Hi I noticed that you have your request open! I really love this blog~♥️ It’s amazing the writing skills every admin has♥️ If it isn’t to much could you write a angst Jungkook x reader about jungkook crushing (liking) the bff of the reader... You decide if the ending is happy or sad~ Thank you so much for taking your time and reading this request ♥️
Hey! Thank you for your request. It isn’t really angsty or at least I don’t think so. I hope you enjoy it none the less.
“I….. I like you Jungkook,” youconfessed. You stood there staring at the floor as those words hung in the air,weighing down the air around you. The scenarios you had made up in your headwere always so simple. Nothing compared to actually saying those words out loud. The scene you’d imagine would play out after school, he would be waiting, right before your BFF would show up. You wouldn’t hesitate as you confessyour feelings for him. How after he came back from sommer break he had changed in your eyes. That he wasn’t that awkward boy anymore and instead handsome and incredibly good looking. That you didn’t just want to be friends anymore. You wanted to walk to school together as his hand holds yours, kiss his lips before parting ways to go to your seperate classes. After your confession he would end up asking you why you had waited so long totell him, because he felt the same way. In the end he would ask you out andplant a kiss on your lips with his. But reality isn’t as simple as that.Raising your head you look at your reflection in the mirror and sigh.
“This is ridiculous,” you mutter quietly.You had hoped that practice would help you be more confident, or at least easeyour nervousness. Sadly it seems like everything you tried was for nothing, youstill could not get over your nervousness. Grabbing your bag you sling it overyour shoulder and make your way out of your room and out of the house. Justlike every morning, ever since last year, you see Jungkook and Katie (your BFF)waiting for you on the sidewalk. As you walk up to them it’s clear to you thatthey’re too occupied in their conversation to notice your presence.
“… over to my place tomorrow,” is thelast part of the sentence you manage to catch Jungkook say. He most definitely was breathtaking. It wasn’t much but he had changed over summer break.
“Sounds good,” Katie answers with asmile, “Do you have snacks or do I need to go buy some after school?” BeforeJungkook has a chance to respond you fake a cough to make your presence known.
“Oh hey Y/N, we didn’t notice you werealready here.” Both turn towards you andgreet you with a hug and handshake before turning to walk towards your school.As you walk you can’t help but be curious about what they had been talkingabout earlier seeing how you were now walking in silence. This hasn’t been the first time this has happened. Looking back at it, it’s been kind of tense in the group for the last month. Maybe it was just the start of the new school year, still getting used to not being in a class together that had your group on edge.
“So what’s happening tomorrow?” Thequestion hangs in the air as no one makes any moves to answer.
After a minute or so of silence Katiefinally speaks up and responds, “Jungkook is going to help me with some Mathhomework tomorrow since we started a new chapter on Monday.” For some reason it didn’t sound verybelievable to you. Yes Katie wasn’t really good at math and even took extralessons because of that. It didn’t make sense that she would ask Jungkook forhelp. Still, you said nothing. I mean why would your Best Friend lie to youabout that? Finally, after what felt like an eternity,you arrived at school. Awkwardly you say goodbye as you part ways to yourrespected classes.
‘What was going on today,’ you wondered.Every time you were around either Jungkook or Katie it felt weird and slightlyuncomfortable. Maybe it was due to the response Katie had given you earlierthat day. It just didn’t sit right with you. You could barely pay attention toany of your classes today either, it just felt impossible. Once the bell rang you letout a sigh of relief and gathered your things. Maybe you should just talk toKatie and ask her why she’s asking Jungkook for help if it bugs you so much.But maybe she would ask what you would have against it, and then she couldfigure out that you like him. No, having Katie know who you’re crushing on is definitelya bad idea. If she knew that you liked Jungkook then she would most likely endup doing exactly the same thing that happened last time you told her who youliked. She tried her best to set you and your previous crush up but it honestlyended up a total disaster. Which is why you hadn’t told Katie about your latestcrush, it would just make things awkward. I mean, you all were best friendswith each other, it just wouldn’t work out. If you would come together withJungkook and he would share your feelings, well then Katie would be the thirdwheel. That is something you’d never want to do to a best friend. On the otherhand, if Jungkook didn’t like you back well then you wouldn’t have the guts toface him probably ever again. The best course of action was just to keep quietand hope that Jungkook falls in love with you and confesses. Chances of thathappening though were very slim indeed. So you will just keep your mouth shut.With that resolution you make your way to your meet up point and see that Katieis already waiting for you there.
“Hey Y/N, you’ll never believe what Mr.Reyes had us do in Gym class,” Katie paused, “We had to do the Pacer Test.Honestly it’s inhumane to make people do those. Which sadist came up with thatidea anyway? Thank goodness I wasn’t the first one to bail but I don’t see howanyone is able to that long…..” She continues to ramble on about the class andyou feel the tension fade away. Everything is back to normal. As you both waited on Jungkook you talked andjoked about teachers and other miscellaneous things. It felt good and the weirdfeeling you had earlier all but disappeared.
“Oh there he is,” Katie exclaims andstarts waving at someone behind you. Most certainly it was him. Turning aroundin the direction Katie was waving you see Jungkook and a couple of his guyfriends heading out of the building and towards you. Shyly you raise your handup near your chest and give a small wave. As the group see you two they startwaving back and you can’t help but blush as you see Jungkook give you a smileback.
“Are you blushing?” Katie exclaimsexcitedly. “Oh my gosh. Do you have another crush? Is it one of Jungkook’sfriends? Come on Y/N tell me! I can help you.” This was exactly the thing youhad feared the most. In order to try and hide the fact that you were blushingyou try and cover your cheeks with your hands. It did little to help the factthat Katie was already thinking about who it could be that you’d have a crushon.
“It’s no one Katie,” you try to lie butshe wasn’t having it.
“You can’t hide it from me. I saw justhow red you got when you looked at the guys. So come on Y/N, you can trust me.Who is it? Is it Henry?”
“Shh they’re almost here. They’ll hearyou.” The last thing you needed right now was that everyone finds out about youcrushing on someone. That would be the end, seeing how you would no longer haveany peace and quiet. Your friends would not give you any rest until they findout who it is you like. So you could either lie and pick some other guy or leteveryone know that you liked Jungkook. Both options don’t seem very appealingto you. The only quiet way out of this is to plead with Katie that she keepsquiet. “Please Katie, I beg you. You can ask me about it later, but not nowplease.”
Thankfully for whatever reason, shestills, turning back towards the guys.
“So ready to finally go home?” Jungkookasks as he lazily swings his arm around your shoulder, leaning on you. Breathingin deeply you smell the cologne he has put on today. Moments like these, wherehis body touches yours, are what you dream about late at night. The pressure ofjust his arm weighing on your shoulder makes you imagine his chest on yours.Alas, you would be too embarrassed to admit that out loud. The weight liftingoff of your shoulders snaps you out of your fantasies as you realize your grouphas started their walk home. The first stop would be your house, oh how youwished to be one of the last in order to spend more time alone with Jungkook. Mostof the time you hung out together some other friend would eventually come andjoin you. At least in your fantasies you had all the time in the worldtogether.
As usual the time flies as you talk withyour friends and realize you’ve already arrived at your house. Waving goodbyeyou proceed inside and to your room.
“Y/N, could you close all the windowsupstairs please. Thank you Honey,” your mom asks you as you pass her on yourway up the stairs.
“Sure mom,” you respond withouthesitation and proceed to the different rooms, closing each window. Once youget to the guest rooms window you look to see if you could steal a glimpse ofJungkook. Looking out of the window you see as Jungkook and Katie walk next toeach other, their bodies close together. Faint is what you feel as you seetheir hands interlock, walking further out of your view. The feeling you had had this morning as you overheard them talking was back. You wish you could have stopped watching, because what happened next, right before they were gone from your view, was how Katie pulled Jungkook towards her and planted a kiss on his lips.
