Astroria

All i want was to spiral down a rabbit hole of thoughts

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Did I hate myself because of all these things happen to me? Or all these things happen to me because I hate myself?

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Fake optimistic when they find out acting like pulling themselves together doesn't mean everything will be fine

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When it was about what would have been, I got spiral after spiral to fall down

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I have that weird belief that all my friends secretly hate me

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If trying my best to be creative makes me performative, call me clown

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Manifestation without putting actual effort is like buying a ticket for cruise without going to the port

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I hope I scratched the depth of you.

I hope you long for me whenever you see Nanami.

I hope my outburst of nonsense returns to you whenever conversations grow a little too quiet.

I hope you remember me when nobody bothers planning the little details before going out.

I hope, on certain evenings, you ache for my laugh.

Maybe one day, you will stop reaching for my absence.

Until then, I hope I haunt you enough.

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Saw a video about how the fear of rejection holds us back from great opportunities. Instantly, I posted my first TikTok post, and received 10 likes which is a lot. Imagine 10 people irl told me I look cute

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Hey, it wasn’t very cool of you to leave once my light dimmed and I couldn’t radiate the way I used to

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I was so busy shaming myself for my losses that I forgot to celebrate my wins.

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I am writing a new piece called "modern friendship cult", is about social media standard friendship.

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How cruel of you to leave someone question every interaction with you in their whole life because you couldn't bother to communicate

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But there are so many things I want to create

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I miss you a little extra just because

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Consuming is as much as important as creating. You cannot create anything from a void

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"Oh no, my actions have consequences"