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is that a banjo? bassist for dead constellations drummer for (a silent avenue)

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the thing i hate most about being on vacation is the separation from creative outlets. I get 6 new ideas every minute, I’m constantly learning and thinking and have no way to remember or make.

such is life

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I just saw a real talking about how bands need lore. They guy said that every member should have a distinct personality that people could latch on to and how there should be little inside jokes and funny moments. He said that members now feel interchangeable. I think that he’s right to an extent, but what I don’t want is for this to be taken to far. IF I were to make it, I don’t want to be a character. i don’t want to put up a mask and pretend I am someone I’m not or over exaggerate my personality in any way. I would rather die than have a funko pop be made out of me. On the other hand I don’t want to be a solder, a machine playing an instrument, completely interchangeable. I want the listener to be able to hear my influence and know who is playing what by how they are playing it. That’s a big ask so mabye not the listener but a friend who cares. Art and music especially is an expression of ones, i want to be good enough so at least that friend could tell.

The guy in the real wasn’t saying if your in a band you should be like a cartoon character, but i’m scared that’s how many people, mabye even my peers will take it. They might take his advice and not stop to think why like I did. I’m scared of this because i’m guilty of the same crime on different reals.

I want my friends and bandmates and peers to stop and think and be themselves cus that’s what makes good art and that what makes a good band .

such is life

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TRAIL CAM - a midwest emo ep inspired by a trail cam i got recently...the creatures of the city

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Hum is the best band off all time. Perfect combination of literally everything I like.

This account is probably just gonna be my instagram but more i guess. probably will replace my instagram. Band stuff and walls of text will go on here. photo dumps will stay on insta.

I’m on a train they are so convenient why don’t more people travel like this it’s so awesome. My mom said i might be autistic with like a special interest in music and rhythm, witch i hope more cus if that’s true that’s all my aura GONE. But it’s chill if it is. On that hand i got to play a jazz master at the guitar center in san francisco. Witch is crazy i come all the way to san francisco just to go guitar center but it’s because i needed it i was going crazy. God i love that guitar so much. It might be a phase but that is the best guitar, it’s my dream one for sure, if i can get one in black or blue or pink (my favorite colors). the one i played was a cream color, it wasn’t ugly, you would have to do a lot to make the guitar ugly, but not like my color or mabye it is. wasn’t even a real fender either a squire but it was still so nice. my heart rate gurney spikes when i think about it. Kevin shields is so real for having like 23 if i had that much money or like commitment that would be how many i would have. My other dream guitar would prob be a full or semi hollow body greta, the one with the fat tremolo arm because those things are so pretty and i want the feedback and acoustic resonance. I would get a full hollow body but it might be to big so that’s why im thinking semi.

such is life