♡ self destruction, toxic relationships & drugs

♡ I’m little bit sad, little bit mad, little bit rad, and the whole lot of fucked up, I'M ANNIE ♡ ♡ ♡ ♡ You know that feeling when nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you’re tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there...

[thepersonalquotes]

[spontaniouscombust]

Right

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[hirxeth]

“Now, if you’ll excuse me, I’m going to go home and have a heart attack.”

Pulp Fiction (1994) dir. Quentin Tarantino

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

I love you.

I love YOU cutie ♡♡♡

[california-smilez]

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

“I am the girl your mother warns you about.. I’m toxic. When you hurt me, I might revenge by kissing your best friend. I’m cold and reckless and I’ll probably break your heart but never on purpose, I just know what I’m capable of. I’m broken and I tend to take it out on the wrong people but I’ll still love you with all I have and I’ll hold you when you need me too. I’m sorry.”

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

I swear to God you destroyed me

I TOOK 14 SHOTS OF VODKA.. FOR THE AMOUNT OF MONTHS IT TOOK YOU TO WALK AWAY I SMOKED A FULL PACK OF CIGARETTES .. FOR EACH TIMES I MEESED UP AND U HIT ME.

THEN.. THEN I TOOK THE SAME AMOUNT OF PILLS .. FOR EACH  ‘I LOVE YOU’

[glittercy]

[anastasiagreenleaf-deactivated2]

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

I’m sorry I have so many scars and that i can’t go a day without crying and for smelling like a ciggarette and staring at you all the time. and laughing too loud and having shaky voice when you tell me beautiful words that weren’t made for people like me. for hating myself all the time and for always talking about my problems and probably be annoying as hell and  for not being perfect but most of all I’m sorry that i’ll never be good enough for you.

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

Fuck. It’s ironic how empty I am we spent 6 months together o

I had the universe inside of me but now i cried the rivers in my bones dry. The volcanoes in my chest erupted when you  told me you didn’t love me anymore and  lava flooded my body and hardened till I stopped sleeping. I had stars in my lungs but I burned them all out with the cigarettes I was smoking to get you the fuck out of my throat. The flowers growing at the bottoms of my stomach are dead. Apparently you can’t water flowers with vodka. I had the sky in my veins but it’s been pretty fucking stormy since I ripped them open. I had planets on the tip of my tongue but the debris from the shattered remains of “us” have been crashing into them.

I was everything. And then I met you and we were everything. Now you’re fucking some long legged blonde girl and I am a fucking mess.

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

I never stopped waiting for him to come back.. It’s been so long..and my heart still skips a beat when phone lights up and there’s still a sinking feeling when it’s not him who texted me.And i’m still waiting .. I’ll alwways be waiting. But he won’t ever come back. And I know it..

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

It burns

if you think the burn from vodka is bad, you should try falling in love and then falling apart, because nothing will scorch you quite like his lips wrapped around the words ; ‘I NEVER LOVED YOU’ I swear it’ll l burn your heart and your lungs and even your eyelids because a third degree burn likre that goes deeper than skin.

[halseycon]

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

[thewxnderyears]

[kikiwiku]

[bringthedrugsssbabyyy]

THINGS ARE GETTING BAD AGAIN BUT YOU'RE TOO BUSY TO NOTICE, TOO BUSY TO CARE