[aidashakur]

how you gon listen to what I've been through and put me through it again

[kaijuno]

[roach-works]

terrible years really make you understand the point of a new year. i know nothing much will have changed between dec 31 and jan 1, but we need to be able to partition off everything that’s happened to us, we need a moment to say, ‘that’s done, we’re done with it, it’s over’ and have a little hope that the future will be different. we need to be able to stop and take a breath and sing, in the middle of winter, and prepare ourselves for spring.

[fko-7]

i am both “fast replier” and “never replies” type of person, it depends on my mood.

[brokenshorexo]

“For those who get left behind, forgive yourself for loving the wrong person. Forgive him too for not being able to take care of your heart. He left and he made that decision with his mind clear. Stop searching for answers because the questions you want to ask will remain unanswered. Don’t hurt yourself for making what-ifs scenarios, it will drive you crazy. Just think that this is a lesson for you, that this story will be told to your children to warn them that beware of boys who never says the word but acts like it.”

— Excerpt from the book I’ll never write #38 // because sometimes you need to say the words (via hereliesmybrokenheart)

[brokenshorexo]

“You should’ve kept fighting for me, but you didn’t because it was easier for you to give up rather than try to be with me again.”

— Why wasn’t I worth fighting for? (via idktorn)

[brokenshorexo]

“When people say to you those heart wrenching comments like “but you were so cute together..” “Why didn’t you last” “how is she doing” don’t- don’t you dare blame anyone but you. Don’t make up a story where you’re the hero and I’m the enemy in order for it to all make sense. I gave you all the love I had to give and more, I tried to make it work, I did everything for you, you were the one that decided to turn the page and stop trying. I was the heartbroken one, you’re just fine. After all you’ve done the least you can do now is finally be truthful. So tell them she was in love with me, if she had any fault in this it was that she cared to much, I was the jerk, I left her stranded when I promised to always be there for my own selfish reasons.”

— B.L letters I never sent (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

[brokenshorexo]

“And I think life has a way of hitting you a little harder in the morning than it does at night. You see at night, there is this chance of sleep. Of forgetting. Of something better. But in the morning? It all hits you at once, when you realize exactly where things are at, it slams you down into your bed as you watch a recap of all the highlights of the things you were trying to forget.”

— Didn’t think it would hurt this bad. (via the-homie-sexual)

[brokenshorexo]

“I hope she gives you something I couldn’t.”

— truth really hurts. (via aiden-bauer)

[brokenshorexo]

“Isn’t it fucking terrifying that no matter how many promises they made, no matter how long you’ve been together, someone can get up and walk out of your life without a second thought and you have to carry on living because the world doesn’t stop for any of us”

— (via dividedways)

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[l0ckscreen]

torturous

[craved-deactivated20230908]

[blackcoffee-speysidewhisky]

Let me tell you a story about a boy I once knew… He had everything in front of him, all within reach. All he had to do was lift his arm, stretch his fingers, and the world would’ve been his. For the first time, in a long time, she let him breathe again. She led him out of the tunnel and showed him what it felt like to be loved. She was everything to him. But you just couldn’t hold on, could you? Your palms got sweaty, and you started losing your grip. When things got rough you started running, hiding and dodging everything and everyone because it was all too much for you to handle. And so just like that, you let your pride and your ego get a little too big, hung it over your head, and you let her go. Didn’t make a sound when you saw her walk out that door because you knew, you knew that even though she loved you, she deserved someone so much better than you. You couldn’t give her everything that she needed, but all she wanted was you. So here you are now, making the same old mistakes that she made disappear. Because that’s what you do, you go back to what you know. And ten years down the road, you see her at the corner of the street wrapped up in the arms of someone who isn’t you. And you think back to when she was yours, standing there daydreaming about the life you could’ve had with her. All you had to do was hold on for just a little bit longer. Sad, isn’t it?

c.f. // “I guess some things just aren’t meant to be” (via blackcoffee-speysidewhisky)

[dobaara]

[ojibwa]

i rlly hope it gets easier soon bc i am fucking losing my mind

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]