Love Turns To Hate @brokenbeyond-repair - Tumblr Blog

Who doesn't love a good cry before you go to sleep and then again at 9am 🙄

Now it's my time to breakdown. In the comfort of myself

I'm not sure what to do. Feeling very damned if I do and damned if I don't right now

I'm sorry...

Here I am being heartbroken and crying over a person who probably hasn't even thought twice about the fact that we haven't talked in 4 days

This is the first time I've been in this room on my bed since and I'm crying over the memories we shared here and knowing that we won't have another one and that makes me really fucking sad

Once I saw my bed in here with sheets on it that was the first thing I thought of and then because I'm blunt I ruined her night too. It wasn't about being mean. It was about knowing that she gets sucked into things and feels like all these have to be done before going to bed that she consumes herself in it and then all of a sudden it's midnight and she still needs to have bedtime smokes and then she doesn't sleep and then is exhausted when waking up in the morning. It wasn't about being mean or attacking a person

Maybe one day

I message too much. Watch me never send another fucking message ever again. You won't hear from me. I will be a ghost to you now. Now you don't have to pick the balance. I have chosen for you. You don't have to read my messages, you don't have to call me, you don't have to see me. You don't have to make a single change in your life. You have too much too much going on anyways so that's fine. Everything is my fault. Woman are too emotional. My messages were the wrong timing then so was I. Don't bother changing even a little bit. That's fine. It's Ares and I against the world anyways. Thanks for the life lesson I guess. Saying what I need doesn't matter, that's amazing. Thanks for showing me that even when someone says they love you. They don't give a flying fuck about you. Enjoy your life being isolated

Sucker for punishment

Fucking happy birthday to me while I cry in bed