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[bubblefeind]

[bubblefeind]

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I hope this answers the question.

[bubblefeind]

“It was at this moment that changed my point of veiw forever. I came to a conclusion that no one cared for my well being. No one was going to sweep me up off my feet to save me And no one was going to show me the love I deserved. I’ve noticed after all this people still feel the need to treat me like shit. They always use me. When this happens I’m not surprised, although I dont expect it I like to give everyone a fair chance but everytime, they prove me right. Everytime. I built and loved myself from the bottom up so when someone thinks they can shatter that think again. When I walk my head is held high like a GOD. My energy gives off FUCK YOU! because I did all this work and I’m taking the credit for it.”

[bubblefeind]

“Sometimes I want to kill myself not because I’m sad about events that happened in my life but because no matter where I go I never fit in. The feeling of constantly being uncomfortable is unbearable and death is freedom from it.”

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[bubblefeind]

“Am I strange because I am true?

and too familiar?”

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[bubblefeind]

Have you ever met a person that saw you? Like they know you are flawed but they understand that you’re human.

Yet they still choose to love you. And because of this you feel naked almost as if they knew everything you went through.

They know exactly who you are.

What’s most interesting of all is, you feel beautiful around them.

ｂｌｖｋ－ｋｕｎｏｉｃｈｉ🕸

[bubblefeind]

ALONE PART2.

It’s heart wrenching♥️ wanting to reach out but won’t b/c I understand they can never touch that part of my soul that I thrist for, desire....need.

Even if I did reach out what they give me is not enough to fill my cup & what I give in return is always too much and intense.

Luckily, I’ve come across few who see me not through me.

ｂｌｖｋ－ｋｕｎｏｉｃｈｉ🕸

[bubblefeind]

“I thought maybe if I had put up with his bullshit

He would finally see we were meant to be

But I don’t have time for that so instead I just set myself free.”

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[bubblefeind]

“Sometimes I wish I did die when I had hit my head that day it was so peaceful. I was so ready to die too but curiosity got the best of me wanting to see how my life would pan out, Wondering how humanity was really like.”

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[bubblefeind]

Twin Flame 🔥

Something about you feels like home almost like entering a warm house after coming from long&freezing travels. I’m convinced we lived an alien life together and your energy is all that’s left of our destroyed home. I want to have a family with you because it feels like destiny and most of all...

I love you just the way you are ☯️

ｂｌｖｋ－ｋｕｎｏｉｃｈｉ🕸

[bubblefeind]

Ancient Being

I’ve experienced every type of love that now I’m only attracted to Intense Love.

Love that last forever.

After coming into contact with a soulmate at 13 I realized I was obsessed with the intensity that you felt for someone. I vowed to never indulge myself with lovers who didn’t fill that feeling.

ｂｌｖｋ－ｋｕｎｏｉｃｈｉ🕸

[bubblefeind]

“At this point I am convinced that every guy who says they’re interested in me is not actually interested they just like the idea of me.”

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[bubblefeind]

I Had my first intense soulmate encounter when I was 13 for the whole relationship some reason I couldn’t say what I really wanted to say and when we broke up I was heartbroken but I knew something was wrong spiritually with me because I couldn’t express who I was in that relationship from then on I subconsciously made a promise to myself that I will not get into a relationship until I am spiritually healed.

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[bubblefeind]

I knew that you were one of a kind

I could stare into your eyes all day and it felt like I was in another world

The main reason why I avoided eye contact with you, towards the end is because, it was our spiritual way of saying “I LOVE YOU” I was afraid I would never hear those words out of your mouth in the physical realm so I cut you off because I felt it was an unfulfilled promise. what I want is a 50-50 relationship you had a girlfriend and I knew that you couldn’t deliver. I didn’t want to act cold and distant but it’s what I had to do to protect my heart I know you felt like what I did was wrong and I’m sorry for that , but I had too many people treat me less than I love myself more. I know who I am and what I deserve.

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[bubblefeind]

“When you look into my eyes not only do you see my soul you see who’s protecting me looking right back at you”

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[bubblefeind]

“Sometimes if I think about him really hard, it feels like I could turn around and hug him.”

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[bubblefeind]

-I don’t want to be buried, I don’t wanna die. I just want to be on the moon and let it take me into its core of warmth where I can be renewed again.

ｂｌｖｋ－ｋｕｎｏｉｃｈｉ🕸