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Ugh I feel heartbroken, all over again???? How could I literally survive multiple heartbreaks in less than 3 months

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Ahhhhh heart hurts, men r disappointing :)

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Ugh reached a point where it's actually necessary to start taking care of myself physically and thinking about my mental health actively, being terrible to my body in every way has not helped anything and has just made me rly depressed lol.

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Tfw u hook up with someone who's in an open relationship and end up falling in love w them HAHA HA HA

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Tfw you've been acting like a huge alcoholic all summer

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Oh god, having intense feelings for another human is too much

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I had sex w my first Taurus and it was magical and I'm basically like....... in love????

[allhoursmag]

lou barlow, 1987

[currentdivider]

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But the thing is,,,,, sometimes I think about how I've seen all of my favorite bands with my ex and how those memories r now tainted but like won't be forever

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Like I wanna write, I wanna take photos, I wanna travel the world, i wanna go out till 5 am, I wanna meet everyone I can possibly meet. And for 5 yrs that wasn't me!!!! I didn't do anything!!!! I stayed home!!!! I was unhappy!!!

[brrainy]

Also very terrifying to know that complacency blinds you into thinking you're happy when you're actually miserable.

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It's kinda sad to think about the fact that my last relationship made me pretty complacent in most facets of my life.

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I haven't watched tv in like 2 months, I've just been listening to new music??? Something I didn't do for like 2 years

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The way I'm coping is by listening to very sad music, eating very good food and taking self care 2 the next level.

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Me and my NYC bf

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Lmao might move to London after college 2 be with Chloe lol