WARNING: MIGHT TRIGGER THE READER. READ WITH CAUTION.
Traveling back home after that huge fight against Reid had left this emptiness pit in my stomach, something was taken from me. The adrenaline is still coursing through my veins as if it was poison that is spreading within my blood. I have never felt this kind of anger since I was a child. Finding out the truth hidden within lies, having my heart broken, wasting my life, shattered thoughts, broken dreams, being taken advantage of again by someone I loved and the heaviest pain is my guilt.
After passing over the threshold, a sudden pain came over my knee. As I tried to move forward, the pain crawled up my spine. Constraining my body as if it was being taken over. I lose my footing causing me to force myself to lean back into the door. Just as quick it came, it stopped.
“What just happened?... {Umm} Maybe I overcharged my body with my powers. Hopefully a cold shower can help.”
As I get into the shower, allowing the water to try to wash off this negative feeling I have hanging over me.
Familiar Voices speaking to me all at the same time:
Man: “He deserved that shit!”
Woman 1: “But it’s Reid…he has always been there for me.”
Woman 2: “I should have killed him.”
Man: “It’s not her fault. It’s not like she got pregnant on purpose?”
“It felt good hurting him, right?’
Growing up the way I did, I learned to cry quietly under the shower to sound out my weakness and my shame. The steam from the hot shower will replace my heavy breathing, the water will erase the path my tears took down my face. If I wasn't able to tell that I was crying, no-one would either. I try to suppress that voice in the back of my mind. I blanked out from that point on in the shower.
20 minutes later. I brush my teeth and get ready for bed. Walking over to my bedside, the pain comes back with vengeance.
“What!....{Ouch} it hurts…”
Familiar Voices speaking to me all at the same time:
Woman: “{sucking teeth} You never wanted a baby anyways.”
Man: “Maybe we shouldn’t allow you too, either. {laughs}”
Man: “You wasted your youth on what…him!”
Woman: “Love… {evil laugh} no one can love you.”
Pushing myself to make it towards my bed with the last of the energy I have.
“Give me one good reason to stop…Just one little reason.”
“Pathetic, just like your mother.”
“STOP THAT CRYING… {silently whispered in my ear} No one can hear you.”
“Look what you are doing, crying in front of Dolli.”
“You can’t control me. {laughs} You can barely control your powers.”
“Find a place in my head to seal what has been said…Find a place in my head to seal what has been said…”
“Let’s see who wins … {clears their throat} …”
“Unlock what has been forgotten … Unlock what has been forgotten…”
“Find a place in my head to seal what has been said…”
“Unlock what has been forgotten … {Voices goes deeper as in a trance}”
“Unlock what has been forgotten … Say it with me Brooklyn. You know…”
“Find a place in my head to seal what has been said … {voice low enough to be a whisper} Find a place in my head to seal what has been said …”
“{moan} I am coming for you, Brooklyn.”
“I know you can feel me getting closer. {devilish laugh}”
“ {screams in rage} YOU CAN’T KEEP HIDING FROM ME!”
“Just let me in … {weeping moan} I will accept you. You know this, right?”
“ Find a place in my head to seal what has been said … Find a place {ouch} … Find a place in my head to seal what has been said …”
“Why are you doing this to me? {cries out}”
“... STOP … {growls} Stop saying that spell. You're just going to hurt yourself even more.”
“... {ahhh} Fuck … {weeps} Find a place in my head to seal what has been said …”
“ How can you do this to me? …{pounding sound} To us?”
“Find a place in my head to seal what has been said …”
