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don't worry guys false alarm i'm not over him i regret everything I've made a massive mistake but there's no going back now what's done is done :)

why can I get over people who treated me like their world quicker than people who treated me like dirt ????

#is it because the former seemed to good to be true #so my mind completely disregards it #or because the latter made me hate myself and feel bad and my mind likes to remind me so i dont do it again #but then when i am reminded of it i also remember the happy times and i want it back #idk #i just want dick now

crying into a cottage pie hahaha jesus christ what has my life become.

#it's better off this way #i can't give you what you deserve #and you deserve the best #i'm sorry i can't give that to you

i still think about you i still cry about you i still love you and you still don't fucking care

@anyone how to get over an ex even though they broke ur heart and u know they were a complete asshole to u but ur brain just won't let u forget them

#pls #i still cry over them sometimes #even though the person i'm with now is a hundred times better #why is my brain being an absolute twat

klefable

not to sound bitter but i hope hurting me haunts you for years

Saudade was once described as “the love that remains” after someone is gone.

Saudade is the recollection of feelings, experiences, places, or events that once brought excitement, pleasure, well-being, which now triggers the senses and makes one live again.

It can be described as an emptiness, like someone or something that should be there in a particular moment is missing, and the individual feels this absence. It brings sad and happy feelings altogether, sadness for missing and happiness for having experienced the feeling.

#found a word that describes how I feel right now #it sucks tho #nelly natters

wow I get broken up with and my grampy dies all within the space of a week this is great I love life

#and its my week off work #id rather it wasnt so i had something to distract myself with #i do not want to exist right now

only gone and got a cheeky nipple piercing or two ;)

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#fave #dogs

u know when u have a really shitty night and go to bed crying and then u wake up and ur like 'damn what was that all about haha'

#im feelin it #now i gotta live with the consequences #i feel like its just where i was good for so long #it kinda just all built up inside #and then #exploded #and stuff

im so sorry ive not been this bad in ages ive hurt myself again for the first time in like 10 months im so sorry im just so sad and so lonely and for a while i thought i was okay buy im not i cant do this its so difficult everything was going well and now its just not and im sorry i dont want to be me any more i just cant

#i need someone to hold me and reassure me #but i dont have anyone #im so fucking lonely #its killing me