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@buddyfunnyspendtime
♡ you're a heart-flutterer in full colour !
hi i'm kol buddyfunnyspendtime♪
I just ramble about anything here mostly enstars.. ryuseiknightsP maoP who also really likes trickstar (honestly at this point i'm a trickstarP too) and crazy:b
i love mao isara i love yuri i love mao isara yuri that is all
all in all I kinda Justdo whatever here honestly scratches head I only made this intro to show ryuseitai in their pajamas hope u guys have seen them now
idk if anyone wonders this but this blog is kinda dead not because i lost interest in enstars but because i'm too lazy and anxious and EXAMS i've been crazy about enstars since engstars released and i fear that's never going to change until the enstars persona collab (eos) i have oomfs trying to get me into their non enstars interests (sorry oomf i'll get into mahoyaku some day I PINKY PROMISE SWEAR) but i still keep coming back to this hell franchise in the end as my main interest nothing else works i fear..
whole year has passed and funnily enough I did lose interest in enstars 😭 enstars even started doing collabs now so maybe the persona x enstars collab can actually come true. crossing my fingers for this because I need enstars to eos already
I want to move on from enstars but I still do care for mao and he will always have a place in my heart as mao himejoshi isara. Maybe when he has a GACHA 5* AFTER 2 YEARS i'll dissect him again but I haven't read an enstars story since. new years. (wasn't even any recent ones. it was a knights reread) and I don't really plan on reading any for a long time. If I could free the enstars characters from happyele I would in a heartbeat.
I moved onto Not Really Greener Pastures (blue lock) but I'd say I'm doing better than I was earlier this year.
"What's going to happen to this account?" Welllll I don't really know. it's been dead? so it'll probably stay dead? unless I go crazy and start blue lock dissecting bachira meguru or something but mmm. I don't think it really matters either way I doubt anyone reads this blog besides me who types everything for their own self indulgence. maybe I'll un private all the mao dissection post and just let this account be a reminder for me in 10 years that enstars at one point ruined my life and yet I loved it so.
butttt yeah that's about it Nothing interesting it's just me moving on! always thought I'd grow up with enstars for a good portion of my teenager-early adult life but I guess it'll cut off at the late teenager part. thanks enstars for the memories, I hope happyele does a lot of self reflection, but I got to get going
happy new mao
Sunflower Live - Prologue
AV room
Subaru: Wakuwaku, wakuwaku…♪
Hokuto: Akehoshi, stop bustling about. There’s fragile equipment in here. If you break anything by kicking it, we’ll be in trouble.
Subaru: But I’m just so excited! Watching something on a screen this giant makes me feel like we’re in a movie theatre!
Subaru: Oh! How about we go to the movie theatre with Trickstar and Anzu soon? Recently they even have places that do practical effects*!
(*TN: Like 4DX, where the seats move and air is blown in your face.)
Mao: The movies, huh〜? I’ve been so busy with student council work lately, that I haven’t had time to go. That might be great.
Makoto: I’ll go hunt for coupons online! We might be able to find some great deals for tickets〜♪
Hokuto: You guys… You all sure are carefree, given the fact that we’re supposed to be holding an evaluation meeting right now.
Subaru: Sorry, sorry.
Subaru: We’re here to watch the recording and reflect on the “Summer Live”, where Eve utterly defeated us, after all.
Subaru: We did evaluate right after the concert too, but we had to keep it short because it was late at night. Let’s really dig into it today!
Hokuto: Right. Thanks for joining our evaluation meeting, Anzu. I’m sure you’ll be able to give us some pointers, especially because you didn’t produce us this time.
Hokuto: Although, it’s not like I’m exactly happy about having to put our blunders on display like this…
Hokuto: “Chin up”? Yes, you’re right. We can’t afford to stop moving forward. Thanks, Anzu.
Subaru: Hey〜! It’s not fair if you’re the only one who gets to chat with Anzu! She produces all of us, you know? C’mon, Anzu, chat with me♪
Mao: Hey now, Subaru. Don’t pull her arm. You’re scaring her. Don’t get all up in girls’ faces like that.
Makoto: I’m a little envious, though. I could never do anything as brazen as that.
Subaru: Why not? You should chat with Anzu too, Ukki. Come on, join us, join us〜
Hokuto: That’s enough. I’m staring the video playback. It’d be humiliating if we use up all our time in the AV room by just chatting.
Hokuto: No more talking. Focus your attention on the video.
<Ten minutes later>
Makoto: …Eve really is something.
Makoto: I thought this during the concert as well, but now I’m watching the footage back, I can really tell how polished their performance is.
Hokuto: Indeed. The Summer Live was a joint concert between Trickstar and Eve, but most of the audience was enraptured by Eve.
Hokuto: We rehearsed our performance according to Eve’s instructions. Despite that, we didn’t really stand out at all. Though, it’s not like we were being completely ignored, either.
Makoto: I guess to the fans who were gathered there, we looked more like Eve’s backup dancers, or something?
Hokuto: Right. You mentioned that Eve had gathered a large audience by advertising a lot…
Hokuto: …but coordinating the concert with the release timing of a game that Eden featured in was a dirty trick.
Makoto: Yeah. It made us realize how important it is to have a proper sales strategy.
Makoto: But thanks to that, a lot more people than we had expected came to watch us at the Summer Live.
Makoto: The audience consisted mostly of Eve fans, but some of those fans have actually become Trickstar fans as well.
Makoto: We may have been completely defeated by Eve, but I don’t think it was all bad.
Subaru: I agree, I agree〜! Dancing and singing together with Eve was lots of fun! I wonder if we can do it again, sometime?
Hokuto: I doubt it. It seems that the student council president wants us to go up against Adam instead. There’s a good chance that Adam will be our next opponent.
Mao: You say “opponent”, but… It might be another joint live, like we did with Eve, so I don’t think we should get too carried away.
Hokuto: Plus, they said the members of Adam aren’t as friendly as those of Eve.
Hokuto: Although, I wouldn’t exactly call Eve “friendly” either, so we should probably keep our guard up.
Hokuto: Anyway, we’re not making plans to fight Adam right now. We’re reflecting on our encounter with Eve. Leaving any minutiae aside for the time being…
Hokuto: I think our biggest weak point is the fact that we don’t have nearly as much experience doing live performances as Eve does.
Hokuto: I think we should get up on the stage as much as possible and gain some valuable experience.
Mao: That’s easier said than done. It’s the summer break, after all. It’s not like they’re organizing a lot of concerts right now.
Makoto: If we’re not hung up on it being a DreFes, there might be some events we can apply for on the school socials. I’ll go check whether there are any promising jobs available.
Hokuto: Thanks… Summer has already started, though. Even if there would be lots of summer events going on, I feel the application deadlines for those would be long past by now.
Makoto: Hmm… Oh! What about this one? One of their participants bailed, so they’re looking for an emergency replacement!
Hokuto: “Sunflower live”…? It’ll be held at a beach nearby.
Hokuto: That’s pretty sudden, though… I wonder what kind of reason they had to bail at the last minute. But at least it’s a stroke of luck for us.
Hokuto: Yuuki, could you fill out the application for us?
Makoto: Of cou--
Mao: H-hey! Wait a minute!
Hokuto: What’s wrong, Isara? Is there some kind of problem?
Mao: You could say that… Agh〜! It’s just-- I really don’t know how to put this delicately, but Trickstar is flat-broke right now.
Hokuto: Right… We haven’t been able to participate in many of the internal DreFes’. In other words, we haven’t been able to save up Yumenosaki currency.
Makoto: Oh, right. And to make things worse, we’ve been using up a lot of our money in order to perform at events outside of the academy and at other schools, so we’ve been digging into our savings.
Subaru: Hmm? What’s up, Anzu? You’re saying not to worry, because you can make our costumes for us?
Hokuto: We appreciate the thought, but fabric and other materials still cost money.
Hokuto: I’m afraid we’ll have to pass on the Sunflower Live. We should focus on earning some money right now.
Makoto: I agree. Without Yumenosaki currency, we can’t make costumes. Or build a stage, for that matter.
Mao: Yup. It’s too bad we’ll have to miss out, but let’s focus on earning money, so we won’t miss the next chance we get.
Subaru: Wait…!
Subaru: Why are you all just deciding this without me? The next chance? If we keep putting it off, the summer will be over before we know it!
Subaru: I want us to perform live again before the summer ends!
Subaru: Wouldn’t it bother you too if the only memories we’ll have of this summer are those of that painful Summer Live? It would bother me!
Subaru: Summer concerts are supposed to be fun and sparkly! Leaving things on a sour note like this would be a waste!
Subaru: …No, wait. We did also gain a lot from the Summer Live, so it’s not like all those memories are bad, but…
Subaru: …if we leave it at this, I feel like I’ll just be thinking about Eve every summer from now on…
Subaru: That’s why I don’t want to leave it like this! I want to make some fun summer memories with all of you!
Mao: …Yeah. I know all too well how you feel. I’m frustrated too. I want to make some fun memories during a live concert with you guys, too.
Mao: But we have to face reality. We can’t hold a live concert if we don’t have any money…
Mao: Even if we would all start doing odd jobs around the school right now, we wouldn’t be able to save up enough before the event starts.
Makoto: Hmm〜 Isara-kun, I have a question. Would it be possible for the student council to lend us some money?
Mao: There is a precedent for that, so I don’t think it’s impossible, per se. I’ve got student council work to do after this. Do you want me to ask about it while I’m at it?
Makoto: Would you do that? The page about the Sunflower Live also mentioned that they’re still looking for people who want to set up booths, too…
Makoto: …so if we sell a bunch of merchandise on the day of the concert, I think we’ll have a good chance of being able to pay off the loan.
Mao: Understood. I’ll go ask the president about all of that, then.
Mao: Alright, see you guys later! Better keep your fingers and toes crossed it’s all gonna work out〜♪
Next chapter
idk if anyone wonders this but this blog is kinda dead not because i lost interest in enstars but because i'm too lazy and anxious and EXAMS i've been crazy about enstars since engstars released and i fear that's never going to change until the enstars persona collab (eos) i have oomfs trying to get me into their non enstars interests (sorry oomf i'll get into mahoyaku some day I PINKY PROMISE SWEAR) but i still keep coming back to this hell franchise in the end as my main interest nothing else works i fear..
kol i dont know if i should offer my condolences for my friend reblogging your post 50 times or do the same as them now and reblog it 50 more times.
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The obvious answer is to do both!!!
sorry~
NO BECAUSE I SAW THE 2 NOTIFS IN MY ACTIVITY AND I WAS LIKE WOAH... PEOPLE R ACTUALLY SEEING IT.. THEN I CLICK ON THE APP AND THEN I GET 47 NOTIFS AND THEN IT'S UR FRIEND ADN THEN IT'S U WHO DOES IT it made me giggle thank u the reblog to like ratio is insane
ok i;m normal now new mao card so good.. 1 he is super duper pink here welcome back princess mao i missed u girl 2 the camera angle.. voiceline mentions being number 1 star and his talents and if u know mao's complication with both of those things from ex. autumn live it really makes u think that NO FUCKING WAY HAPPYELE IS ACTUALLY DOING SOMETHING WITH MAO'S CHARACTER
his complication with being number 1 is the fact as a kid this guy always wanted 2nd place as to not hurt anyone if he got 1st he's a guy who doesn't want conflict and is a general people pleaser so the fact it looks as though he's looking down on us means he truly is at the top
he's at the top but at the same time he's stretching a hand out.. he's accepting and actually competing for the top but at the same time he still stays true to the part of him that wants to help others also goes along with the fact that trickstar may've been at the top at some point but they were still approachable..
the star thing where mao considers himself as a mere flashlight compared to the bright stars that the other trickstar members are his whole inferiority complex that soon gets shaped into him using his low self esteem as a flashlight that although he may not shine as bright he can still be the person he wants to be by being able to be other peoples sides as their light.. however this time he WANTS to be at the top of the sky as a true genuine star just like the trickstar who showed him true wonder whom he wishes to be with
the chandelier in the bloomed shining down at him to show how bright he is now is so good i love it
mao thinks himself of as a jack of all trades master of none so he thinks he has no outstanding talent but regardless of his own interpretation of himself he's going to push through it in fact the amount of effort this guy is willing to put in no matter how much it takes or troublesome that's his talent it seems ordinary on paper to mao but really it's a part of what makes him so important to the people around him who see him so brightly that he just doesn't seem to see for himself
i was so worried that mao being one of the first 2 4piece auditioners would mean he was only setup for 4piece exposition and be pushed to the side again but now it feels as though it's an ending to mao's arc that was left started in autumn live but never received an ending
i really am excited for this story but at the same time i'm also holding myself back for probably the more obvious conclusion of nothing really happening or something big happening that really ends with nothing but if happyele can AT LEAST let this be a push for mao's character in the 2nd year of !! era i'll be a happy man this is what i've been waiting for For so so long
first mao card of 2nd year of !! era being a love letter to his character makes me really happy it feels as though i could die
WHATEVER I DON'T EVEN CARE MAO ISARA POSTING IS BACK FUCK MYL IFEEEEEEEEEE
privated all of my mao in depth post (that I can find) because today I feel so very anxious and nauseous.. idk if I'll unprivate them probably not for at least a little while I doubt anyone looked at them anyway but just letting anyone know who wants to know have a good mao morning
producing knights is awful and horrible sick and twisted Thinking back at the times I've pulled on their gachas rn and it's kind of bad. Really bad
rolls down list
IZUMI SENA FS eng - 90 pulls - Camehome
TSUKASA FS eng - 130 pulls - Did not come home 💔 (got him on free 5* ticket on jp)
RITSU FS jp - 90 pulls rerun - came home but then the next day I literally got him free single so all of my efforts were to shame
RITSU CRAFT MONSTER jp - ok now this one is just really embarrassing. 201 pulls - Pipe Jun came home. 2 of my oomfs got ritsu in 1 pull
LEO FS2 jp - 10 pull - ONLY KNIGHTS MEMBER WHO APPRECIATES AND CHERISHES ME
Havent pulled for naru gacha yet. .. I don't have a 5* of her on either server it's horrible out here
Hoping all of the knights gachas is ugly from this point on I don't need to see their faces for the next 9 years (didn't pull on tsukasa biblion but his was really cute I was preparing for ryuseitai event sorry tsukasa I love u)
ADDING ONTO THE LIST
LEO KNIGHTS KILLERS jp - 160/170 (ifrorgot.) pulls - MADE MY KNIGHTS KILLER OOMF WATCH... WE DID NOT DRAG HIM HOME
RITSU SHOW WHITE eng - 110(?) I Forgot. 100+ something But I got him eventually.. lim on global I've been wanting since it dropped this was a Christmas miracle to get I almost lost hope after the 100th pull...
ARASHI MADE ME jp - 70 pulls - TEARINGNG MY HAIR OUT I DIDN'T GET HER WHEN I GET YOU GIRLLLLL UR THE ONLY MEMBER OF KNIGHTS I DON'T HAVE A 5* OF CAN'T U BE NICE TO LITTLE OL ME...
I Blame ritsu sa Juma for all of my problems. Stay tuned for ritsu fs2 pulls next year
IT'S THE MOMENT OF THE TRUTH... THE TIME THAT EVEYRONE HAS BEEN WAIITNG FOR... AT A WHOPPING 40 PULLS.... I FUCKING DID NOT GET RITSU FS2
bows at the curtain call Thank u thank u.... thank u all for coming this here covers this in game years knights gacha pulls and how i only managed to get like 1 of them in jpstars This game loves me. I'm dropping dead TONITE STAY TUNED
here's to another full year of knights gacha looks around the room with only one chair full LEO FS2 WOOOOOOOO
i wonder if there's anyoneout there who likes a ship exclusively romantically like they don't take into account them platonically or just cna't stand them platonic i'm thinking about it rn and all of the ships i genuinely care about i always think of them having relationships that transcend the boundary of platonic and romantic Like they're partners in the cowboy sense and in the lovers sense and in the other third thing sense
They're whatever and they're everything and they're nothing idk someone u can call ur best friend and ur lover Something like that maybe not exact to the true feeling but it's a fine label. maybe soulmates yeah maybe that or i need to lay down and dream of melons rolling down stairs maybe that isnstead
genuinely the cutest mao out there... Best chrismtasw gift ever thank u happyele one of the few times u haven't fucked me over... I have never seen him so happy the power of friendship could kill a man I'm telling u
Yeah i'm fine
MAOEW ISARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MAOEW ISARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MAOEW ISARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
MAOEW ISARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
