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I did my own toes tonight and I have kinda weird toes due to multiple surgeries on each foot but I used some fake toenails and for the first time I have normal looking toes and I’m kinda loving how they look! For a first time doing my own toes, I think they turned out pretty great!

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Even though I’ve been indulging in weed for over 7 years now, I’m just now starting to branch out past my usual edibles and vape pen. I’ve been getting more joints and trying other products. In California we tried a THC Not Your Father’s cherry cola and holy hell was it good. Tonight I got some sativa lemon berry burst mini joints and smoked while watching the lightning over the mountains and it was honestly such a healing feeling for a moment from the emotional turmoil I’ve been experiencing the last few months dealing with my health falling apart and a lot of stress. It was just one of those “I feel like I can finally exhale a bit” moments.

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I’m fuckin tired

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I decided to try fostering kittens and I thought I’d be able to handle it when they got adopted. One of them was adopted today and I have legit been crying on and off all day. Like, full on sobbing. There’s a physical ache in my chest. We still have 2 fosters and I have no idea how I’ll handle them being adopted as well. I’m a fuckin mess right now. Just needed to get that off my chest.

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I mean, I’m feeling myself, what can I say

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Don’t care what looks I get from middle aged white women, the temp is reading 108 and I’m trying not to pass the fuck out running errands

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Excuse the mess, I need to give the foster kitten rooms a good clean

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Happy 4th, fuck Trump ✌️

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I got a new shirt from murder apparel. loving the crop tops now that I’ve lost weight 🐸

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Blurry photo but I’m kinda feeling this lip stain

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Carpal tunnel release surgery this morning ✅

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having surgery on my wrist tomorrow, that will be fun. Next week I’m seeing a cardiologist to talk about the extreme fatigue, heart palpitations, and dizziness to the point of near collapse I’ve been experiencing. I’m also seeing a neurologist in a few weeks as well. Eventually I’m going to get my health figured out!

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Apologies for the stream of pics, I’m just a little obsessed with not feeling I need to edit my pics anymore ✌️

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Pool day! Feeling cute with my nearly 50 pound weight loss ✌️

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Hope everyone is doing well!

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Alright, I am feeling so great lately. I’ve lost 40 pounds. I am heading to California next month to receive my diploma for my associates degree. I’ve been going through trauma therapy and processing some shit that I had kept locked up. I am just feeling so damn good about myself for the first time in over 10 years, it’s wonderful.

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Hello 👋 I sincerely doubt anyone gives a shit about what’s been going on. Let’s see, had major organs removed from my body, diagnosed with Autism, diagnosed with ADHD, started going back to school, lost 30 pounds, got my nose pierced, possibly having another surgery this year. Okay, that’s it, bye for another 6 months to a year 🤷‍♀️👋