Neuropsych ableism (and gender essentialism) is your lack of tone and/or anemotional (no emotions) expression is taken as stupid (feminine) or antagonistic (masculine) or both depending on situation (usually by people who have known you as both)
I'm not mansplaining automatically, I'm not purposely taking the literal meaning of words, I'm not dumb for needing more information for things I wasn't even there for!
Result of neuropsych ableism:
I slightly wish aba and shit worked for me, I don't want to be assumed that I'm being difficult on purpose or be talked down to as if I don't know anything.
I'm thinking of quitting the only thing that gets me out of this house (abusive) every once in a while. It was the only thing making me feel like a real person, ya know, beyond my difficulties but I had to switch to a new group and I think they all think I'm being a jerk for no reason (very specifically for passive aggressive ways of showing frustration and trying to get me to stop talking quicker / talking over me)
I don't even know how to say "sorry, I have multiple neurological/etc issues that makes me act weird, I'm not doing it to spite you" without being assumed to be mocking or "trauma" dumping or etc.
I'm tired of everything and just want to sleep until my brain stops yelling/being upset.
This is neuropsych androableism.
