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jack, i swear...

[cowpokeprose]

The preacher may never marry us and my mama may never know you but I can kiss you over a flask of whiskey and dance with you under the stars and if that isn’t marriage I’m not sure what else God is looking for. 

[brokebackmlm]

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[brokebackmlm]

i like thinking about us being together. maybe we could go on a date to the movie theatre and smile the entire time, or go to the park and hold hands. maybe we could just stay at home and tale care of our animals. i just want to be with him, care about him, play with his hair, kiss him, love him. i wish i could have him.

[brokebackmlm]

i want to hold him, i want him to hold me. i dont care which, i just want to be with him.

[brokebackmlm]

i got a shirt like jacks, its not the same but its good enough. it helps me cope with the fact that ill never be able to be here with him. oh how i LONG to be hos protector, save him from what happened to him. i wish he was here. i wish he was real, i wish he didnt die at all. i wish i could be happy with him.

[brokebackmlm]

Ok MAYBE I will be cuddljng this tonight.

[brokebackmlm]

i lay here in my shirt, euphoric. i feel like im connected with jack. i want him to be here with me. i want him to care about me and love me and hold me. i wish that it wasnt this hard. i wish i could just have him for myself.

[brokebackmlm]

my friend is buying me a jake gyllenhaal body pillow so i can sew a black hat on it JFNDNDNDN

[brokebackmlm]

lovepost about jack? me? never....

anyway, i want to hold jack in my arms again and hold hands and we can live on a ranch together. we can have cows and horses and pigs and chickens, and well name them all stupid names like naming a chicken "barney" or a pig "cello". i want to gaze into his eyes and tell him i love him more than he could ever imagine. i want to kiss him and give him gifts that i made myself, and even if we live in the same house, i want to write him little postcards when i leave somewhere to get groceries so that he'll know where i am and how much i adore and miss him already. he is mine and i love him. i wish i could be with him, but i know i can't. i love you jack.

[brokebackmlm]

hey y'all!! i wanted to make this moodboard for jack, and i wanted to put it out there that i am fictosexual and jack is my husband! so please dont invalidate that for me, thank you. anyway, i thought this miodboard was cute so here you go!