i abandoned this blog for a long time, for the better half if it i just wasn't reading/writing consistently enough to update it- then when i did start reading again early 2025 my interests became more taboo (ill repeat, TABOO, not ILLEGAL) and became enthralled by the world of kpop because the squid games to big bang to stray kids pipeline is real.
anyway, because of those evolutions in my taste i moved accounts and tried to build something there (and failed kinda) but ended up mostly reading there.
while i always planned to come back here eventually, i actually ended up taking ANOTHER hiatus on my new account because, drum roll please, i got engaged!
yes, engaged, on july 7th of 2025 to my lovely lovely fiance- the same boy from 4 (🤢) years ago. then about a month later, august 9th of 2026, i actually found out i was pregnant! it was not planned, and i was TERRIFIED and so i dropped everything having to do with both accounts completely.
but then it wasn't so terrifying, at least not the idea of having my first child at only 19- the scariest part was how awful my pregnancy was, i actually ended up getting induced a little over a month early due to cholestasis of pregnancy, an umbilical varix, and the potential for my son to develop his fathers heart defect.
thankfully, he is here and happy and healthy as of march 21st and is the most beautiful, magical, and amazing thing my body has ever done.
aside from some intense ppd, ppa, and ppr (which they dont warn you about) and a bow thankfully healed second degree tear, we are a very happy and lucky little family of 3 + 1 kitty.
i do hope to return on a more permanent basis in the future, as i miss my little corner of tumblr dearly, but i do believe ill at least check in here every once in a while from now on now that life has finally seemed to calm down.
im not too sure if any of my followers are still even active, but if any of you are- thank you for loving me and my writing for so long, and thank you to the people still finding my content every once in a while and indulging.
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