hi guys! a final goodbye <3
tw // brief mention of ab*se!
hi there! i ran this account well over a year ago now, and i want to talk about why it ended to give myself and anyone who might’ve been wondering (i highly doubt anyone was lol, but i like to think they were).
the person i was dating at the time, and subsequently my caregiver, was incredibly toxic and has traumatised me further than i already was. she was horrible, and this inherently increased the amount that i was regressing. i’m cut off from her now, although even after almost two years now, she continues to follow me in places and watches my accounts.
however, i met and am now with the most lovely, perfect guy i’ve ever met. his name is damien, and we are both osdd systems and are managing to find solace with one another. our relationship is strong, and whilst i miss regressing, i have never spoken to him about it, as that action is so strongly tied to my traumatising relationship of years.
what this community brought me was an amazing, delightful nirvana in which i could be myself, and i am so glad that i have been able to grow from what brought me here in the first place, and find coping mechanisms in other ways. we still have system littles, and therefore this account may be revamped someday and used for them. but we’ll keep all posts up, but may need to change some people’s name’s who’ve been changed.
thank you all, as this account gave me great peace of mind, even for an hour or so at a time, and was such a comforting space for me to be in. thank you all, whether you knew me or not, as we all contribute to the community that helped save my life.
