Brittney.

Hi, I'm Brittney. a pessimistic optimist. instagram: brittneycamargo (un) lost

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You know when you start crying for everything and nothing, your period must be on its way.

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I hate that I keep going on these adventures without you.

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You made my heart hurt today.

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When you meet someone who makes you feel so special, does their best to make you forget your problems, and does their best to make you happy. I am so lucky ❤️

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It’s almost been three weeks since it happened. Three weeks that I’ve been going back and forth in my head wondering how I could have done things differently. Three weeks of not going home until it was time for me to sleep. Three weeks of not being myself. Three weeks of pretending I’m okay.

I’m never going to get over the fact that I had to call the police. The fact that my mom got arrested. The fact that I had to pay $3500 to bail her out while she could only provide $500. The fact that I gave my entire savings for her dumb mistake. The fact that my parents sleep in different rooms. The fact that I still cry at night thinking about it.

I’m traumatized. I’m sad. I don’t even know how to feel anymore. Home isn’t home. I can’t look my mom in the eyes.

I just don’t and will never understand why this had to happen.

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When your parents tell you they’re getting a divorce.

They are the fakest people I have ever lived with.

Jesus.

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I went to an interview last week for a receptionist/executive assistant position.  After hearing about what I would be doing, and learning more about the company, I was super excited for this.  The interview went well, and they called me in to meet the guy who basically runs this company, along with a girl who used to be the receptionist.  That was on Tuesday.  She told me it was between me and another girl.  I thought this interview went well, I struggled a little with a few of the questions the main dude was shooting at me.  But I managed to keep my cool.

It’s now Thursday.  I don’t think I got the job.

I’m bummed because it was such a great company, and I really wanted to be a part of that.  But I mean this was literally my first interview since my job hunt had started.  This should give me confidence, but I can’t help but wonder what the other girl had that I didn’t.

But that’s life, and I just have to pick myself up, and keep moving forward.

Everything happens for a reason.

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Nothing like a having company schedule an interview with you, only to email you 15 minutes later saying sorry they offered the job to someone they interviewed earlier 🙃🙃. Like...this is why I don't try.

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