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I was about half in love with her by the time we sat down. Thatâs the thing about girls. Every time they do something pretty⌠you fall half in love with them, and then you never know where the hell you are. Girls. Jesus Christ. They can drive you crazy. They really can.
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So proud of how far I've come in life. I wish I could post everything that makes me the happiest. On to the real world. Let's do this! - to be a cna - to be a registered nurse - to be a nurse practitioner (in the psychiatry field preferably)
You thought I wasn't coming back
Happy New Year, Tumblr! I started off the year not as exciting as others did, but I had my little moments too. I have set new goals and I have also emotionally prepared myself to fail so much this year. I'm ready. Ready to take on the many responsibilities I wish I had done in the past years, but choose not to because I wanted to be a couch tomato for the most part. And yes, I purposely wrote tomato because it sounds lit. đ¤Łđ¤ I hope I learn more along the way and grow into a much better individual. I'm sort of tired being my usual awkward self, and don't get me wrong, I sincerely and deeply appreciate that. However, time to make more changes and I wish I go successful with them. Also recently, I've been into romance movies. I've been to the chilliest movie marathon of my life, not to mention that I got to spent it with the one and only me. Doesn't sound too happy, not too sad either. But it was chill. Just what I needed to make my winter break stress free. I should be stressing and working on scholarships and all these pre-college work, but I'm choosing to stray away from the entirety of it. Not sorry though, I think I've done a pretty fair share in the past months. I want to do more, but we deserve a very short break sometimes and enjoy the moment without overthinking and stressing about how much of a pessimist you are. đ¤ˇđťââď¸ I'm so pumped for 2017 though. There's so much productivity involved. I'm looking forward to getting certified as a nursing assistant this year and hopefully work part-time in the summer while familiarizing myself further with Anatomy and Physiology. Mentioning these doesn't even make me look smart at all, but I like to think it's a good way to prepare for college. I just don't want to overwhelm myself because I really want to balance work and school. It just doesn't feel okay anymore to always depend on your parents. I hate feeling ungrateful and I feel like this usually stems from my poor choices. So that's definitely a good resolution. I'm bad at resolutions, but that's something to throw onto my list this year. Another long overdue goal I wish I had fulfilled my junior year is getting my driver's license. It never fails to make me cringe when I think about it, but it's not the end of the world is it? I'm getting there. I will get there this year. Trust. Roll it up with determination and positivity. Boom. Success. And that's about it. No. I've also been thinking about entering the youtube family, but I'm afraid to stay committed. I feel like it's not the perfect time to do it, but I also feel like it is. Weird. There are major surprises this year though. I know that for sure. We'll see. It's so easy to jot all these down, but it's always complicated to gain all the inspiration you need in real life. I just wish I'll have a much better attitude this year to make good things happen... also to accept the bad things whole-heartedly and extract something beautiful out of them. Happy New Year!!! :-)))))))) Watch these if you haven't. They're 11/10: A Walk to Remember, Stuck in Love, and In Your Eyes. If you have movie recommendations under Romance or Mystery, message me! Please please. Also, if you have snapchat, we should make some streaks: @brysagelliv good year ahead of you, bud! Stay positive.
Has anyone else gone through this phase where you feel like love is just a totally awkward concept that gets opened up from time to time? It's like when somebody starts talking about it, you feel like a closed book, not to mention the weird feeling you get that doesn't equalize the amount of interest that the other person has. Imagine how much of a piece of cake flirting was in elementary and middle school then you engage in one of those puppy love relationships then you two break up and your day comes... you feel like you've completely moved on AND the next year or so you realize you've become super apathetic about relationships and love. I like to think it's a maturity thing, but it could just be something else weird and terrifying. Who friggin knows man
Surprisingly, Iâve read 2 amazingly written books in just a matter of 1 full week! Iâd never imagined myself accomplishing something like that, but I guess, I have to give all the credits to the fact that weâve gone over 90% our internet data and just to prevent my mom from going on a tirade, Iâve decided to devote myself to reading. (idk if this does something to our usage, im kinda sneaky) For the purpose of this post, Iâm going to share a quote from each book which basically stood out to me. I think these quotes do a successful job giving you brief summaries of what the two will entail. âââ Eleanor and Park âââ âI just canât believe that life would give us to each other,â he said `and then take it back.â â¨âI can,â she said. âLifeâs a bastard.ââ¨He held her tighter, and pushed his face into her neck.â¨âBut itâs up to us âŚâ he said softly. âItâs up to us not to lose this.â Fact: I donât care if a bookâs too cheezy and all, as long as it connects to a teenâs life, Iâm all for it. So for this one, I thought it was challenging for the author to shift from one point of view to another, but all her hard work definitely paid off! I loved how this book contains basically two different stories about two different people; one thing that connects them? They are both relatable. I sort of didnât like the idea that Eleanor and Park were paralleling the relationship Romeo and Juliet had. If you havenât read that one, which I assume you wonât because itâs written by the wonderful & baffling Shakespeare, the two basically fall in love with each other so fastly they havenât even gotten the sweet opportunity to know each other well. Rowellâs book is different, however, I felt like her characters fell in love with each other way too easily which obviously did not impress me that much. The superb thing though, the author provides a plethora of beautiful quotes here â There were a couple of points where I had to snap it shut so I could highlight some because I can see myself saying those once I enter a relationship â (perhaps relatively similar to theirs. Iâm thrilled no jk kinda). So, if youâre searching for an easy read, you have to give this a shot. I feel sorry that I didnât get to read this as early as possible, but basically the story details about a high school romance and it also covers issues regarding living with a family. I thought the author did a nice job revealing why the two crucial characters behave the way they do. Great great job, Rowell! 4/5 for this baby! đ ââ-Miss Peregrineâs Home for Peculiar Childrenââ- âSometimes itâs better not to look back.â In todayâs culture, this one sounds slightly clichĂŠ, but it best describes how Jacobâs adventure started. He had almost an insatiable desire to find answers for himself and maybe he wouldnât have felt that way if he hadnât witnessed something so PECULIAR. Bruh, I wouldâve done the same if I were him! I was deeply hooked by his journey, because somehow, itâs got a Peter Pan vibe into it â which is kind of strange, but itâs probably just me. I like how the author also gives us a hint of a love story here â perhaps to give us a pause from the mystery behind Jacobâs grandfather. But! Their love story is very unique because itâs not the typical romance we see on T.V. or read about â at some point youâll realize it shouldnât be a relationship one should enter in, but regardless, I had the feels of it! One thing that I sort of did not like was how unrealistic the conversation Jacob and his dad had towards the end, but it wasnât as if the author had meant this to be fully realistic in the first place â duh this is a peculiar book what more should I expect. I wasnât even expecting for that scene to be a possible event, however, it wouldâve looked more realistic and (I guess cooler) if the author added more details about how Jacobâs parents (father) might have felt about the little discoveries he found from day to day (and from what was supposed to be there âtherapeutic moveâ). Overall, this one falls more into the adventure category and I loved it just as much as I loved the book above! 4/5 Might read the second book some time soon! Right now, I like to fall from one story to another just to gain different perspectives and feelings that I may or may not connect to my daily real life events. Thatâs just how it is. đ Up next: Thirteen Reasons Why (I wanted to read this during my sophomore year because my English teacher was reading it, but Iâd ultimately lost the inspiration to - but nowâs a perfect time to dig into it!) Just a little note, Iâm in need of book recommendations, so if you could offer some help, thatâd be over the top awesome. I love anything teen-related (suspenseful/mysterious stories preferably) And follow me on my other social media accounts. I get more active there than I do here: @brysagelliv (snapchat & instagram)
Optimistic Keeps Me Hopeful People want you to be optimistic so you start relying on what you feel is certain. You start sticking a beautiful image on your mind to the point of wanting nothing else but that to happen. I pictured you and I dancing together, mindless of what we really are but it all ended up shattered. It's as if life treated it like the piece of paper I have jotted down wrong things on: it was worth-ripping. I wish people were a little more cautious when they want you to be positive because really, it ain't easy when there is another alternative. People are easily tempted to pursue things they are fond of and in my case? I loved you. However, you had your own image and it contrasted with mine. What I thought was a high possibility of perfection is now pure devastation and every time I think about it I whisper to myself: Breathe pal, learn the art of not losing touch with your reality â it is less painful.
Anyways, let me aesthetically please your eyes with pretty skies even just for a second. Itâs 3:30 in the morning and Iâm feeling nostalgic about the trip I had last month! It was phenomenal & I canât wait to go back.
Connoisseur
I thought I was a connoisseur of feelings, but why do I feel like you are the greatest mistake that I have ever committed in my life? Why canât I stop myself from pursuing you when it is clear as crystal that you canât parallel how I feel about you? How is it so difficult to convince myself that you like someone, but that someone does not have anything to do with me? Alas, I might not know anything about feelings at all.
When it comes to you, to say the least. I am blinded and it is unfortunate to say that I am addicted.
When someone mentions your name, my ears still feel pleasant. It feels as if they have found that one song... that one beautiful song I had no idea about when I first heard it. My heart feels ecstatic.
When you spontaneously touch my face, I still think about magic void of deceit. How could you easily put a little smile on it just by one simple act I know you didnât even intend to do in the first place? Insane.
When my eyes see you laughing shamelessly, you make me more optimistic. You rekindle feelings that I thought I have already lost. But no, it is not that easy. It will never be.
It is not easy to purge myself from this terrible feeling of constantly assuming that we might soon exist. Not as best of friends, but us together. When I experience one of the three again, a newfound hope lights up. A newfound hope to eradicate again because I know in myself, our feelings can never coexist. They can never be like the moon and the stars when they choose to light a pitch black night together. We could be, but the thing is â our feelings exist separately. You like him, while I like you. While I could be just like the independent moon, your feelings are out somewhere just like the stars when they choose not to shine.
I like to think I am a connoisseur of feelings as you make me feel the greatest. I am a connoisseur of feelings because I am aware of the impact you make. I am just an idiot, by nature, for disregarding the fact that you can never like me back.
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Show me love. Please donât let me show cruelty, ugliness, and all the other evil things I could do. Teach me love. Show me love.
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Life in March.
⢠Bonfire party with friends; it was utter perfection. The day consisted of feel-good music, pingpong, food (pizza was bomb), and hearty conversations. It was also nice meeting new, interesting people and getting to know some more of my acquaintances. ⢠Spontaneous walks to different places with M'BRDS; went to a creek, then to random stores, and some place else wonderful. ⢠Spent some time over the break for Kadareâs Broken April; itâs our recent class-book in English. In all honesty, I thought it was boring but with a stroke of luck, I found myself ten times intrigued after discussing crucial aspects of it. Hereâs an article to give you an idea of what itâs about: http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/worldnews/europe/albania/7843351/Albanias-modern-day-blood-fueds.html ⢠G4 project for IB people was introduced on the last day of March. Therefore, Mr. Lynch let us take what was supposed to be a âbrainstormingâ kind of walk, but as expected, it turned out to be more casual. Nonetheless, it was relieving and very much needed for the next few days.
All in all, March by far is the best month for me. Now, I have to set a new goal up and thatâs to keep myself a little bit more productive.
Side note: Never break April. It will be wonderful.
Side joke: Me: She said yes to prom! Friends: Omg who?! Me: April fools! She subtly rejected. Life, brud.
