never . understand

~ opiate lover ~ Prague

[naiveasf]

[bride-0f-deluxe]

One year clean

Almost one year without heroin, and nothing gets better. I'm in worst mental condition I've ever been, constant depression and anxiety. I can't do absolutelly nothing.

Will it ever change?

[mrgolightly]

[horrifying]

[adnsiwlejwbdoxpwms]

uppers are shitty i am even shittier why am i alive?

a haiku

[mallary]

[the-methed-up-samurai]

“True Sorrow”

They did everything together… Now he’s alone… Doing what they loved on her grave… Doing what killed her…on her grave…hoping that he’ll see her again… Because the one thing they didn’t do together, was die.

[culturenlifestyle]

[okaytrue]

me: *refraining from self destructive behaviour* me: this is boring me: *engages in self destructive behavior* me: i am an idiot and regret this immensly

[vanish]

[politiksofheroin]

watching the blood register fill the barrell is one of the most mezmerizing, comforting sights in the world.. if i could record every shot i would. it’s so beautiful

[bride-0f-deluxe]

Little shot of dope when you're suffering from horrible meth comedown is a fuckin relief! Best feeling ever ^_^

[bride-0f-deluxe]

All your devils will find you in the morning and take your borrowed happiness far away from you. .

Fuck, now I just want to be dead. Or.. also half gram of Her Oin would be fine 😕

[dancing-cockroaches]

[high-leo]

[middnight-lights-blog]

rules of being a junkie

•never give someone there first needle •never trust a junkie •never fall in love with a junkie

[bride-0f-deluxe]

And that's why people are damaging their veins by themselves cause they don't know how to IV and nobody can't help and take this responsibility of being the first.

[slightllysuicidal]

Maybe one day I’ll love you as much as I love Heroin

hopeless junkie (via slightllysuicidal)