alhamdulillah ala kulli hal ☯︎

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• May Allah ease the burden you carry that no one knows about.

[julaibib]

May you touch the kabba with the person you love

[somethingtocallmine]

[julaibib]

Madinah.

[brotherhuud]

left tumblr so long you wont believe what Im about to tell you

'letting the pics talk bcs ive write more than enough in journal'

anyway, it hurts to rescroll these photos cz i miss türkiye and the people so much (exclude the smokers)

[julaibib]

The Sahabah used to wear their Deen on their head like a crown, and hold their Dunya in their hands. Whenever the crown on their head would slightly move, they would drop whatever is in their hands to fix the crown on their head.

[brotherhuud]

Untuk Ayah, Satu-Satunya

The silence when his daughters are in their wild, crazy mode.

The routine of cleaning up after the cats outside because the kids are taking their sweet time with chores.

The weekly chicken and fish prep— cleaning, gutting, and washing.

The way he stares at the bill every time we go out, calculating quietly.

The family trips that never start on time bcs having so many delayed daughters are tough.

The silent duas he makes for us, without ever saying a word.

The exhaustion after working all day.

The garden he tends to lovingly—our little grocery store at home.

The way he never hesitates to buy something if he thinks Ummi or one of us would love it.

Gift-giving is totally his love language, no doubt.

Always wanting the best for his family, even if it costs his comfort and his rest.

All your sacrifices—big or small—don’t go unnoticed.

Your quiet strength, your gentle giving, your unwavering love.

Thank you for being a truly wonderful father.

Happy Father’s Day, Ayah.

[brotherhuud]

sem 3 almost come to an end, i had no idea how fast time passed. Foundation life definitely taught so many things, its like a new beginning to adulthood and i am so not ready for kuliyyah and what the future holds. Im scared but also eager, Im happy but also worry. Lets just enjoy these remaining days having fun esp with my smap gang and do my best for final. hwaiting hudaa!!!

[julaibib]

This Dhul Hijjah, don’t hold back. Ask Allah for the impossible, the unthinkable, the miracle you buried deep in your heart. He has no limits. He says “Be” and it is. What’s beyond your reach is never beyond His power. Subhan'Allah.

[julaibib]

[brotherhuud]

"How do you explain the feeling of longing for something or someone, even though you've never been to that place or met them? Because that's exactly how I'm feeling right now."

[brotherhuud]

hye there, its the second day of sem 2 in cfs and i got no class today. not here to talk abt cfs tho but to rent on how fun my sem break was. First of all and most of all, alhamdulillah we are blessed with baby nuha sofea, my new niece. Its been a wonderful time taking care of nuha and my sister. I love cooking and baking for them except that kak wawa cant eat most of the food I cooked as she was still in pantang.(It was the foods i crave along the way hihu). I also got the chance to make my own wingstop as I crave it so much back then and u know what, the tase is incredibly super duper good. I also made pizza, shepherd pie, brookies cupcake, apam pisang, cheesecake, steamboat and many many more. Its kinda tiring not getting out from the house and like taking care of them most of the time, but act I dont do much tho compared to my mom. I cant even imagine just how tiring it must be (esp when im back here in cfs, she got no assistance anymore). Oh, other than cooking, the most enjoyable thing during the break was reading novel!!! I have reread the bumi series again as I want to remember the full story line before reading ily. And guess what, now I cant seem to move on or stop thinking abt them that it drives me crazy. I cant wait till next year for the new book urghh. and so u know what, i bought harry potter series to cover the feeling of longing towards bumi series lol. hmm. I miss being home, i love being at home, not meeting people and no one bothers me in message. I love spending time with my family even if it means just sitting in the same room with them. bcs home is wherever they are-

[brotherhuud]

[brotherhuud]

felt like i had to do august dump cause duhh its august

First of all and most of all, the moment i spent with my homie(hs fwends) were dear to me and thats what makes my life in foundation filled with colours. From going to masjid together to morning walk every weekend and went to pasar rabu tgt. Sometimes I feel like its selfish of me to spent most of my time with my hs friends and not making lots of core memory with new friends. But in uni, no one cares about you, and no one can understand better the attachment issues we had towards each other, its insurmountable . I never thought there would be any hs that hv the same kind of friendship as we do. I may not say it much and shows no emotion at all but I do feel sad thinking Ill be left all alone in kuantan soon. People may not see it but it is harder for me to move on as I dont quite express my feeling so it all goes bottom down and deep, couldnt fine its way exit. (maybe thats how i manage to hv the same crush for 4-5 years... not once but twice dammit)

[julaibib]

[zahsworld]

[soulflowrss]

وَٱللَّهُ خَيْرُ ٱلْمَـٰكِرِينَ

“And Allah is the best of planners.” [8:30] 🤍

quote: @soulflowrss