Unsent letter (Date Unknown. Already forgot that I wrote this.)
I don't understand how I can be pro-feelings and open/honest but I'm also terrified of being vulnerable + letting anyone get close. I mean I just want to shout into the void. Shout and make my presence and feelings known. Shout about what I love. Shout everyday if it feels good. And see what happens. But damn it, I'm scared that someone will never hear my voice.
The moment I laid my eyes on you, I instantly knew that you were the real-life version of the "Man of my Dream."
This is me trying to figure out how can I lift his heavy feeling on my shoulder without trying to look like a fool or hurting anyone I dearly love. This is me trying to forget how I feel about you...because I'm too scared of the "What Ifs."










