Diary of a Broken Mother

This is the discription of what i am going through in hopes i can save someone else from going through the same 

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I have sung this to my baby since I was pregnant

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GiGi is Crazy

so up until now, everything I have told you about her has not been that bad but lets move on down a list of her getting more and more unhinged as the time goes on.

1.) announced my pregnancy before I could 

2.) Took my only sonograms and never gave them back 

3.)When she asked me about her skin being so red literally an hour after birth I explained it was just what white skin does when it is born (she is not white nor has she had a white baby) but then goes over my head and asks someone else from her family just for them to say the same thing 

4.)I aloud her to have my daughter almost every weekend one weekend I wanted to keep my daughter and spend time with her she freaked out screaming at me telling me I couldn't do this etc. mind you she had seen her grandchild almost every weekend prior

5.) at a family function me and Maxx got into a disagreement and I went to leave of course with my daughter it really wasn't even that serious of a fight I get in the car and realise I forgot her car seat so I called Maxx to have him bring me the car seat next thing I know here comes Gigi screaming at my window telling me i can't take my daughter home and that I have to give my baby to her I tell her no I do not yell I roll up my window and then she starts hitting my window screaming at me about how "this is not your vehicle. This is my mother in laws truck and you can't leave with it"  now mind you yes it had been her mother in laws truck at one time but by this time I had bought it fair and square

6.) One night Maxx was over at his mothers' house with the baby and when he tried to leave she refused to give up the baby holding her in a manner that taking the baby was impossible he warned her that if she didn't stop this I would be back with police so when he got home and told me what was going on I ran down the stairs called the police and went over there just to get my daughter back so I could get her to bed 

there is much much more but I leave you with this for now what happens after this list is the part that I made this blog for  

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My Daughters Skin

My daughter has a very extreme case of eczema causing rashes and sores to cover her skin because of this she ended up in the NICU when she was only four days old and she stayed for a week over the next three to six months it was an uphill battle with her skin it would get awful and then clear up just to return the very next day and of course Maxx's mother didn't understand all she though was   oh your just not doing this right when in fact we would do the same thing she would it is just a luck of the draw  she started telling me to do things I was already doing and talking about me behind my back to the rest of the family but every time I went to the doctors they would tell me to just continue doing what I am doing and with time it would get better and it did but that is for later in this story     

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Having the Baby

I went into labour at 2:30 am on July 6th, 2015. between me and Maxx we had not wanted anyone in the room beside us and our medical staff but for the few weeks prior to my going into labour if I even hinted this to Gigi she would be very upset and say she had to be there to see her granddaughter born etc. with my hormones it made me feel bad for wanting this to be a just me thing I didn't even know if I wanted Maxx there and he was the father much less a perfect stranger as his mother and father. when I was on my way to the hospital I sent the normal I'm having a baby text every mother is familiar with and I get to the hospital fill out the paperwork etc and I get a call from the front desk telling me that Maxx's parents are there and are very offended that I won't let them in I had ticked the box for no one but medical  staff in my labour room she starts crying and all this and at this point I am in so much pain I'm just like shut her up let her in I don't care. over the next few hours, i continue with having my baby all the while she is taking pictures of all of us after both Maxx and I asked her not to. I know this does not seem much yet and that I am just crying about honestly nothing but just you wait it all comes together soon into something much much worse. 

Love a Broken Mother

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The Beginning

I found out I was pregnant on November 5th, 2014  it was quite a shock seeing as how my boyfriend and I  had only been together for five months and in all honesty, I had a ticket to go back home  I didn't go when I found out I was pregnant so fast forward a couple of weeks and we told my boyfriends parents he will be now known as Maxx and his parents will be called Gigi and Pop. I should have known at this point that everything would be awful but I overlooked it Gigi announced my pregnancy on social media before I could even tell my family (also I was only 8 weeks pregnant at this time)  and that was just the beginning. 

Love A Broken Mother