Buggers Dump

A place for me to dump my vents out so the main audience doesn't see

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This is kinda just a post to explain what this is. This is my vent blog the blog is owned by @bugzyc4tz obviously if that wasn't fucking obvious

my vents will go here so you can get a deeper dive into me and me alone so yeah.

I don't know why you'd care but whatever.

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I wanna tear my skin open so bad oh my fucking god i can't do this life without my cat everythings weighing down I'm barely surviving I'm barely even thriving i can't sleep focus fuck my entire school email started to just stop working and i cant get any important work done im about to lose my shit actually if life doesn't kill me I'm doing it myself .

i dont know what to do anymore im isolating slowly i cant

im trying

im tryint eo hard to keep going but every day i spend in this house im reminded of everything that went erong here

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i want someone to treat me badly i want someone to abuse me i want someone to do something to be anything i wanna be controlled god i want it so bad

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TW injury and fake blood.

I can't do anything more but cat scratches I'm pathetic

I hate what he did

I hate what they did

I hate how I am

I hate everything

I hate my family

I hate being alive

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

I hate it

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i will see the beans.

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im going as deep as i can tonight

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i might fucking kill myself

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I feel so fucking useless for fucks sake I'm doing so much I'm burned out and running on fumes wow wow wow stopping everyones suicides but never do I FUCKING LET OTHERS HELP ME

it's pathetic

because I just

can't. talk. to. anyone

OH HO TRAUMA BOY!! SHOOT YOURSELF WHY DON'T YA?!

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got too scared.

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January 27th. 2026.

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I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry.

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WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING TAKING CO - OP ALL I DID WAS STRESS MYSELF OUT I'VE BEEN SUICIDAL FOR MONTHS NOW I CAN'T

F U C K

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I gently open the door...

I can't do this anymore with how the worlds going I might aswell kill myself I'll never be successful in this fucking life I wanna be successful I want to do something I wanna help out in a future house but I can't. I don't have the energy or the fucking will to try hard enough to do that to even be good enough.

What if I can't

what if I fail them

what if in the end all my plans to support the household becomes me being the burden

me being the reason they won't be able to live stable

I'll be the burden

I'll be the issue

I'll be the outside factor

I'll be the one that will have to try and scavenge money.

I can't do this anymore I really don't think I will be able to do it

I don't think I'll be good enough

I'll be successful enough.

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I am struggling I literally am only able to keep myself together rn bc of them. If I'm ever alone I'm gonna be fucking cooked.

I am in hell looking at the heaven that will never come.