or the first time in several years of feeling like I had a minor identity crisis in my life after having some very different out of the blue changes happen in my life. I have felt like I was having a hard time just seeing me for me as far as how I saw myself within the lgbtq community anymore.
but after finding out for the first time about being polysexual as well as neptunic (lol I think the term is) it finally made me feel understood more within myself then I have in the longest time ever.
when I first realized I related to being bisexual as well as poly and kinky back in high school it was so wonderful to know I was not alone in being this way. But over the years I started to realize other truths about myself, such as relating to feeling aceflux, and also coming to accept and realize I related a lot to feeling genderfluid as well as gendequeer. And now reading up on bigennder and feeling I can relate to that as well, and demisexuality and demiromantic.
I think being in alternative life styles will always make us feel to some extent different and coloring outside of the lines. And our sexualities can sometimes stay the same or they can grow in time like I came to realize I do as well.
but it just was so nice to get some realse in stress levels by hearing about these new sexuality orientations I had not at this point yet heard of In life but realizing now for a second time in my life OMG that's me!