My Wedge with the Step of Faith ;")
Last week, I pray so hard for somebody who is very close to mine and I considered her as my Mom in a place where we met her -- the "training room". But the friendship doesn't stay there as it was, even after the chance that we can have fun during the training with her had past, it's still fun that communication remains. And I praise God for that :"} before I continue, allow me to introduce Mom here. (yesss. i called her Mom) <3<3
BEAUTY & BRAiN. that's what she is! on the other hand ... I will reveal later haha?!XD I felt quite weird and awkward with what I'm doing as well as being close to her in random in just a glimpse (hmmm. sige na nga. onteng glimpse ahahha ganun ka-weird yung feeling ahaha). And I'm actually afraid of having a feeling of misinterpreted. It always happens. hmmm
But she told me: "you're not weird at all ..." and so, I believe ;} *yeee (calm thoughts from Mom hehe) because, i felt being concious in some ways esp when doing things to other people and they're not used to it?! nakakaConcious naman talaga ahaha lalo na kung mukang celebrity yung aura! (genyowwwn si Mom :j) *NOTE: walang halong pambobola. kung ganda lang nemenn, aiii! ahaha everyone will surely agree she is :)
the good thing is? she knows she's pretty but she never expose herself of what she is (huwaaaaw! ahaha yun yun e!) on the other side, may insecurities pa din sya sa ichura nyang yon. grabiiii! so ang ending, nasesermonan ko si Mom ahahha!XD #in Everything, give thanks! :)
As time goes by, we're getting closer and closer ...
In a sense that we are exchaging text messages when she's not busy (waaaa ang random talaga nun) and she allowed me to visit her in her place para lang mangamusta (kase di na kame nagkikita ng madalas as before ;{ actually, it is just *only* a week that we get close to her, and nothing follows. take note of that! JUST A WEEK, and founded hmmm ... friendship!)
Everytime we have time for a bonding (my visit mode to her ..) she's not the typical trainer as she was but being soooo real? perfect! soooo natural in a sense, maingay na di bagay sa kanya. again, mukang celebrity ang aura! aheheh #fact #eto ang revelation. kase makwento po si Mom (ma'am), being talkative? gayunpaman, keri nya sa ganda nya, te! ahahah!XD *ahaha sorry Mom :) (just in case, mabasa mo itey ahahha)
Seriously, her life was not that easy (though she looks rich kid) well, as everyone has -- it's given, with no exemptions. Somehow, i am blessed for having a chance to know her in a very random, awkward, and weird moments. Owel. again, Everything happens for a reason! #Romans 8:28
And that's what my God keeps telling me everyday of my life. whether it's good or bad moments, His purpose is always there for me and to anybody else as well. For the Lord holds every moment, every single second of ours ;)
as ♪ ♫ Healer say:
"You hold my every moment, You calm my raging seas ..."
for our God never leaves us, nor forsakes us :) #Hebrews 13:5b
#1 Thessalonians 5:18 (NIV) says: "give thanks in all circumstances; for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus."
that particular verse is what I'm always telling my friend, even to Mom.
and I get pissed off, everytime she complains. of course, the only option that Mom can do will be to say sorry. (haha) Then short sermons, continues (ahaha) in Biblical times, when people starts to whine, God will provide them everything! UMUM!!! Everything! such as: lightning bolts! snakes! or even a ground that would crack in random! those things happens when people are whining, in their times! Praise God, Jesus came! :D *yehey! :) lablab! haha
going back, as what the Lord shown His "purpose" behind the awkward thing and all .. I've started ministering Mom through encouragements (i hope so .. hehe) and just recently, Mom informed me bout the recent "storms" she's having. And so i keep praying for her :) It's good thing that she informed me in some ways, because in that case even I won't be able to support her needs .. Prayers will do it in behalf of me :'}
A week ago, tax refund day ..
I got my own ;) praise God :) and i ask Mom when she gonna get hers.
And she was not sure if she is eligible for TR or not (something happens to her kase). Even in text, I felt that somehow she feels hopeless. Since, she's having all the struggles that a woman might have! (somehow.) Such as: Lovelife, Family, and Financial #sigh and she's just living with herself alone. (makulet kase tss >.<)
ENCOURAGE. ENCOURAGE. ENCOURAGE.
that is the only word that I can describe everytime when Mom & I having a texting mode. I just hope she was encourage even "paulet ulet" ako telling her:
"God will provide for everything.
Just pray. Remember what i have noted on your Bible.
Remember the promises of the Lord ..." and more ...
(raining verses included ahaha)
Moving on ... SUNDAY/02.10.13!
I cried Mom to God to show miracles and make her believe that He will provide everything for Mom, because she admitted that she's very in need to the point that she has to sell something from her things :'i
the next day, THE CLiMAX!!!
after my shift at 1pm, I go to finance to ask Mom's status bout her tax refund. (bec i'd like to help her even in small or least thing that I can give.Ü
note: EFFORT is a Seed <3) then, the officer informed me that the clerk that has the access for my concern is not yet there. the clerk will be there to their office for around 3pm, the officer continues. then, i wait.
while in the process of waiting, I prayed hard telling God that He knows much Mom's needs. then I told God in the end of the prayer, let His will be done ;'}
I come to the office minutes before 3pm.
since my shift is done and ready to go home, so I decided to wear slippers. when I reach the door for the office, the security guard told me that I won't be able to come in because of my slippers. of course, the only way that I can come in is to change what I'm wearing. ahaha hmmm --.
FROM SLiPPERS TO WEDGE ... the funny Experience.
Definitely! I did the last option -- to wear wedge (since that's the only footwear on my bag) just for the inquiry. hmm! at first, I complain. ahahah and finally say my sorry to God and tell Him (and declare to myself as well ...)
"This is the Step of Faith! I claim victory with this wedge! magkakaron ng TR si Mom!!! *in Jesus' name!"
PAK. pasok sa office. #rampa!XD
past 3pm, the clerk finally came! *praise the Lord.
before I give some minor info bout Mom's acct, once more I declared:
"Let Your will be done! :"}"
Dii: good afternoon, ma'am. I just need to know if my friend has a tax refund ?? (#crossed-fingers) here's her name and employee number ;) Thanks!
Clerk: (get the paper in my hand. go to her computer and check. after quick minute and came back to me telling ..) OPO, meron sya :)
Dii: Talaga po? (pigil na saya) :D
Ah.. ano po kelan nyang ipasa?
Clerk: (telling the req'ts .. )
Dii: Salamat po :)
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~~~!!!!!!
that's what my heart shouts! overjoyed! what an answered prayer!!! :D
Praise God! Achievement! :)
Long wait works! My wedge works! waaaaaaaaa! my heart praises the Lord!:D after the good news, I finally remember what #2 Corinthians 5:7 (NIV) says: "For we live by faith, not by sight." as well as, #James 2:17 (NIV) "In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead."
when I got home, I just cried because I was so amazed on how the Lord works in the ways in which I do not know. With the waiting, the wedge, and all ?? whew! :"D Of course, my God is the God of all-knowing :) and He knows the desires of my heart (even your heart who might read this testimony) haaaaist! God is so good ;) His love endures forever #1 Chronicles 16:34
TAKE A STEP OF FAiTH for each day :)
"It takes perseverance in order for us to get into something, even in the things that we desire for -- It wasn't easy but it was worth it." (@Finance Dept.waiting mode/Feb 11th 2013)
#The Lord will certainly make a way, once you have entrust everything in His hands. Be blessed! and bless God :)
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