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            OI !  i’m  a  not  so  new  okuyasu  nijimura  who  has  just  moved  blogs.               please  give  this  a  quick  like  or  reblog  if  you’re  interested  in  writing               with  me !  thanks  a  billion  !

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you are both a blessing in my life, thank you <3

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IMPORTANT PSA PLS READ (TL;DR AT THE BOTTOM OK)

i’ve actually had a really hard time with myself the past couple of years, something that i’ve kept well and truly to myself. i had my eyes opened this weekend after cosplaying okuyasu and having so many people complimenting and calling me his name. it’s made me feel really comfortable for once.... something i haven’t really felt in a long time. i spoke to a lot of strangers about my feelings this weekend, which is something i never thought i’d do, but i’m really glad i did.

growing up, i really struggled with who i was and my identity. i’ve never liked my name, and more often than not i was never into being a ‘proper girl’. i actually spent my 11-17 year old life being referred to as matt by all my friends and having he/him pronouns. 

getting into a relationship with my first boyfriend made me change. i changed my hair, i became girly for him. he expected that of me because i have a vagina. fair enough, good for him that i managed to obey and go for it for the first two years of our relationship. but now i’m just TIRED. claire isn’t me, y’know? i don’t really understand why i changed so drastically just for a BOY (who i’m still with..... but indefinitely. i think the end is drawing near and i’m okay with that tbh). 

SO, i’m putting myself back on the old path i was following. i don’t really want to be claire any more... i’m still trying to find a nice name, but for now, oku will do. it’s through him that i’ve realised why i’ve been so unhappy with myself... it was this weekend that REALLY opened my eyes to everything. i heavily prefer he/they pronouns, but she is acceptable and i won’t bite your head off if you do refer to me as she/her. 

TL;DR- CALL ME OKU. HE/THEY PRONOUNS. SHE IS OK BUT NOT IDEAL.

thanks for reading guys. it’s gonna be a slow journey and hopefully i can find a better suiting name over time, but oku will be fine for now. it makes me feel happy c: 

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I got what I wanted

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Pay attention to me thx

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This bro is tired 😴

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" how did this happen? "

                                                INBOX CLEAR OUT.

                     ❝  WELL  it  ain’t  my  fault  tha’s  f’sure.  ❞

       okuyasu  nijimura  had  done  his  absolute  best  to  bandage  the  small  grazes  and          cuts  plastering  hayato’s  hands,  elbows  and  knees. the  young  boy  never  seemed          to  leave  his  room  and  okuyasu  was  getting  sick  and  tired  of  spending  his  sunny          days  having  to  look  after  a  kid  he  hardly  saw.   the  man  had  forcefully  pulled  the          kid  out  in  to  the  sun  -  making  sure  hayato  wore  his  sun  hat  for  protection  -  and          took  him  to  the  nearest  park.  okuyasu  had  pushed  the  swings  too  hard,  causing          hayato  to  fly  up  pretty  high,  letting  go  of  the  chains  holding  the  seat  of  the  swing          and  falling  face  flat  on  the  dirt  of  the  ground.  okuyasu  nijimura  had  unintentionally          hurt  hayato  and  he  hoped  that  kosaku  kawajiri  would  understand  that.

                     ❝  — maybe  i  swung  ‘im  a  lil  too  high  mister  kawajiri,  but  it  ain’t  my                        intentions  to  hurt  ‘im.  ❞

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it’s ya boi waddup

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semi serious history of the entire world, i guess starter meme

pretty cool, huh?

- fuck it.

i miss you.

how did this happen?

nothing is nowhere.

it’s been everywhere.

forget this. i wanna be something, go somewhere, do something.

ah, that’s a thing. in a place.

weather update: it’s raining.

taste the sun.

and now everything’s huge.

look at those breasts.

that’s a human person.

this is great, i wonder is anyone else is doing this.

guess what happens next.

now we’re getting somewhere.

knock knock, er, clop clop.

wow, that’s big.

he was great. and now he’s dead.

get the hell out of here.

out here the horse nomads run wild and free. and they would like to ransack your city.

hell yeah! now we’ve got business.

wanna get enlightened in the middle of nowhere?

let’s do a crusade.

is it tonga time? i think it’s tonga time.

look at this chad.

hey christians, do you sin?

sugar!

fuck you, says america.

technology is about to go crazy.

it just seemed like the right thing to do.

sike! they both get angrier.

what’s on the menu? communism!

let’s check the world population - woah. ok.

and the ocean is full of plastic!

by the way, where the hell are we?

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 i’ve honestly never felt as loved and appreciated as i do right now. honestly, it’s so good to be back.

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thank u to those who joined the stream i was so happy to do that and share my lil process with u i hope u enjoyed it ; v; and i’d love to do more in the future <3

for those who missed it, the final look is below!