him completely and I don’t want to lose him. Things right between us? Have you lost your mind!? I’m not being a bitch. I told you to stay away from me and to leave me alone. How do you not get it? I do love Bryan. I love him him more than anything in this entire world and one night with you isn’t going to change that. I told you that it was a mistake. A mistake that I regret because it should have never happened. You need to stop talking to me and just leave me alone. I’m done doing this with you, Dean. You can think whatever it is that  you want. To me it doesn’t matter.”

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“ and you know what? even though i’m still a little freaked out…. I just, i don’t know… i might actually like the idea of having another sister.. who is also into the whole hippie theme and just.. saving the world! “

[briannaxbella]

“Freaked out is probably not the right word to use here. It’s weird though. But you’re right. Having another sister might not be that bad. Especially since you’re more like me than Nicole is.....which is refreshing.”

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okay but listen if u ever wanna start multiple threads with me don’t even ask because there’s a 900% chance i’ma cry and be hella happy that u even like interacting with me that much and probably tell u to tag me in as many threads as u want whenever u want always

[craftchaos]

“Yeah, well… y’ ain’t the easiest person t’ talk to sometimes. Know how t’ push too many’a my buttons.” Saying he said it because he wanted to be alone to process what’d happened was a step further than Dean had been willing to go at the start of their chat. Before he realized there was a genuine edge to her voice and that guilty facade hadn’t been an act at all. Hadn’t been her attempt to squirm back in under his skin and take up the residence she’d abandoned of her own volition. Tongue tracing lips and his head hung head, the shake’d started with Dean’s initial acceptance. “Ain’t like that, Brie… y’know why I did it… told y’ why I did it.” Because chasing someone else’s wife had never been anything he was any good at. Had never been something he had any pride in. Was supposed to be respecting her decision, even if she wasn’t able to respect it herself. “Ain’t sayin’ I didn’t have no fun, but y’ got that lil ring on your finger…means that this thing? ‘s supposed t’ be over, toots.”

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“I don’t mean to push your buttons, Dean. I never have. It’s just so hard to talk to you sometimes.” There were times where she tried really hard to make him understand where she was coming from. That she really did care about him. She cared about him so much and he just didn’t get it. She was married but her feelings were always there and in a way, she hated it. “You never told me why you did it. Anytime I would try to talk to you about it, you would push me away. You always pushed me away. And you think I just stopped talking to you because I wanted to? No. I stopped because it’s what YOU wanted. I did it all for you, Dean.” She was married to Bryan and as bad as that sounded, she didn’t want to be. Not anymore. Not since Dean had managed to come into her life and complicate everything. But it wasn’t complicated because there was no confusion anymore. “But it’s not over. This thing between us isn’t over, Dean and you know it. As for me being married, I might not be for much longer.” She wanted him to know how serious she was about him.