Hannya: Act II ć·ç (ShĆ«chaku) - Attachment
Summary: She was kind to you because Tsuki made sure she would be. Everything you mistook for choice was a door she opened.
Tags: Tsuki (Billlie) & Kwon Eunbi (iz*one) x Male Reader (Named OC) | Wordcount: 12,414~ | Supernatural, Smut, Corporate Drama
A/N: There's a moment in this chapter where I get exactly what I asked for. I don't think you're going to like me much by the time you see what happens in the middle of it. Hey, you. I'm back. You probably remember me. Bunn is back at it; hope you didn't wait too much. This might be the last time he posts on schedule. Same arrangement: you're in my head, Tsuki's in the comments, I am sorry about both. Leave a comment whenever I fuck up or say something you agree with. Tell me at the end if you would have done it differently. You can directly address us in the replies if you're into that. -æ„ăźćș æćź
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Fuck youâre so tight. You whisper to your monthly budget after spending three thousand dollars. You then realize it is in your best financial interest if you just died yesterday.
Thatâs what the plate costs. Youâd balked at the number when you researched it, but then youâd calculated the potential return on investment and transferred the money anyway (youâre starting to feel like you donât have a choice in Tsukiâs games).Â
Itâs just a month of eating nothing but instant ramen, all good.
Now youâre standing in the Park Hyatt ballroom, nursing champagne youâre forced to carry around, scanning the crowd for a woman youâve never actually seen.
Kwon Eunbi. Runs the familyâs venture fund. Daughter of Kwon Minjun, the shipping magnate who built an empire from a single cargo container and what your research politely categorized âaggressive business practices.â
Youâve perused her resume. You know her role in this game of thrones. Her mask is still on and youâve yet to see her true face.
She keeps a low profile which means no socialsâno press conferences; a ghost to people who are not in the same tax bracket. The only photo you found was from a Harvard alumni newsletter, grainy and five years old, mostly obscured by a podium. Smart, probably. When your familyâs net worth has eleven digits, anonymity is a luxury worth protecting.
Your phone buzzes. Youâre not surprised anymore.
But this time it isnât Tsuki.
Kim Jiwoo · Seoul Financial Review · Voicemail (3)
Three voicemails. Three. From a journalist whose byline alone makes lawyers nervous. This is fine. You silence the phone in your pocket and pull it out again, this time braced for what comes next.
èŹè„: stop looking so constipated
èŹè„: show them that you belong here
èŹè„: act like it Akihiro-kun~
You glance around the room. Sheâs nowhere to be found. Of course, sheâs never anywhere until she wants to be. You give up trying to figure it out.
You slide your phone in your pocket and try to actually look like you belong.
Nope. It doesnât work. Who am I kidding?
Three people you recognize from past industry events have already done the classic Tokyo Sidestep: That maneuver when someone spots you; calculates the reputational cost of association; and then suddenly discovers the most fascinating painting on the opposite wall.
The gratitude of the finance world. So fickle. Truly heartwarming.
Youâre contemplating whether the open bar is worth the walk across the room when someone appears at your elbow.
âYou look like a man whoâs doing math he doesnât want to do.â
The words hit you like a slap. You turn, half-expecting dark eyes and that dangerous smile.
But the woman standing there is nothing like Tsuki.
âSorryâ, you manage. âWhat?â
Sheâs short. Barely reaches your shoulder, even in heels. But she carries herself like sheâs six feet tall, shoulders back, chin lifted, taking up space in a way that makes you notice her despite her size. Her face is open and expressive, eyes bright with amusement, mouth curved into a smile thatâs warm instead of cunning.
âYouâre doing calculations.â She points and gestures at your face with her champagne glass. âI can see the spreadsheets running behind your eyes. Let me guess. Cost-benefit analysis of whether the networking potential justifies the plate price?â
âMore or less.â
âThe answer is no, by the way. The people worth talking to at these things donât care about the gala. They come for the after-parties.â She extends her hand. Her grip is firm, warm, no hesitation. âKwon Eunbi.â
KwonâŠ
Kwon!
Your brain, still hungover from a week of Tsukiâs games, takes a full three seconds to catch up. This is her. The daughter. The one Tsuki pointed you toward.
âYouâreâŠâ
âThe chairmanâs daughter. Yes.â Sheâs still smiling, and finally lets go of your hand. âAnd youâre Hinode Akihiro. The Ishikawa refugee father wonât stop talking about.â
âYour fatherâŠâ
âMentioned you, raved about you even. Multiple times over dinner, actually. Something about discretion, and restructuring and a man who actually reads the fine print.â She tilts her head, studying you so openly that itâs almost unsettling after Tsukiâs constant obscurity. âHe said you seemed like someone who could be trusted. And hmm. I wanted to see that for myself.â
âAnd? What do you think so far?â
âHmmm. Iâm not sold yet.â Sheâs still smiling; the corner of lips reaches her eyes. âBuy me a drink or two and improve your odds.â
Youâre already walking toward the bar before you realize youâre doing it. I hope she likes water because thatâs all you can afford right now.
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Sheâs an animated yapper; talks with her whole face and her hands.Â
Thatâs the first thing you notice. Everything she says comes with gestures: pointing, waving, occasionally touching your arm with her soft, warm hands when sheâs making a point.Â
Normally, it would be annoying. It isnât; far from it.
âHarvard was a blast but academically, it was fine,â sheâs saying, swirling her wine. âThe MBA was useful. But true education was watching my father breeze through a hostile takeover when I was just fifteen: Boardroom politics, shareholder manipulation, the art of knowing which knife goes in which backâand when to twist it.â She grins. âYou donât learn that in business school.â
âUh⊠Your father seemsâŠâ
âRuthless? Yeah, of course he is. But, he is also fair, which I understand might be hard to believe.â She sets her glass down. âHeâs a man who respects competence. Maybe thatâs why heâs drawn towards you.â
âHe doesnât know me that well yet.â
âHe knows your work. The Taniguchi restructuring, that was all you, wasnât it? Everyone assumed it was Matsuda leading, but the footnotes told a different story.â
You blink. Closed your mouth you didnât know opened. The Taniguchi deal was four years ago. Buried in the middle of your tenure, overshadowed by bigger clients, and flashier wins. Youâd honestly forgotten anyone outside the firm even knew about it.
âWait, how did youâŠâ
âMy father taught me that truth lives in what people donât say out loud.â She leans in, conspiratorial, and you notice the curve of her neckline, the fullness suggested beneath her understated black dress. You look away before she catches you. âFont-size twelve is for show. Itâs theatre. The real story is buried in font-size eight, where details are synonymous to the truth.â
âAnd what did you find buried about me?â
âThat youâre thorough⊠youâre careful. That you caught three errors in the Taniguchi financials that could have tanked the whole deal, and you fixed them behind the scenes without stealing the show.â She sits back. âItâs a rare quality you showed there. Most people would have made a scene. You just.. Played your part. And you played your part well.â
Your shoulders drop. You hadnât realized youâd been holding them so tight.Â
âIt wasnât my intention to look noble,â you say. âI just wanted to get the job done, move on, and close the deal.â
âNo need to minimize your accomplishments Hinode-san.â She flags down a waiter, orders something in rapid Korean that you donât catch. âTo pose as a noble man is easy. Literally anyone can look noble with an audience. Continuing to do so when no oneâs watching? Thatâs the quality of a man I look for.â
The waiter returns with two small plates. Some kind of appetizer. Looks expensive, it has caviar on it so it must be. She pushes one towards you.
âEat. You look like youâve been running on coffee, instant ramen, and spite for a week.â
âIâm fine.â
âYouâre clearly lying.â She picks up her fork, takes a bite, side-eyes you until you do the same. âThere. Was that so hard Hinode-san?â
It wasnât. The food is goodâsooo fucking good. Youâre famished, actually. Itâs been the most normal food youâve eaten in days. Youâd skipped multiple meals just to save up for the plate fee.
âMy father wants to meet you properly,â she says. âNot in this gala. Somewhere we can actually talk. Iâm flying to Seoul on Wednesday. You should come with.â
âI⊠what?â
âYou sound like Iâm taking you hostage.â She laughs, nothing like Tsukiâs. Bright and loud and unbothered by who might hear. âItâs a business opportunity, Hinode-san. The family has some restructuring needs. Complicated, sensitive, the kind of thing that requires someone who reads between the lines and doesnât make scenes.â
âYou donât know me all that well yet.â
âI know enough.â She meets your eyes; holds them. âThe question is whether youâre willing to go tit-for-tat. Full disclosure, Hinode-san: I donât do slow. So⊠are you in or should we go back to pretending weâre enjoying our time in this gala as just acquaintances.â
What is this? Youâre taken aback by the directness. Itâs the opposite of Tsuki: Sheâs not an abyss with the sole intention of manipulating you. Just a woman who knows what she wants and isnât afraid to ask for it wholeheartedly.
âWhy me?â you ask. âYour father could hire anyone, firms or people without scandals attached to their names.â
âBecause the firms are slow and people who play safe are boring.â She leans forward, and you catch a hint of her perfume. Airy floral with a hint of citrus and musky notes; subtle, and expensive. Not loud, nothing you can name, like the whisper she imparts: âAnd Iâve talked with your old firm and one thing is consistent when they mention you: heâs good, but heâll never make partner because he refuses to play the game.â
âThatâs not a compliment at all.â
âOf course it is.â Her hand finds your arm again. âThe game is rigged anyways. I donât need someone who plays it. I need someone who wins despite it.âÂ
The words land somewhere deep and you just had to take a mental note on it.
âBefore I give my answer. Thereâs something Iâve been meaning to ask.â
âYou can ask me anything. Whether I answer is a different question.â
âWhy venture capital? With your familyâs resources, you could easily do anything. Run a division. Start your own company. Why spend your time evaluating other peopleâs dreams when you can just build on the foundations you already own?â
Her eyebrows lift.Â
âBecause building something from scratch is terrifying,â she says. âAnd I like being terrified.â
âThat doesnât make sense.â
âSure it does. My father built his empire from nothing: Started with one shipping container, made a lot of friends and enemies, and faced it all head on. By the time I was born, we had everything. Money, power, the whole package. Iâve never had to struggle for anything in my life.â
âMost people would call that lucky, privileged, and being blessed.â
âMost people get it wrong.â She sets her wine down, her expressions stiffen. âI refuse to be a nepo baby coasting life carefree on comfortable ground. Thatâs how people get soft, weak, and they start believing they deserve things they never earned.â She picks up her glass, takes a sip, and leans back; watching you. âIâve seen my cousins live like that. Drowning in money, no clue how to survive without it. Iâd rather burn than end up like those pathetic losers.â
âSo instead you chose the hardest path to get there?â
âI chose a path that scares me. Venture capital isnât hard, itâs just math and trusting your gut instinct. But every investment is a bet. Every bet can fail. And every failure is mine. Not my fatherâs. Not my familyâs. Mine.â She takes another sip of her wine. âI needed something that was mine.â
âIshikawa wasnât mine,â you say. âIt only felt like it was. I gave it twelve years. I worked my ass off, but when everything fell apart⊠they cut me out like I was nothing. Like Iâd never been there at all. Like everything Iâve done isnât the reason why weâre up there in the first place.â
âThatâs what happens when you build someone elseâs house.â Her eyes lock in on yours. âYouâre never going to do that again, are you?â
âNo.â
âGood boy.â She finishes her wine. Sets down the glass with a decisive click. âThen weâre quite the compatible pair, arenât we?â
Your heart did a thing. Your body who youâve trusted all these years betrays you as well. Those combinations of words are not what youâd expect in this setting.Â
You should really be saying no; ask for time to think. You should do the careful, logical thing that twelve years of professional discipline has trained you to do.
âWednesday,â you say. âWhat time?â
Her smile could power a small nation.
âIâll text you the details.â She stands, and when she stretches slightly you finally see her full figure. Compact but curved. Full bust straining subtly against understated fabric. Hips that move with confident purpose. Sheâs been hiding it well, but now that youâve noticed, you canât unnotice. âAnd Hinode-san? Wear something that fits. Youâve got the shoulders for a good suit. Stop hiding them in whatever that is.â
âThis suit is fine.â
âThat suit makes you look like a grandpa.â Sheâs already walking away. âIâll send you the name of our tailor. Consider it a business expense.â
Why does everyone always have something to say about your suits?
Sheâs gone before you can respond.
You stand there, holding an empty champagne glass, trying to understand what just happened. A woman youâve never met just offered you a lifeline, insulted your wardrobe, and walked away like she owned the room. (She probably does own this roomâor her family does at least; you figured itâs the same thing.)
Your phone buzzes.
èŹè„: good boy~
èŹè„: sheâs exactly what you need
èŹè„: stable, normal, everything Iâm not, am I right?
èŹè„: sheâll take good care of you
èŹè„: in ways I wonât~
èŹè„: oh and are you not curious about me yet, Akihiro-kun?
You stare at the screen. Then at the bustling crowd, where Eunbi has disappeared. Then back at the screen.
In ways I wonât.
What the fuck does that mean?
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Tsuki is waiting when you get home.
Sheâs sitting on your couch like she belongs there, legs crossed, one of your books open in her lap. The lamp casts warm light across her face, and for a moment you just stand in the doorway, keys in hand, too tired to even be surprised.
âThe key under the fire escape,â you say. âReally?â
âYou should find a better hiding spot.â She doesnât look up from the book. âThatâs the first place anyone checks.â
âAnyone whoâs breaking in, maybe.â
âAnyone whoâs paying attention.â Now she looks up. Those eyes. You notice it now in a way you didnât before. At the bar, in the hotel, in the corridor, and here in your apartment. The same flat darkness, catching light wrong. Human eyes dilate with arousal, fear, interest. Hers donât. âI pay attention.â
You close the door behind you. Drop your keys on the counter.
âThat Kwon daughter,â you say. âThat was all you, huh? You set that up.â
âDid I?â
âDonât.â You cross the room, stop in front of her. âDonât play games. Not tonight. Iâm tired.â
She sets the book aside. Uncrosses her legs. Stands in one fluid motion, close enough that you can smell her. That dark sweet scent thatâs haunted you for a week.
âYouâre tense, Aki-kunâ she says. Her hands find your chest. Presses flat over your heart. âI can feel it. All that anxiety, all that fear about what comes next, about Seoul, about whether youâre good enough.â
âIâm fine.â
âYouâre lying.â She steps closer. Her body presses against yours. âBut I can help with that.â
âHow?â
âHow about I take care of you tonight.â Her fingers work at your tie, loosening it. âLet me remind you what youâre capable of.â
âThatâs not an answer.â
âWell. Itâs the only answer Iâm giving.â She pulls the tie free. Drops it on the floor. âDo you want me to stop?â
You should say yes. You should demand explanations, answers, something that makes sense. You shouldââ
âNo.â
âGood boy.â
She kisses you. Hard. Hungry. Her tongue slides against yours and her hands are everywhere, pulling at your shirt, your belt, anything between her skin and yours.
âIâve been thinking about this all week,â she breathes against your mouth. âThinking about how you tasted. How you sounded when I had you in my mouth.â
âTsukiââ
âShhh.â She pushes your shirt off your shoulders. Her nails rake down your chest, just hard enough to sting. âStop talking and justâŠâ She drops to her knees. Your belt is already undone. She pulls down your zipper, frees your already throbbing cock from your boxers, and looks up at you with those flat dark eyes.
âLook at you,â she murmurs. âAlready aching hard for me. Already. This. Desperate.â She wraps her hand around your base, strokes slowly. âDid you touch yourself this week thinking about me Aki-kun?â
âYes.â The words come out strangled.
âHow many times?â
âI donâtââ
âHow many times, Akihiro?â She squeezes. Just enough pressure to make you gasp. âThree. Maybe four.â
âDid you come?â
âNo.â You hadnât let yourself. It felt wrong. It felt like cheating. âI couldnât.â
âBecause you knew, all this belonged to me.â She strokes again. Twists her wrist at the top.
âYour cock. Your cum. Your pleasure. All. Of. It. Mine.â
She leans forward and licks a stripe from base to tip. Slow. Savoring. You shudder.
âTsukiââ
âI love the way you say my name.â She swirls her tongue around your cockhead. You start almost chanting her name like a prayerâbarely coherent; like youâre begging but words wonât form.
She takes you in.
Hot. Wet. Her mouth is impossibly soft, you swear itâs borderline illegal how her tongue moves, and she takes you deep, deeper than should be comfortable, until you feel the back of her throat and she swallows around you.
âFuckââ Your hands find her hair. Grip without meaning to. She moans around your cock. The vibration makes your knees buckle.
She pulls back just enough to speak, lips brushing your top. âThatâs it. Feel free to fuck my mouth. Take what you need.â
âI donât want to hurtââ
âDonât worry, you wonât.â She looks up at you through dark lashes. âI can take it. I can take anything you give me.â She opens her mouth. Sticks out her tongue. Looks at you directly with her dark eyes. Waits.
You thrust.
Shallow at first. Testing. But she moans encouragingly, her hands gripping your hips, pulling you deeper. So you thrust again. Harder. And again. Until youâre fucking her face with a rhythm thatâs animal and desperate and nothing like the man you thought you were.
Spit starts to drop down her chin. Tears leak from the corners of her eyes. And still she takes it, takes all of it, making sounds that are wet and obscene and somehow grateful.
âGod, youâreââ You canât finish the sentence. Can barely form coherent thoughts. If this is how you die, then so be it. Youâre nearing nirvana. âIâm going toââ
She pulls off.
Fucking hell.
âNo.â She wipes her chin with the back of her hand. Stands. âNot yet Aki-kun.â
âPlease, Tsuki.â The words come out broken. Youâre so hard it hurts, cock slick with her spit, throbbing. âTsuki, please, let meââ
âI know what you need.â She turns. Walks towards your bedroom. Looks back over her shoulder. âCome with me Akihiro.â You follow her with no hesitation.
Sheâs already undressing when you reach the doorway. Her dress pools at her feet. No bra. Just black lace panties that barely cover anything. Her breasts are full and perfect, nipples already hard, and she watches your face as you take her in.
âSee something you like?â
âEverything.â
âGood answer.â She lies back on your bed. Spreads her legs. Hooks her thumb into her panties and slowly, torturously, slides them down her milky thighs. âYour turn.â
You strip. Practically tear off your remaining clothes. Stand at the edge of the bed, naked and aching, and she looks at you like youâre exactly where she wants you. âOn your knees boy,â she says. âI want that mouth of yours on me.â
You kneel. Sheâs already wet, glistening in the low light, and when you lean in and breathe against her, she shivers.Â
âStop teasing Aki-kun,â she warns.
Your tongue navigates through her already soaked folds and when it finds her clit she gasps, her hips jerking up off the mattress.
âYes,â she breathes. âRight there. Just like that.â
You eat her like youâre starving; like sheâs the first meal youâve had in weeks. You learn the rhythm she responds to, the pressure, the way she cries out when you suck her clit and push two fingers inside her.
âFuck. Aki-kun~â Her hands find your hair. Pull hard enough to hurt. âThat mouth of yours is so good, so fucking good, donât stop, donât you dare fucking stopââ You donât plan on stopping any time soon. You work her with your tongue and your fingers until sheâs shaking, until her thighs are clamped around your head and her moans have become one long continuous sound.
âIâm going to come,â she gasps. âIâm going toâoh godââ
She breaks.
Her whole body seizes, cunt clenching around your fingers, her cry sharp enough to echo off the walls. You work her through it, gentler now, drawing out every aftershock until sheâs pushing you at your shoulders.
âEnough.â Sheâs panting. Flushed. âEnough. Come here.â
You crawl up her body. She kisses you, tasting herself on your lips, and wraps her legs around your waist.
âI want you inside me,â she whispers. âIâve wanted it since that first night. Wanted to feel you stretch me, fill me to the brim, fuck me until I canât think.â
âThen let meââ
âJust. Kidding~â
She pushes you off. Rolls you onto your back. Straddles you, her wet heat hovering just above your cock, so close you can feel her.
âNot tonight Aki-kun.â She rocks her hips. Your cock slides through her folds, slick and hot, the head catching against her entrance on every pass. âTonight you learn.â
âLearn what?âÂ
âThat I decide when you get to come.â She reaches down. Takes your cock in her hand. Positions you right at her entrance, just barely pressing in. âThat I decide how much you get. That every time you close your eyes in Seoul and think about what you want, youâll think about thisââ She presses down. Just the tip slides in. You nearly black out. ââabout how close you were. About how good it would have felt.â
She lifts off. Completely. Your cock slaps against your stomach, wet, and desperate, and denied.
âNo.â Sheâs already climbing off the bed. âThatâs enough for tonight.â
âTsukiââ
âHush.â She picks up her dress. Pulls it on like nothing happened. Like youâre not lying there ruined. âGo to Seoul. Meet her father. Let her take care of you.â
âAnd then?â
âThen come back to me~â She pauses at the doorway. Looks back over her shoulder with those flat, dark eyes. âIâll be here.â
âWhat are you?â
She smiles. Lips closed. Her face is unreadable.
âIâm what you canât stop wanting. No matter what happens, some part of you will wish it was me.â
Then sheâs gone.
You lie there on your bed, cock aching, body thrumming with denied release, more confused than youâve ever been in your life. Her underwear from the networking event is still in your dresser drawer. You never threw it away.
You donât touch yourself tonight either.
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èŹè„: looks like your flight is at noon
èŹè„: nice suit, her tailor?
èŹè„: oooh, thatâs expensive~
èŹè„: did you get a sugar mommy now?
èŹè„: oh, and Aki-kunâŠ
èŹè„: try not to fall too hard, ok? (wink tongue emoji)
You stare at her texts until your screen goes dark. Then you close your eyes and try to sleep. You dream of nothing.
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Wednesday, 6:03 AM
Kwon Eunbi: Good morning! Hereâs the flight details: KE706, Narita to Incheon, 12:15 PM
Kwon Eunbi: First class. My treat. Donât argue.
Kwon Eunbi: 6:04 AM
You: Thatâs too generous. I can pay for my own ticket.
Kwon Eunbi: đ
Kwon Eunbi: No! Iâm gonna reimburse this when we get there. Business expense!
You: What happened to refusing the life of a nepo baby?
Kwon Eunbi: đđđ
Kwon Eunbi: Consider it hazard pay then. Youâll be sitting next to me for a few hours.Â
You: Hazard pay?
Kwon Eunbi: Iâm a terrible plane companion. I donât stop yapping đ
Kwon Eunbi: Also Iâve been known to aggressively critique strangersâ work over their shoulders
You: I donât think Iâll be able to do any work in the air anyways with you yapping beside me
Kwon Eunbi: Then youâre safe
Kwon Eunbi: Text me your address. Car will pick you up at 10.
Kwon Eunbi: See you soon, Hinode-san
You set your phone down. Stare at the ceiling.
Try not to fall too hard.
Too late for that.
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By noon, youâre in a window seat watching Tokyo shrink beneath the clouds, and Eunbi beside you with a laptop open, running numbers that would make most CFOs weep.
âStop watching me work,â she says without looking up. âItâs creepy.â
âIâm not watching you work.â
âWell if youâre not watching me work, then youâre watching something.â She glances over; catches you staring at her hands. You canât help but do so: the way her fingers almost glide across the keyboard, quick and certain; like each character she inputs has already been considered. âAh. The hands thing. My ex used to do that too.â
âThe hands thing?â
âApparently I have âpianist hands.ââ She wiggles her fingers. âI canât play piano, for the record. Complete waste of good genetics. I wonder what itâs good for though.â
âI wasnâtâŠâ
âYou were. Itâs fine. I get that a lot.â She closes the laptop. Gives you her full attention. âTalk to me. Youâre nervous.â
âOf course Iâm nervous. Iâm meeting your father. This will be my first job ever since leaving Ishikawa.â
âYouâre meeting my dad. A potential client that already thinks of you highly.â She shifts in her seat, angling toward you. âYouâre going to be fine. Youâve already passed the first test. Stop catastrophizing.â
âIâm not catastrophizing.â
âYour legs say otherwise.â
You look down. It has. Goddamnit.
âI donât do well with⊠uncertainty.â
âThen youâre going to hate this, because nothing about working with my family is certain, like at all.â She says it matter-of-factly; no apology. âWeâre extremely complicated. We fight. We scheme. Oh, we scheme a lot, youâre not gonna hear the end of it. Half of my cousins want my fatherâs job and the other half want him dead. Itâs like Game of Thrones but with better skincare.â
âYeah, thatâs totally reassuring.â
âIt should be. If I wanted safe, I would have hired literally anyone else, you know.â She reaches over; squeezes your hand once, then lets go. âI want someone who can handle messy. Who doesnât flinch when things get ugly.â
âAnd you think thatâs me?â
âI think you survived Ishikawa and you walked out of that building with your integrity intact, which is more than most people manage. And I thinkâŠâ She pauses; studies your face with an intensity that makes you want to look away. âYou look like someone whoâs tired of playing defense. Youâre ready to fight again. You just need someone to point you at the right enemy.â
Fight.
That word again. Tsuki said the same thing. That first night. After she left you aching in the hotel room.
âIs there anything wrong? Youâre making a weird face,â Eunbi says.
âWhat face?â
âIt looked like you zoned out there, like youâre somewhere else.â She doesnât seem offended, just curious. âWhere do you go? When you check out like that?â
âNowhere important.â
âLiar.â But she doesnât push. Just flags down the flight attendant and orders two whiskeys. âDrink with me. Itâll make the rest of the flight less boring.â
The whiskey arrives. You both drink. The silence isnât awkward exactly, but itâs become weighted. Youâre both starting to feel a bit more loose too. The alcohol doing its job.
âCan I ask you something more personal?â you say.
âYou can, but I reserve the right to deflect with humor.â
âWhat do you do for fun?â Her face changes; like sheâs expecting a punchline from you. âWhen youâre not reading financial records and terrorizing your cousins.â
She laughs without restraint. Surprised, maybe, that youâd ask.
âI watch the worst reality TV shows imaginable,â she admits. âThe trashier the better. Singles Inferno, The Bachelor, dating shows, anything where people make increasingly dramatic poor life choices.â
âReally? But why reality tv, specifically?â
âDonât sound so shocked. I spend all day making rational decisions. Sometimes you need to watch someone throw wine at another person because theyâre being a bitch.â She takes a sip of her whiskey. âWhat about you? What does the Hinode Akihiro do when heâs not staring at spreadsheets?â
âI used to rock climb before everything fell apart.â
âUsed to?â
âHard to motivate yourself when youâre not sure what youâre climbing toward.â You swirl your drink. âNow I mostly drink and read. I must sound so fucking miserable, huh?â
âThatâs the saddest thing Iâve ever heard.â
âThank you. Iâm cultivating a specific aesthetic.â
âBrooding middle-aged accountant?â
âHey, Iâm not that old.â
âBrooding almost-middle-aged accountant.â She grins. âItâs a good look. Very Mr. Darcy energy.â
âI donât know who that is.â
âOh, what the heck do you read? You are absolutely getting a reading list.â She pulls out her phone, starts typing. âPride and Prejudice. Mandatory. No arguments.â
âI donât⊠I mostly read self-help books.â
âEew. Self-help books? No. You donât need that at all. Youâre changing that, now. No further arguments.â She looks up. Mock-stern. âThis is happening, ok? Consider it part of your professional development.â
âHow is reading a two-hundred-year-old romance novel professional development?â
âItâs about a smart woman falling for a man whoâs terrible at expressing emotions but secretly has a good heart. Very applicable to our working relationship.â
âWhich one am I in this scenario?â
âNot sure yet.â But sheâs giving you the biggest smile. âProbably Darcy. Youâve got the brooding down.â
You laugh uncontrollably. You havenât laughed like this in a while. It surprises both of you.
âOh and by the way, my father will ask about your failures,â Eunbi says as the seatbelt sign dings on. âNot your successesâhe already knows those. He wants to know how you handle losing.â
âWhat should I tell him?â
âThe truth. He can smell bullshit from three prefectures away. So, donât even try.â
âWhat if the truth makes me look bad?â
âThen at least heâll know youâre honest.â She smiles and itâs so different; so warm and unguarded. âThatâs infinitely worth more than looking good.â
You swear your heart skipped a beat, but it could as well be the whiskey playing tricks on you. It has enchanted you a couple of times, you might as well not know the difference between fantasy and reality with it in your system.
The plane touches down. And as you taxi toward the gate, watching Seoul sprawl beneath the overcast afternoon sky, you realize something.
You havenât thought about Tsuki at all in almost three hours.
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The meeting with Kwon Minjun goes surprisingly better than you deserve.
Heâs smaller than you expected. You swear he was a titan back at the networking event; maybe clout in a public setting grows you a few inches.
His place reflects him very well. High ceiling, wood-paneled walls, dim warm lighting, and a single window with a serene view of the river. Modern interiors mixed with traditional accents. One wall has a glass case with three masks mounted. Two are masks you recognize from the textbooks. The third is a Hannya. Femaleâs face, twisted between rage and grief, small horns curving from the forehead.Â
Itâs an artform that eludes you but seeing it somehow evokes some kind of fight or flight. Youâve seen it before. The hotel hallway, the night Tsuki took you upstairs. You were not sure what it was called then.
Minjun catches you looking. âMy wifeâs. She was into traditional Japanese folklore.â
âWas?â
âShe passed, twelve years ago.â A pause. âSome of her collection ended up in my office. I look at them more than I should.â
Youâre not sure why but that information feels useful, you file it away for now.
He spends the first thirty minutes asking about everything except your business: Your family. Your education. The book youâre currently reading (youâre currently realizing how much of a bookworm this family is, not that itâs a bad thing but itâs making you rethink your current collection.)
Whether you prefer mountains or oceans:
âMountains,â you answer. âThe ocean is vast and deep, it reminds me of how small I am.â
âAnd mountains donât?â
âThey do but mountains at least make me feel like thereâs something worth climbing.â
He laughs at that; a short, surprised sound. He looks at Eunbi, whoâs been watching from the corner of the room with barely concealed amusement.
âTell me about the day you decided to âleave.â Ishikawaâ
You set down your tea. âIt wasnât my decision, I was basically forced into it. I resigned because the alternative was being laid off.â
âThatâs not what I asked.â His face switched into serious-mode; first time this happened throughout the conversation. âI asked when you decided. Thereâs a difference between resigning and choosing to resign. You made the call before HR did. I want to know when.â
You think. Honestly. âThere was an incident two years ago⊠An arrangement I helped structure. I had questions but decided not to ask them. When I recalled that I knew I wasnât fully innocent.â
A long pause. âThen we understand each other.â A pause. âYou were right,â he tells Eunbi. âThis man is interesting.â
âFather, Iâm always right,â Eunbi says. âYou should remember that.â
The business discussion happens over dinner: Three hours of restructuring proposals, tax implications, family trust complications that would make a lesser accountant wet their pants and cry themselves to sleep. You take notes on your phone. Ask questions that got Minjun to pause and reconsider. By the time the last course arrives, youâve outlined a preliminary strategy that addresses concerns he hasnât even voiced yet.
âIncredible! Youâre really good at this, huh, young man?â he says.
âI try, sir.â
âAlright, weâre done for today.â He stands, signaling to everyone in the room that the meeting is over. âMy daughter will handle the details. I look forward to working with you, Hinode-san.â
He leaves. And suddenly youâre alone with Eunbi in a private dining room that probably costs more per hour than your rent for the whole year.
âThat was terrifying,â you say.
âThat was him at his nicest.â Sheâs grinning. âHe usually makes people feel dumb and have them cry by the second course. You made it to dessert with no speck in your eye. Thatâs impressive.â
âYou really think so? I think I blacked out for a better part of it.â
âYou didnât. You were brilliant. Be proud of yourself, I am.â She stands, stretches. The movement pulls her dress tight, and you see her full figure now without obstruction. Compact but curved. The kind of body that expensive clothes are designed to downplay and now youâre suddenly very aware of. âCome on. Iâm starving.âÂ
âHuh? We just ate dinner.â
âWe ate business dinner. That doesnât count. Pretty much empty calories. I know a place nearby that cooks real food.â Sheâs already heading for the door. âMy treat. Donât argue.â
âYouâre going to bankrupt yourself treating me to things.â
âIâm worth eight hundred million dollars, Akihiro. I think Iâll survive buying you food.â
You follow her out into the Seoul night.
(Eight hundred million. You canât even conceptualize that number.)
(Also: she called you Akihiro. Not Hinode-san. You noticed. Progress. Youâre not sure why youâre tracking progress suddenly.)
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The âplace nearbyâ turns out to be a pojangmacha. A street tent with plastic chairs and a woman who greets Eunbi by name.
âThey know you. You come here often?â
âWhen I need to feel normal and when I want actually good food.â She orders for both of you in rapid Korean. âTteokbokki. Kimbap. Soju. The essentials.â
âEunbi-ah,â the woman says, swatting at her arm with a kitchen towel. âWhere have you been? You donât visit auntie anymore.â
âAuntie, I was here last Friday.â
âAigoo~ Youâre getting thin-ah! Iâll give you extra, eat more! Eat more!â She squints at you. âMmm. Heâs new.â
âHeâs working.â
âWorking at what?â
âNumbers.â
The woman makes a face like numbers personally offended her. âSit! Get comfortable. Iâll bring you what you should eat. Not whatever you ordered.â She walks off.
Eunbi turns to you. âSheâll feed you something with intestines. Donât react.â
âNoted.â
âAlso, she might ask if weâre married. Just go along with it.â
You wait for the smile to break. It doesnât. âAre you serious?â
âIt speeds up the meal, and they give us more servings because of it.â
The food arrives fast. Itâs spicy and cheap and perfect. Everything youâve been missing this past few hours.
âSo,â she says, pouring soju into tiny glasses. âYou survived my father. You good? How are you feeling right now?â
âLike I just ran a marathon while someone asked me increasingly personal questions.â
âThatâs accurate.â She hands you a glass. âTo surviving.â
You drink. The soju burns.
âCan I ask you something?â you say.
âYouâre asking that a lot today. But sure.â
âWhy are you doing this? The dinner. The streetfood. TheâŠâ You gesture vaguely at everything. âYou could be anywhere. With anyone. Why are you eating intestines with a disgraced accountant?â
âYouâre not disgraced, donât be dramatic. Youâre just⊠undergoing a transition in your career. There is a clear difference.â
âWell, the world doesnât see it that way.â
âThe world is⊠well, frankly itâs stupid.â She takes another drink. âAnd Iâm doing this because I like you. Is that so hard to believe?â
âHonestly? Yes.â
âThatâs the saddest thing youâve said yet.â She pours more soju. âYou know what I think? I think youâve spent so long performing competence that youâve forgotten people might actually just enjoy your company.â
You nod. âThatâs a good theory.â
âItâs a fact you dum-dum. Youâre funny. Youâre smart. You ask good questions and you actually listen to the answers. Most men I meet spend the whole conversation calculating: my net worth, my cup size, or what I can do for their career. Itâs exhausting.â She meets your eyes. âYouâre also present; like, actually in the room with me instead of three moves ahead. Do you know how rare that is for a man nowadays?â
You donât know what to say to that. So you drink instead and gulp the burning alcohol.
âI should show you the apartment,â she says eventually. âItâs getting late, and tomorrowâs going to be a long day.â
âWhat do you mean apartment, huh?â
âWhere youâre staying. Family guest suite. Itâs nicer than a hotel and the kitchen is stocked.â Sheâs already standing, leaving won on the table and waves farewell to the auntie with her signature big smile. âPlus itâs attached to my suite, so if you have any questions about tomorrowâs meetings, Iâm right there.â
Sheâs⊠right⊠thereâŠ
You follow her into the Seoul night, feeling something you havenât felt in weeks.
Hope, maybe. Or something that resembles it.
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The Kwon family apartment is less an apartment and more a penthouse that happens to have multiple apartments inside it. Your âguest suiteâ has two bedrooms, a full kitchen, and a view of the Han River that looks like a postcard. People would kill to get this vantage point.
âThis is the small one,â Eunbi says, watching your face as you take it in. âMy fatherâs is upstairs.â
âSeriously? The small one.â
âI know. Itâs too much.â She doesnât sound bothered. âBathroomâs through there. Kitchenâs stocked, feel free to take anything. Iâm through that door if you need me.â
She points to a connecting door between the suites.
âGet some rest,â she says. âTomorrowâs going to be a long day.â
âEunbiâŠâ
âHmmm?â
âThank you. For today. For⊠all of it.â
She looks at you. The sharpness leaves her face for a moment. She looks warm.
âYou donât have to thank me. This is all just business.â
âIs it?â
The question hangs there. She doesnât look away.
âGet some rest now Akihiro,â she says again. Way softer this time.
She disappears through the connecting door. You hear it click shut behind her.
You shower. Change into the one nice pair of pajamas you packed. Lie down in a bed thatâs too comfortable, in a room thatâs too big, in a life that suddenly makes no sense.
Your phone buzzes.
èŹè„: sooo⊠how was daddy kwon?
èŹè„: did he make you cry?
èŹè„: mhmmph~! no response. it means youâre either sleeping or sulking
èŹè„: either way~
èŹè„: sweet dreams, aki-kun
èŹè„: donât think about me too much đ
You turn off your phone. Press your face into the pillow, cool and soft to the touch.
You dream of dark eyes, dangerous smiles, and the sound of your own name; distorted and mocking.
Akihiro-kun.
Aki-kun.
Akihiro.
âŠâŠâĄâĄâĄâĄ
Day Two in Seoul
Another day. Another opportunity to kill it; or yourself. You havenât decided yet but work today went well at least.
You spend the morning going through different files with Eunbi, untangling the Kwon familyâs trust structures, finding the pressure points and leverage opportunities. Sheâs extremely sharp, sharper than you expected, catching details you miss and building on your insights.
By afternoon, youâve developed a preliminary framework. By dinner, youâre finishing each otherâs sentences.
âThis cousin here, Wonbin, heâs the problem,â you say, pointing at a family tree scrawled on a hotel stationery.
âHeâs always been the problem. But we canât cut him out without destabilizing the whole eastern division.â
âWhat if we donât cut him out? What if we give him something he wants more than a chairmanship?â
âLike what?â
âAutonomy. His own subsidiary. Let him feel like a king of a smaller kingdom instead of a prince in a larger one. Let him think he holds the cards.â
She stares at you. Dumbfounded. Proud. A mix of things. Then grins.
âYouâre either brilliant or insane.â
âThose arenât mutually exclusive.â
âNo,â she says. âTheyâre not.â
She orders room service. You eat on the floor of her suite, papers spread around you like a nest.
âCan I ask you something?â she says.
âYouâre asking that a lot this week.â
âTouchĂ©.â She sets down her chopsticks. âWhat happened at Ishikawa? What really happened? Not the PR bullshit that spread around.â
Youâre quiet for a long moment. Youâve told this story before, to lawyers and HR and partly to her father. But youâve never really laid it all out honestly.
âI didnât know,â you say finally. âThatâs the short version. The partners were running a scheme, using client accounts to funnel money into shell companies, and I didnât know. I should have. The signs were all there, if you knew where to look. But I was so focused on my work, on making partner, that I didnât see what was right in front of me.â
âThatâsâŠThatâs not your fault.â
âIsnât it? I prided myself on catching what others missed. I was that guy. The one that reads between the lines. But I missed the biggest thing thatâs happening in my own firm.â You stare at the mess of papers on the floor. âI think thatâs what bothers me the most. Not that I lost my job. That I was so blind.â
âYou werenât blind. You were trusting. Thereâs a difference.â
âThe result is the same.â
âNo, itâs not.â She moves closer. Sits beside you instead of across from you. âBlind people donât learn. Trusting people who get burned learn to be more careful next time. Youâre not going to make that mistake again.â
âHow do you know?â
âBecause youâre already looking to be redeemed. Youâre already questioning everything. You double-check every assumption. Thatâs not blindness. Thatâs someone who got hurt and refuses to get hurt the same way twice.â
You really donât know what to say after that. So you donât say anything.
She reaches over. Squeezes your hand. Lets go before it becomes something else.
âWell, we should get some sleep,â she says. âTomorrowâs going to be long.â
âYou said the same thing yesterday.â
âEvery day with my family is long.â She stands. Offers you a hand up. âCome on. Out of my suite. Youâve got your own perfectly nice apartment to brood in.â
You take her hand. She pulls you to your feet. And for a moment youâre standing very close, close enough to see the flecks of gold in her eyes, close enough to feel her breath.
Neither of you moves.
âGoodnight, Akihiro,â she says. Softly.
âGoodnight, Eunbi.â
You walk to the connecting door. Open it. Look back.
Sheâs still standing where you left her. Watching you with an expression you canât read.
You close the door behind you.
Your phone buzzes.
èŹè„: still thinking about me Aki-kun?
èŹè„: good boy~ âĄ
You turn off your phone and try to sleep.
You donât dream of Tsuki tonight.
You dream of Eunbi instead. (Great. This. Whatever this is. Itâs going to be a problem.)
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Day Three
Youâre in a meeting room with three Kwon cousins arguing about a holding entity. Your phone buzzes in your pocket. You donât check.
Later, in the bathroom, you look.
Kim Jiwoo · Seoul Financial Review: âI know youâre in Seoul, Hinode-san. Iâm based here. Coffee? Twenty minutes anywhere you pick. I just want to have a conversation.â
You close the message.
Walking back to the meeting room you wonder briefly how the fuck she knows youâre in Seoul.
The day goes by with more work. A lot more progress. Extremely more time spent in her orbit, gravity pulling you close but not quite touching.
She brushes against you when she reaches for the documents. Her hand finds your arm when sheâs making a point. Once, leaning over your shoulder to look at something on your laptop, you feel her breath against your ear and have to excuse yourself to get water. (The skinship thatâs happening is beyond what you imagine.)
âYou okay?â she asks when you return.
âFine. Just needed to stretch.â
âYouâve been stretching a lot today.â
âIâm a stretchy person.â
âWho are you? Monkey D. Luffy?â
âNo. Sorry. I just panicked.â
You both burst of laughter and the tension ratchets up another notch.
By dinner, youâre both avoiding eye contact.
âThis is ridiculous,â she says finally. âWeâre adults. I like you and you clearly like me. We can both acknowledge attraction like grown adults without making it weird.â
âCan we?â
âApparently not, based on the last three hours.â She sets down her chopsticks. âCards on the table. I find you attractive. Iâm pretty sure you also find me attractive. Weâre both single, weâre both consenting adults, and weâre going to be working together for the foreseeable future. So we need to decide how to handle this.â
âHow do you want to handle⊠this?â
âI asked you first.â
âThatâs⊠Thatâs not fair.â
âI never said I was fair.â She leans back in her chair. âTell me what you want, Akihiro. No wrong answers. Just honest ones.â
What do you want?
If you really are being honest then⊠You want to kiss her. You want to pull her into your lap and find out what sounds she makes when sheâs not the feisty venture capitalist that she is. You want to forget about Tsuki, about Ishikawa, about everything thatâs happened in the last month, and just be present with someone who seems to actually see through you.
But you also know thereâs something else. Someone else. A presence in your head that wonât let go, no matter how much you want it to.
âI want to figure out what I want,â you finally say. âThatâs the honest answer. Iâm attracted to you. I like spending my time with you. But thereâs⊠something else. Something Iâm still trying to understand. And until I do, I donât think I can give you what you deserve.â
For a moment the room is filled with silence.
âThatâs either the most honest thing a man has ever said to me,â she says, âor the most elaborate brush-off.â
âItâs not a brush-off Eunbi.â
âThen what is it?â
âA rain check.â You meet her eyes. âIâm not saying no. Iâm saying not yet. Not until I can be fully present with you.â
She nods slowly; processing.Â
âOkay,â she says. âI can work with that.â
âYou sure you can?â
âIâm not going to force myself on someone who isnât ready. Thatâs not who I am.â She stands. Starts aggressively gathering the dinner containers. âBut Iâm also not going to wait forever. Figure out your shit, Akihiro. Then let me know.â
She leaves the room. You hear her in the kitchen, washing dishes with more force than strictly necessary.
You donât blame her.
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Day Four
Meetings all morning with various Kwon relatives, each more complicated than the last. Then a working lunch with Minjun where he asks pointed questions about your five-year plan and seem satisfied with your answers.
By evening, youâre exhausted. You order room service and eat alone in your suite, staring out at the river.
Your phone buzzes.
Kwon Eunbi: I owe you an apology
You: For what?
Kwon Eunbi: Last night. I was pushy. You set a boundary and I made it weird.
You: Donât worry about it.
You: You didnât make it weird.
Kwon Eunbi: I definitely made it a little weird. Let me buy you a drink to make up for it.
You: Youâve bought me a lot of drinks this week.
Kwon Eunbi: One drink. Connecting door. Bring your best brooding face.
You: Iâll be there in twenty
You shower. Change into a clean shirt. Tell yourself this is just a drink. (You know itâs not just a drink. She knows itâs not just a drink. You repeat it over and over inside your head, this ainât just a drink, right? Youâre clearly going insane.)
You knock on the connecting door anyway.
She opens it in silk pajamas. Hair loose. Face bare of makeup.
âHi,â she says.
âHi.â
âYou came.â
âYou asked.â
She steps aside. You step through.
The suite is warm. Jazz playing softly from somewhere. Two glasses of wine already poured on the coffee table.
âI was hoping youâd say yes,â she admits.
âWhat would you have done if I said no?â
âDrank both glasses myself and pretend it never happened.â She hands you a glass. âSit. Youâre making me nervous.â
âI make you nervous?â
âEverything about this makes me nervous.â She sits on the couch. Leaves space for you. âI donât do this, you know. Invite men to my suite. Mix business with⊠whatever this is.â
âWhat is this?â
âI donât know yet.â She looks at you. Those bright eyes, so different from Tsukiâs. âBut Iâd like to find out. If youâre willing.â
You should say no. You should protect her from whateverâs happening in your head, the presence that wonât let go, the unfinished business you have with someone you donât understand.
But sheâs looking at you like you matter. Like youâre worth the risk.
âIâm willing,â you hear yourself say.
She sets down her wine. Moves closer. Her hand finds your jaw, turns your face toward hers.
âAre you sure?â
âYes.â
âBecause once we do this, we canât undo it.â
âI know.â
âAnd I meant what I said. I donât like sharing. If this happens, I need you here. With me. Fully present.â
âIâm here.â
âAre you?â
You kiss her instead of answering.
She makes a sound against your mouth. Surprised, maybe. Then her hands are in your hair and sheâs kissing you back, and everything youâve been holding back floods out.
âWait.â She pulls back. Breathing hard. âWait. I need to tell you something first.â
âWhat?â
âI havenâtââ She closes her eyes. Opens them slowly. âItâs been a long time. Years. Iâve been so focused on work, on proving myself, that I havenât⊠this is the first time Iâve wanted anyone in a very long time.â
âEunbiââ
âIâm not saying that to pressure you. Iâm just saying it because I need you to know that this means something to me. I donât do casual.â
You touch her face. Trace the line of her jaw.
âNeither do I.â
She kisses you again.
This time neither of you pulls back.
Her hands find the buttons of your shirt. She works them open one by one, her mouth never leaving yours, and when the fabric parts she runs her palms across your chest.
âMhmm~â She pulls back just enough to look. âYouâve been hiding this.â
âI havenât beenââ
âShut up.â She pushes the shirt off your shoulders. Kisses your collarbone. Your sternum. The hollow of your throat. âLet me enjoy this.â
You reach for her pajama top. She raises her arms and lets you pull it over her head.
God.
Her breasts are fuller than you expected. Heavy and round, nipples already hard, flushed pink against her skin. Nothing like Tsukiâs, which were pert and perfect and calculated to destroy you. Eunbiâs are generous. Soft. Extremely soft. The kind you want to bury your face in and willingly suffocate in.
âYouâre staring,â she says.
âI canât help it.â (You really canât. Her body is a super massive blackhole and your eyes are getting pulled into it and your mind is in mid-spaghettification)
âGood.â She takes your hands. Place them on her breasts. âDonât help it.â
You cup them. Feel their weight in your palms. When your thumb brush her nipples she gasps, arching into your touch, her eyes fluttering closed.
âYes,â she breathes. âLike that. Fuck, like thatââ
You lean down and take one nipple in your mouth. She cries out, her hands flying to your hair, pulling you closer. You suck. Roll the other nipple between your fingers. She writhes beneath you making sounds that are nothing like Tsukiâs. These are raw and real.
âMore,â she gasps. âI need moreââ
You kiss down her stomach. Hook your fingers into the waistband of her pajama bottoms and pull them down slowly, kissing each new inch of skin as itâs revealed. Her hips. Her thighs. The crease where her leg meets her body. She lifts her hips to help you, kicking the fabric away, and then sheâs naked beneath you.
A gift from the gods unwrapped in its full glory. All of her. Curved and soft and warm and confident and⊠all yours.
âYour turn,â she says, reaching for your belt.
She undoes it with fumbling fingers. Pulls down your zipper. You help her get your pants and boxers off, and when your cock springs free she makes a sound low in her throat.
âOh.â She wraps her hand around you. Strokes. âOh!~â
âThat good or bad?â
âThatâsâŠâ She gulped. âGood. Thatâs very, very good.â She strokes again, watching your face.
âIâve been thinking about this since the plane. Watching your hands. Wondering how theyâd feel.â
âOh?â She slides off the couch onto her knees. âHow does it feel so far?â Looks up at you with those bright eyes.
You fail to give her any sort of response from that assault.
âLet me taste you.â
Before you can respond, her mouth is already on you.
âFuck,â you groan as she takes you deeper. âYour mouthââ
She hums around your cock. The vibration makes your hips jerk.
âYou like that?â She pulls back just enough to speak, her lips brushing your tip. âYou like my mouth on your cock?â
âYesââ
She takes you deep again. Deeper. You feel the back of her throat, feel her swallow around you, and your hands fist in her hair.
âIâm gonnaâif you keep doing thatââ
She pulls off. Stands. Climbs onto your lap, straddling you, and before your mind catches up to whatâs happening sheâs reaching between you, positioning you at her entrance. Sheâs soaked. You can feel it. The head of your cock sliding through her folds, coating you in her wetness.
âLook at me,â she says. âI want to see your face when you finally stop calculating.â You look at her. Time stops. Seconds become years.
She sinks down.
âOh fuckââ Her head falls back, her mouth open, her whole body trembling. âChrist. Christ, Akihiro. I had a number for this in my head and you just blew right past it.â
You try to find the right words in your head. Sheâs tight. Tighter than you expected, her walls gripping you, and wet, so fucking wet that you slide all the way to the hilt.
âEunbiââ
âShhh.â She rolls her hips. Adjusts. Takes a shaky breath. âJustâlet me feel you. Itâs been so long. Let me feel how deep you can go.â
âEunbiââ
She starts to move. Slow at first. Finding her rhythm. Her hands on your chest, her eyes half-closed, making sounds that are high and breathless and abso-fucking-lutely real.
âYou feel amazing,â she gasps. âFuck, you feelâI forgot how good this couldâYouâre so big inside meâFuck!â
You grip her hips. Start moving with her. She cries out.
âThereâright thereâdonât stopâpleaseâfill me upââ
You donât stop. You fuck up into her while she rides you, the sound of skin on skin filling the room. Her breasts bounce with every thrust and you canât stop watching them, canât stop thinking about how different this is from Tsuki. She controlled you, denied you access, always keeping you on the edge without ever letting you fall. But Eunbi is giving everything. All sheâs got. Generous. Taking everything you have and giving it back twofold.
âHarder,â she moans. âFuck me harderââ
You flip her. Put her on her back, her legs wrapped around your waist, and you pound into her tight pussy the way youâve wanted to pound into someone for longer than you can remember.
âYesâyesâyesâyes!â Sheâs almost chanting now, mindless, her nails raking down your back. âJust like that, please donât stop, Iâm gonnaâIâm gonnaâFuck!â
She comes. Her whole body seizes, her cunt clamping down on you so hard you start seeing stars constructing whole constellations in your head. You fuck her through it, watching her face contort with pleasure, feeling her pulse around your cock.
âDonât stop,â she gasps as soon as she can breathe. âKeep going. I told you I donât do slow. I told you I donât do half. Donât make me a liar.â
âTurn around.â
She gives you the horniest grin. Wild. Hungry. The composed heiress is gone; this version wants to devour you.
She flips onto her hands and knees. Look back at you over her shoulder. And the viewâfuck, the view. Her ass is round and peach-perfect, her pussy glistening and swollen, her spine curved in invitation.
âLike this?â
You grab her hips. She arches. God that arch. You push inside. She moans, dropping her head, pushing back against you.
âOh God. There. Rightâthere. Akihiro, there.â
You fuck her like youâve never fucked anyone else. Hard. Deep. Starved. Watching yourself disappear into her over and over. Watching her body shake with each impact. Feeling how tight she grips you with every thrust. Sheâs so wet you can hear it, slick and obscene, and her moans are building higher with every thrust.
âYesâfuck yesâdonât stopââ
And thenâ
Something shifts.
Her hair looks darker suddenly. Her skin paler. The curve of her spine changes, becomes something more familiar, and when she looks back over her shoulder her eyes turn flat and dark and everything warm turns cold, everything bright turns dark, andâ
Tsuki.
Sheâs Tsuki. Under you, taking you, moaning your name, and youâre fucking her the way youâve wanted to fuck her for weeks, hard and deep, and desperate, and sheâs finally letting you, finally giving you what sheâs been denyingâ
âThis is what youâve been wanting, Aki-kun,â Tsuki croons. âTake. Take it. I let you, this once. Donât think I wonât take it back.â
You slam into her. Feral. Desperate. Angry. All the frustration of the past week pouring out. She takes it, takes all of it, crying out with every thrust, and youâre so close, so fucking closeâ
âAkihiroââ
It shifts again. Eunbiâs voice. Eunbiâs face. Eunbiâs body. The vision shatters.
You freeze. Heart pounding hard. Cock still throbbing inside her. (What the fuck was that?!)
âAkihiro please donât stop,â she gasps. âGod, donât stop, Iâm so fucking closeââ
You force yourself to move. Force yourself to be present. This is Eunbi. This is real. She is real. Her warm, soft body. Her genuine moans. Her need that matches your own.
Stay here, stay with her.
Iâm gonna cum again,â she warns. âFuck Iâm gonnaââ
She does. Harder than before. Her whole body convulses, her cunt milking you, and this time you finally let yourself go with her. You bury yourself to the hilt and come, pumping your seed into her, filling her up while she shakes beneath you.
âOh fuckââ Sheâs still trembling. âOh fuck, I can feel itâyouâre cumming so muchâso warmâ
You collapse on top of her. Both of you panting. Both of you wrecked.
âHoly shit,â she breathes.
âYeah.â
âThat wasâŠâ
âYeah.â
She laughs. Breathless. Turns her head to kiss you sloppily.
But sheâs not done. After a minute, she pushes you onto your back. Your cock is still half hard, slick with her wetness and your cum, and she wraps her hand around it, stroking until youâre fully hard again.
âI told you,â she says, grinning down at you. âItâs been three years. I have a lot of lost time to make up for.â
She straddles you. Sinks down onto your cock in one smooth motion, and you can feel how wet she is, slick with you, dripping at each motion.
âFuck, thatâs hot,â she breathes, starting to move. âFeeling you inside me like this. Feeling how wet I am from you. Feeling your cum going deeper in me.â
She rides you slowly this time. Her hips rolling in lazy circles, her breasts swaying in your face. You watch them. Reach up and cup them, squeeze them, roll her nipples between your fingers.
âYes,â she gasps. âTouch me. Take whatâs yours. I love the way you touch my tits.â
You lean up. Take one nipple in your mouth. She cries out, her rhythm stuttering.
âFuckâand your mouthââ You suck harder. She fucks you faster. Her moans building again, her walls tightening around you, and you can feel another orgasm building in both of you.
âIâm close,â she gasps. âFuck, Iâm close againââ
âMe too Eunbi.â
âCome with me.â Sheâs riding you frantically now, chasing it. âCome inside me againâI want you to fill me upââ
She comes. Clenches around you, crying out, and you follow her over the edge. Spilling into her for a second time, adding to the mess you already made inside her, and she collapses onto your chest with a satisfied groan.
âJesus Christ,â she mumbles against your skin. âWhere the fuck did you come from?â
âI donât really know where I came from but just know that now, I feel like Iâm in heaven.â
You laugh. She laughs.
âWell you and me both.â She lifts her head. Grins at you, sweaty and satisfied, your cum leaking out of her onto your thigh. âWeâre doing that at least three more times before you leave.â
âI might actually die.â
âWorth it.â She kisses you, soft and sweet. Nothing like Tsuki. âTotally fucking worth it.â You hold her. Let yourself be held. You donât mention anything about the vision.
You really donât know how.
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She curls against your side, pulls the blanket over both of you, rest her head on your chest.
âThat was so good,â she says, sleepy and satisfied. âI forgot how good that could be.â She traced patterns on your chest. âI was starting to think Iâd forgotten how.â
âYou definitely didnât forget.â
âGood to know the equipment still works.â She yawns. âYouâre staying in Seoul for another few days. My father has more meetings scheduled.â
âOkay.â
âAnd I cleared my calendar.â
âOkay.â
âAnd Iâm keeping you.â
You should clarify. Set expectations. Manage whatever this is becoming.
âOkay,â you say.
She falls asleep within minutes
You lie there in the dark, listening to her breathe, watching Seoul glitter beyond the windows.
Youâre thinking about the vision. About Tsukiâs face where Eunbiâs should have been.
No matter what happens, some part of you will wish it was me.
Some part of you does. You donât know how to feel about that.
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The nightmare comes around 3AM.
Masks. Hundreds of them. The mask you saw from the hotel hallway when you first met Tsuki, multiplied across every wall of an endless room. Their faces shift, anguish to rage, to something that might be hunger, and theyâre all watching you.
You try to run. The floor is soft, wet, giving way beneath your feet. Slowly eating you alive.
Laughter echoes from everywhere. High-pitched. Demonic. Distorted. Mocking.
âAki-kun,â a voice croons. Tsukiâs voice, but wrong. âWhere are you going, Akihiro-kun?â
You run faster. The masks lean down from the walls.
âAkihiro.â The voice is everywhere. Nowhere. âDid you think you could escape me?â
âAKIHIRO.â
You jerk awake. Heart pounding. Sheets damp with sweat.
Eunbi is propped up beside you. Her hand is on your chest.
âNightmare?â she asks softly.
âIâyeah.â
âYou were saying a name.â
Your blood goes cold.
âWhat name?â
âTsuki.â
The word hangs between you. Heavy. Damning. (Youâre fucking screwed)
âSo thatâs the mystery woman,â she says.
âYes.â
Sheâs quiet for a long moment. Then she pushes the blankets aside and stands.
You see her in the low light. All of her. The curve of her spine, the fullness of her hips, her breasts swaying slightly as she moves. Even now, even in this moment, sheâs beautiful. Unconsciously sensual in a way thatâs nothing like Tsuki.
She walks to the bathroom. You hear water running. She returns with a glass, sits on the edge of the bed, offers it to you.
âDrink.â
You take the glass. Drink. Your hands are shaking slightly.
âHow long has this been happening?â she asks. âThe nightmares.â
âSince I met her. About a week ago.â
âThatâs when you met me too.â
âI know.â
She nods. Processing.
âWe all have our ghosts,â she says finally.
âEunbi, Iââ
âDonât.â Her voice is gentle but firm. âDonât apologize for your subconscious. You canât control what you dream about.â
âIt doesnât bother you?â
âOf course it bothers me.â She takes the glass from your hands. Sets it on the nightstand. âBut I knew what this was when I started it. I knew you were carrying something. I just didnât know her name.â
âIâm sorry.â
âYou better be.â She lies back down. But thereâs distance now. Inches that werenât there before. âTry to sleep. We can talk in the morning.â
âEunbiââ
âMorning, Hinode-san. Everything makes more sense in daylight.â
She turns away. Not hostile. Just⊠done.
You lie there in the dark, watching the ceiling, feeling like youâve broken something you didnât know was fragile.
âŠâŠâĄâĄâĄâĄ
Morning comes too early.
You wake to gray light and an empty bed. For a moment you think she left. But then you hear sounds from the kitchen.
Sheâs making coffee.
You find her at the counter, wearing nothing but one of your shirts. It barely covers her thighs. Her hair is mussed. She looks soft. Domestic. She looks like something you could have.
âCream and sugar are on the table,â she says without looking up. âI didnât know how you take it.â
âBlack is fine.â
âOf course it is.â She pushes a cup toward you. Meets your eyes. âYou look terrible.â
âDidnât sleep well.â
âI noticed.â She takes a sip of her own coffee. Studies you over the rim. âIâve been thinking.â
âAbout?â
âLast night. The nightmare. Tsuki.â
You wait.
âI like you, Hinode-san,â she says. âI think we could be good together. Professionally, personally, whatever. But Iâm not going to be someoneâs second choice.â
âYouâre notâŠâ
âLet me finish.â She holds up a hand. âI believe you when you say you donât understand whatâs happening with this Tsuki person. I even believe you when you say you want to be here, with me.â
âI do.â
âI know.â She sets down her cup. âBut I also know what I heard last night. You werenât just dreaming about her. You were terrified of her. And when you said her nameâŠâ She trails off. Shakes her head. âThere was longing in your voice. Need.â
âI donât know how to explain it.â
âThen donât. Not now.â She takes another sip. âHereâs what I propose. The business arrangement stands. My father likes you. The restructuring work is real. Iâll make sure you get it, because you deserve it, and because itâs the right decision for the family.â
âBut?â
âBut thisââ she gestures between you ââneeds to wait. Until you figure out what you want. Who you want.â
âEunbiâŠâ
âFigure it out Hinode-san.â She says it simply. Without cruelty. âI mean that. Whatever this is, obsession, curse, trauma response, I donât know, you need to figure it out. Not for me. For you.â
âAnd if I do? If I figure it out and come back?â
Her jaw unclenches. The sharpness leaves her face.
âIf Iâm still not taken then weâll have a different conversation.â She reaches across the counter. Squeezes your hand once, then lets go. âI like you, Akihiro. More than I probably should. But I didnât build a career by making exceptions for people who couldnât even meet me halfway.â
âThatâs fair.â
âI know it is.â She checks her watch. âYou have a meeting with my father in two hours. The car will be here in ninety minutes. I suggest you shower.â
âEunbiâŠâ
âWeâre okay.â She says it firmly. Like sheâs decided it. âThis isnât goodbye. Itâs just⊠a pause. Figure out your ghost. Then call me.â
She disappears into her bedroom before you can respond.
You stand alone in the kitchen of her penthouse you donât deserve, drinking coffee thatâs better than anything youâve ever made, watching Seoul wake up beyond the windows.
Your phone buzzes. You check it more reflexively than expectantly.
Kim Jiwoo · Seoul Financial Review: Hinode-san. Following up. The Polaris piece is closing this week and I think we should talk before it runs.
You donât answer. You donât even read past the first line. You put the phone face-down on the countertop.
A minute later it buzzes again. This time you look.
èŹè„: well done
Two words. Nothing else. You stare at the screen until it goes dark.
She knew. She always knows.
Iâm what you canât stop wanting.
Youâre starting to believe her.
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The rest of the week passes in a blur of meetings, contracts, and careful distance.
Eunbi is professional, cordial, and warm; business associates type of warm. A hand on your shoulder during introductions. A smile when you make a clever point. Nothing that would seem out of place to an observer.
But she doesnât touch you or look at you like she did that night. Whatever door opened between you, sheâs closed it. Gently but firmly. You donât push. You wouldnât know how.
The work is solid. The Kwon family is complicated but youâre used to complicated (Eunbi wasnât exaggerating comparing it to Game of Thrones, only unlike the show youâve produced a better ending).
By Saturday, youâve outlined a restructuring plan that will save them approximately twelve million dollars in tax liability while keeping the various cousins from actively murdering each other.
âImpressive,â Minjun says when you present it. âYou work fast.â
âI had good information to work with.â
âMy daughter said youâd be modest.â He signs the retainer agreement with a flourish. âShe also said you were more interesting than you let on. Iâm inclined to agree.â
You fly back to Tokyo that evening. Eunbi sees you off at the airport.
âThank you,â you tell her. âFor all of it.â
âDonât thank me. This is business.â But she smiles when she says it. âFigure out your ghost, Hinode-san. Then call me.â
âAnd if I canât?â
âThen youâll have a very successful consulting career and a string of mediocre relationships.â She kisses your cheek. âBut I donât think thatâs what you want.â
Your phone buzzes between you. Eunbi glances at the screen automatically. So do you.
Kim Jiwoo · Seoul Financial Review
âThe Polaris journalist,â Eunbi says. âI know her.â
âSheâs been emailing for weeks.â
âAbout Ishikawa?â
âAbout something else, she keeps saying. I havenât found out what.â
Eunbi looks at you. Says nothing. Files the information away the way youâve watched her file every other piece of information about you all week.
She walks away before you can respond.
Your flight lands at Narita at 8PM. You take the train home. Climb the stairs to your apartment.
The door is unlocked.
You know whoâs waiting before you even step inside.
But when you open the door, what you find stops you cold.
Tsuki is on your couch. Same position as before. Same book in her hands.
Sheâs completely naked.
Every inch of her exposed. Pale skin glowing in the lamplight. Those full breasts youâve only glimpsed before. The curve of her waist, the swell of her hips.
She doesnât look up from the book.
Her mouth opens. Closes. Opens again.
âWelcome home, Aki-kun,â she says. âWe need to talk.â
You donât react. But youâve never seen her hesitate. Three weeks of texts. Two encounters: the hotel and your apartment. The corridor. And youâve never seen her need a second to find a word.
You donât say anything about it.
You donât think she noticed.
You stand in the doorway, frozen, unable to look away.
âClose the door, Akihiro-kun.â She finally looks up. Those flat, dark eyes. That dangerous smile. âYouâre letting the cold in.â
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A/N: So⊠You stayed for another chapter. Good boy~. I wasn't entirely sure you would, after what I did to him. You and I have more time together coming; Bunn is taking his time, as usual. Leave a comment so he knows you want what's next. A like, a follow, a recommend; all of it reaches him. All of it reaches me~ (And some of you reached me very thoroughly last time. Thank you. Do that again.) Reviews and suggestions welcome. I'd be very disappointed if you held them back from me. See you in the next chapter, reader-san~ â èŹè„
















