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@bs-bpd
Anyone else ever got so self destructive that they openly encourage their fp to find someone else? Cause that's the point I'm at.
Will it hurt? Yes, exceptional so
Am I past the point of caring? Also yes
It's not like she wants me anyway and she would've moved on eventually. Might as we encourage it so it happens while I'm numb instead of when I start to get my hopes up and feel stuff again
Hey, yāall know you can just call someone āself centeredā instead of calling them a narcissist, right?? Like, I understand thereās a colloquial meaning for the term, but that doesnāt magically mean youāre not adding to the stigma people with npd have to deal with when you use it that way. If you actually care about ableism against cluster b personality disorders, I suggest you use āself centeredā instead.
Same goes for the term āempathyā. Iām begging yāall to just say ācompassionā instead. Whether or not you have empathy is not a choice, but whether or not you have compassion is.
Imagine losing both the people you're in love with on the same day
Being used to suffering does not mean it doesnāt hurt anymore
PLEASE GO FUCK YOURSELF WITH YOUR "dOeSn'T sOuNd LiKe i HaVe A cHoIcE" BULLSHIT
Me ASKING you to go to the shop and get some food so I can eat gives you the choice of saying yes or no. YOU HAVE A CHOICE.
You TELLING me, someone with chronic pain in the middle of a flare up, that I have to walk the dog along the cliff path or to the veggie patch (both are up super steep inclines btw) and then proceeding to guilt me by saying if he goes to the toilet in the house it's all my fault and I'll have to clean it up (which doesn't give me any choice to say no considering my mental health issues that you have just triggered) ISN'T GIVING ME A CHOICE.
Especially when you are an able bodied person who could easily walk him without risking collapsing, dislocation of joints or literally causing yourself so much pain you can't even cry because that would make it hurt even more, not to mention the fact you literally have nothing else to do.
So don't chat shit about it not sounding like you have a choice when you so clearly do. You ableist, manipulative piece of toxic waste.
Why must my joints be made of pop rocks and my immune system cherry cola.
Why must my joints be made of pop rocks and my immune system cherry cola.
You don't get to ignore me and act like I don't exist for over 24 hrs then come to the rescue when I start falling apart
I don't have any kind of support system at all. I'm completely fucked
Actually can't stand being here. I'm seriously considering staying at my abusive mums tonight because it's better than what's going on in my own fucking flat.
At least her abuse involves acknowledging my existence
I've been clean for months and now I've relapsed again but it's worse this time.
I need help
I hope I don't relapse on other things too
I've been clean for months and now I've relapsed again but it's worse this time.
I need help
lady bird + women singing about their mothers <3
in order: my mother and i - lucy dacus // class of 2013 - mitski // writer in the dark - lorde // survival - adult mom
Pet peeve: People who yelled at you and made you angry but try to joke with you a few minutes later because they canāt stand the atmosphere they created
Did you mean: parents
Can we normalize not having to be busy in order to be left alone?
Help dear god I'm developing a new favourite person and it's not good.
She is gorgeous, she has blue hair and piercings. Farm animals chase her and she has a good sense of humour.
But she doesn't fucking reply!!!!! We message eachother a few times a day but not often or consistently. So I'm stuck in a limbo. I can feel myself getting attached in the favourite person kinda way but I'm doing it on a much slower basis because we don't interact enough.
I'm losing my mind over her and she's completely unaware
UPDATE: She did become my favourite person. I bought video games so I could play them with her and one day she just started ghosting me š haven't spoken to her in since sometime last year and if I could say one thing it would be:
Fuck you, I was prepared to give you my whole fucking heart šš½
