dust and shadows

|Aut Viam Inveniam Aut Faciam.| | I Shall Either Find A Way Or Make One.|

[brvknsouls]

He broke everything except her heart...

[enchantedmelody]

I postponed this

I put it on hold for too long

Who was I kidding saying “I don’t care”

I’m me

How could I not care

I was boasting about how I didn’t shred a single tear over you

Darling I’m crying rivers tonight

It feels so lonely

I was okay feeling lonely

I got used to it

Why did you come into my life when you were going to leave this soon

It took every ounce of my being to trust again, to open up like that again

It took me a long time to get my heart together again

It was healing

Now it’s back to square one

It’s hard everytime

You just know that you can move ahead

But that doesn’t make it any easier

I’ll stop writing now

Words are falling short for how lonely I feel tonight.

[enchantedmelody]

I wonder how people do it

How do they make a home in themselves

How do they find love inside

How do they wake up everyday and is okay with not having anyone

How do they not feel lonely

How do they fight these urges of going back to failed connections

How do they make themselves okay with not feeling wanted

How do they get through this phase of being numb all the time

How do they put on a brave face every single day and say “it’s okay”, that they’re okay being alone

How do they not get jealous of people around finding love and being happy

How do they get through the day knowing nobody wants to know every single detail about how their day went

How do they open up after closing shut off for the second time

How do they make peace with loosing a meaningful connection again

How do they find hope when it’s been shattered too many times

How do they heal?

[brvknsouls]

[danger]

[aestheticpolishpotato]

“If I had a star for every time you made me smile, I’d have a galaxy in my hands.”

[brvknsouls]

If I had collected every tear you made me cry I’d have an ocean in my arms

[aestheticpolishpotato]

“If I had a star for every time you made me smile, I’d have a galaxy in my hands.”

[olympialetan]

[brvknsouls]

Most of us are just broken souls living in walking bodies

J

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[heavensghost]

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[rosespell]

[rosespell]

[harshlips]

Life.

[rosespell]

[uglypnis]