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hello, and welcome to my realm! i go by a lot of names, but bryan or the starcrossed work just fine. i go by it/its and any neopronouns that "fit my vibes," and i'm an 18 year old boygirl aroallo lesbian. here, i do a lot of yapping, reblogging, and i occasionally post my creations! ^.^

an important notice: i struggle with really bad moral ocd traits, i do not have any money to spare, and i have basically no audience on my blog. as such, i do not reblog mutual aid posts and do not answer asks or dms about them.

okay yeah not gonna post it but Man. man. ptsd amirite

#➷ chatter.#just processed last night i probably have (c)ptsd #and im looking back at reactions ive had and that explains... A Lot.#its ok i got x-faded girl ❤️

sometimes when im really upset the best way for me to regulate is writing shitty prose in my close friends dms abt how i feel. i probably shouldnt post something so vulnerable and upsetting on tumblr of all places but i mean like. its not like anyone'll see really

#➷ venting.

im abt to do some Very Serious venting on here chat watch out

#➷ chatter.

soup3000

bryan mcfnaf should have been given a bong and a shit ton of weed, wouldve chilled him the fuck out

#➷ reblogged.#shout out to my stupid hc that i came up with on the fly #that in college bryan had a sailor moon bonged named usagi #i think bryan is waaaay less of a stoner nowadays but occasionally he pulls out that stupid bong and cringes LMAO #also he cant roll a blunt to save his life. trust me bro (<- fnaf bryan irl)#ALSO I THINK UR MY OOMF ON ANOTHER ACC. HI OOMF #wait shit my tags #➷ forms.#⟡🎭 bryan.#➷ mcfnaf.

there is a lot of discussion abt stimming online, but most it boils down to stuff abt hand flapping or tapping or vocal stuff; which is completely normal. yall are awesome!

but ive always felt really weird about my Own stimming because its... well. odd.

i spin. a LOT. ive done it since i was 11-12. i can do it for hours at a time on good days when my legs dont hurt. i always do it while listening to music and daydreaming along.

my spinning is the whole reason im diagnosed with lvl2 autism. i go through soooo many pairs of shoes via spinning, and the ones that last me the longest can cost hundreds of dollars. this form of stimming is called vestibular and proprioceptive stimming: it includes things like toewalking, swinging, jumping, etc etc!

i dont think many people know abt these types of stims. whether that be less discussed types, like visual or vestibular stimming, or stims that hinder life like my spinning does!

so. taps mic. people who stim via spinning or swinging, ily. people who stim via listening to the same segment of a song over and over, ily. people who stim via chewing or sucking on things, ily. people who stim via staring at objects they enjoy, ily. people who stim via repeating things theyre heard, ily. people who stim via big tight hugs, ily.

people whos stims can result in hurting yourself, ily. people whos stims are obvious and unable to be masked, ily. people who can mask their stimming, ily. people who stim out of joy and happiness, ily. people who stim when theyre overwhelmed or upset, ily.

people who stim a lot!! in any way, shape, or form!! i love you!!

and to those who are uncomfortable with language like "love," but apply to stims listed: i care about you! i appreciate you! you are important!

#➷ reblogged.#autism #actually autistic #neurodivergent #neurodiversity #actually adhd #actually neurodivergent #dunno what other tags to add. uhmmm #i dunno im just feeling kinda sappy rn :)

buggachat

the best female characters are the ones that online discourse calls annoying and cannot stand. this is a fact sorry. the more hated she is by the online sphere the better her character is sorry

#➷ reblogged.#nods solemnly. marinette dupain-cheng and amy rose