shelter.

@brokenshiloh

i want to stand up, i want to let go.

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The answer is no, I wouldn’t be.

It's just hard when it happens to you over and over. It's hard to believe people.

You just have to give them a chance like you gave Dex one. If I didn’t care, do you think I’d still be talking to you and trying to convince you?

I - I don't know.

M’Sorry Shiloh.

S'okay, really. It's been a year. I'll just have to get over it.

Well I’m not going anywhere? I think you underestimate how much effort people will put into things they care about.

Well I mean, no one here cares enough. That's what everyone says. They all say they'll always be there and that they're not going anywhere, but they always leave.

You’ve still got us. I know we’re not as good, but— we’re still here for you.

I push people away. It happens all the time. No one here likes me enough.

At least he can’t suffer anymore, right?

That's what everyone says, yeah.

I’m sorry Shi. He’s in a better place.

I'm okay. It's okay. It is.

Me neither; you deserved each other.

He was the only thing I had.

I’m so sorry, Shi.

It's okay. I just miss em' sometimes. No biggie.

Oh…damn.

Well, yeah.

He’s not, I bet. Not really because I’ve never seen anything to prove his existance. Do you?

I don't think he'd take a guy like Dex away from me.

That’s understandable, you know? He was important to you; but— but he’s not in pain anymore.

I hope not. Whereever he is. Do you believe in God?

Oh no—Shi…

What?

D-dex... It's been a year, since we lost Dex.

Oh— I’m sorry. It’s already been a year..

I keep having nightmares about him. I s-see him, and he's just laying there.

What’s been a year?

Since we lost Dex.

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