Life is not about finding yourself.

Life is about creating yourself.

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I have been informed that the body by vi shake mix has gone bad. Therefore i have stopped it... Weigh in on Thursday.

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Uttto...

This whole weightloss thing is harder than it should be. My friends are esecially bad influences when it comes to the things i need to be eatting they always want take out and i cant do that... work is bad for ot as well... pie and pop... come on!! Of course im going to get some too!! However i think im down 5lbs... weekly weigh in is tomorrow so stay tuned.... Weight loss goals are to be posted by next week.

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So i havent uploaded a picture of lolah in a long time but here she is at 11 months... her birthday is coming up next month and im so excited!!

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Yesterday I stepped on the scale for the first time in two months and this is what flashes at me… depeessing - i know! Now is the time for change. My goal is to lose 80-90lbs… its realistic and i dont have a time frame either. So here is to wishful thinking and progress to be made.

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Slowly going INSANE!

Oh gosh - so I just finished a night shift. Slept for about an hour and a half. Got up and now I'm babysitting to little boy brats! HOLY HELL - let me tell you! SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM SCREAM! Plus I've got the puppy biting everything and everyone! GOSH DARN IT I'm going insane! 

So now I'm off to walmart. I'm buy her a dog bone. 

I'm pulling out my hair gradually!

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Hey whatcha looking at?

Today was Lolah's first shots. She did very well at the clinic. She's a very healthy puppy :)

The little boy has begun to call me Mommy. It's very cute! He's playing with trucks at this moment.

My sister and I had a heart to  heart today. It was nice. She took Lolah to the vet with me. We chatted on the way back. I told her my secret that I had never told anyone - other than the councellor. I hope she doesn't tell her husband. It would be very bad. I hope she doesn't say anything to the other person involved either. That would be very bad. Oh boy, what have I gotten myself into?

The lady from work today called and the one friggen time I didn't have my phone with me! That makes me so mad. Usually I have it all the time on me - but I forgot it this time. This means that I have to wait til tomorrow to find out what she wanted. Oh did I mention lately that the work placement I'm currently at is talking about going on STRIKE?!

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This is my puppy Lolah - the border collie cross, she will be 7 Weeks on Saturday March 24th. I just love her to bits. We are working on the commands "come" and "sit"

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Oh Lala!

I got a new puppy tonightt! I named her Lolah, she is a border collie! So adorable. She's laying on my bed currently sleeping while I watch "the lying game". I'm so excited to have her but bummed that I have to work tommorrow evening and don't get to spend time with her. The girl at my house is going to watch her for me. I'm kinda nervous that she's going to pee in my bed in the middle of the night - or worse pooo!

Today was a good day. I will upload a picture tomorrow sometime of us.

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oopps!

Forgot to write again last night. I went to mohawk park with work yesterday. It was nice and relaxing - despite the misquetos. It was a good day yesterday:)

Today I went for a 25 minute run/walk. It was lovely. Currently I am sitting outback on the deck wishing so bad for the trampoline to be set up! Come to think of it, I am going to go ask my mother! I wish I had someone to play frisbee with! I think the next step is to look for a dog online... It would play frisbee with me and go for runs with me as well!

Enjoy the weather while it lasts, I heard it was to good to be true to last!

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work - work - work!

WORK! WORK! WORK!

It's all I ever seem to do anymore! Today I worked 930 - 2 and then from 3-11. However from 6pm-10pm I was at a roller derby - which may I add, I've never seen before. It was pretty interesting. Hard to follow, but interesting. I biked to work today - and home for that matter, my legs feel like JELLO and my feet hurt - I've been on them all day!

I sure could use a blizzard right now! I'm so hungry. My co-worker made lasagna, it was so good!

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exercise!

I went to work this morning - it was so incredibly BORING! Oh! I had my interview today for that fulltime position! - I believe it went well! Hopefully I'll know by the end of next week - I hate waiting - did I mention that?!

So after my interview today I went home and broke out the bicycle!! Oh yes I did and then I biked to No Frills and found out that chocolate milk is on sale for $3.88. I love chocolate milk! Also bought pudding - did I mention I hate pudding - I just get random cravings for it sometime.

After my bike ride I actually went over to a friends house and we played frizbee, it was quite nice! I had fun. Then I came home and went for a run and took a well deserved shower! Oh and I almost forgot to exclude all that health exercise I went out and had a Recess Blizzard! Oh YEAH!

Bed time soon I have to work again in the morning (n)

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Picture:

*~ I am a WONDEROUS, Original, creeaatiivee work in progress ~*

Today was okay - although I didn't want to get up out of bed. But as fate may have it - I had to work again. Just like I have to tomorrow - it's supposed to rain in the morning so I'm quite okay with it. 

Speaking of rain - how about that thunderstorm going on right now? <3

I am officially CHEF-BOY-R-DEE! I cooked a real good chicken today. Had roasted potatoes and carrots with it as well! It was scrumious!!

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eventful!

HOLY COW!

So I slept til about 2pm again today, hit the snooze button until 2:30 and then got up and went to work. Work was quite eventful today.  One of the persons pulled my hair! - but because I'm trained in releases - it didn't hurt! So after that this person smashed a plate all over the floor! It flew EVERYWHERE! Even in the food - Here's your chicken with a bit of broken plate - okay so we didn't even up eating it. I was on my guard for the rest of the day that's for sure. Thankfully I'm not in that apartment tomorrow and I'm in one. Then again that apartment is pretty eventful too. Gosh I LOVE my job :)

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Interview!

Waahoooo!!!! I got an interview for that fulltime position I've been speaking of on friday! One of the lady's at work today told me that I will get it because they wouldn't have given me an interview if they wouldn't want me - which really makes sense. It was a long night at work tonight and my co-worker and I so fucked up the Tuna Rice Casserole. First off - the direction were defenately not clear enough! Secondly, I'd never made it before becuase I hate TUNA!

I slept so late again today - but I didn't sleep at all last night. So clearly I deserved it! I got up and had a super nice shower as well!

Today was an okay day.

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ooOOoo...

Gah! I slept so long today! It was very nice! However I don't feel good still. I'm currently listening to music and every second song is stupid Justin Bieber or Hannah Montana. COME ON! I think I'm about to go and delete them all! Remember I had downloaded them to put on that little girls mp3 player. ANNOYING!

Oh gosh, Pretty Little Liars was so good tonight! I'm really starting to think that maybe Ezra might be "A" as he is leaving now. Oh it would crush Aria so much! But than again - Melissa looks good for it too. And Garett - getting arrested?! Maybe it is Jenna - she can so see - what a faker! Well next week is the season final were we find out once and forall who "A" is! I'm so excited!

My tummy is starting to hurt real bad. I don't know whether it's cause I'm hungry or supper tonight just isn't settling in properly. I've spent the last 5 hours on www.plentyoffish.com -that site kills time miraculously! Just sitting there messaging people you know you have NO chance with - it's just great! Then there are the ones that message you - oh gosh:

So this guy messages me and says "hey I'm scott, you have beautiful eyes, do you want to chat?" and I'm say "Hey Scott!, I don't wanna be a buzz kill or nothing, but I don't date people with long hair - it's just not for me, Best of Luck - Brianna" and he writes back "hahaha well you suck, lol" and I'm like "nice come back dude." then he says "yeah well my big dick couldn't fit in your vag cause you're a little little girl." I didn't even reply - like seriously who writes that shit?

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Damn clock changes!

OhEmGee!

I was up all night last night! I got maybe an hour and a half of sleep! I had to work at 7am this morning and I didn't want to be late so I stayed up to make sure that the clock on my phone would change - and when it did I spent another hour just trying to figure out if it was the right damn time! So come work I was so dang tired! Turns out one of the staff members was an hour late today cause she didn't know that the clocks went back - can you say "put out a memo work?" 

So again I was working by my self! Which was kind of in a way hectic - but not excessively - despite being tired. The one client has OCD and just kept slamming the door all morning - didn't even get dressed and when this person did want to get dressed - well let's just say my shift was done at three and this person still wasn't dress - this person was STUCK! Poor Gaffer! Oh well - not my problem anymore. I did happen to get out though and walk to the store - it was absolutely lovely out! It was a great walk - no matter the shortness of it.

Again - not going to BASICS tomorrow cause of this STUPID DAMNED COLD! I solemnly swear to go on Friday! Sick or Not!

Still tired, but I refuse to take a nap until bed time!  

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clock changes

I feel as though this clock change is going to be a real big pain in the ass. I mean - really why can't it change in the middle of the day instead of the middle of the night. Plus I have to work at 7 am - which is like really six am. It's just bullshit I feel.

To top it all off, I am still sick! Oh, and I will probably have to work by myself tomorrow as well too. SUCKY!

I'm hating the single life here. I've been so sexually frustrated lately it's been ridiculous. I'm not stupid enough to go screw a random stranger either. Although I might have to resort to that - but remember to take special precaution. 

As always, life is sucking hard core!

-B