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[bummercore]

Sometimes I just wish I could ask my dad,

Why was it worth fucking up my life,

I know my mom wasn't bad enough to cheat on,

To ruin it all,

And i look at my son,

I could never ruin his life,

Take his chance at a real home,

And i know there's no real answer,

Beyond selfishness,

Why it happened,

But i just wish it hadn't,

Because I didn't need to have such a hard time,

When im rocking my son to sleep in the dark,

And its quiet,

With my thoughts.

[bummercore]

Id like to write a poem about how tired I am,

But im just so tired,

And uninspired,

And tired.

[bummercore]

My drugs prop my soul up,

The sun melts my cold cuts,

And im left here melting in the rain,

If only you'd see it,

Would you dare to believe it,

I feel like I've outgrown this pain,

So Take me down to where I used to be,

Back when the painting of me,

Was so easy to see ohh,

I used to have so many shades of red,

But now its hard to find a reason instead.

Who am I now,

Since I'm not who I used to be?

[bummercore]

Things to do:

Cancel massage membership?

Figure out whattf to do about my student loan payments.

[bummercore]

I need so much sleep it really is unreasonable.

[natgeofound]

A solitary fisherman’s home keeps watch on quiet Placentia Bay in Newfoundland, Canada, 1974.Photograph by Sam Abell, National Geographic Creative

[bummercore]

What meds are you on to keep you from acting crazy?

I am taking so many types of medications right now to try and keep my brain in good mental health.

[pusheen]

[bummercore]

A Dream Within a Dream

[bummercore]

Im so tired of it all,

So tired,

I find myself in bed,

Always

[bummercore]

I hate so much of the things that I've known. I wish death upon most of the people.

I wish to know less.

[r0zeclawz]

freeze frame. yeah, thats me. you might be wondering if thats me. yeah its me. ok thanks. unfreezes frame

[bummercore]

Wrote this about Josh the 2nd time we dated.....sad

[bummercore]

Charli xcx - Always Everywhere (Official Video)

[bummercore]

Charli xcx - House featuring John Cale (Official Video)

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Charli xcx - Chains of Love (Official Video)