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[uglypastels]

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Hi, I’m Z :) the “brain” behind this whole operation. Welcome to my humble abode of a blog. We got fics on the left, some shitposting on the right- there’s a bit of everything for everyone. Feel free to stay as long as you like. Things can get pretty wild but remember to stay kind.

I hope you enjoy your stay here. xxx 

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I’m also on - Wattpad + Ao3 < it’s the same stories, just different formats. All my writing accounts are under the handle of @ uglypastels. I do not give permission to anyone to repost or copy my stories anywhere else (translated or not). If you see this has happened, please let me know.

trying to tag all nsfw reblogs with #sin bin and all fics will have warnings included at the beggining. Be safe and know whats good for you

Currently Reading: Cue the Sun

my Storygraph account

*Current Hyperfixation: honestly, nothing atm...

Currently Writing: lowkey on an involuntary writing hiatus

*not necessarily blog-related, so it might not affect my posts always, but sometimes it does.

[uglypastels]

My mom (who knows about this blog and about some stories i wrote) just asked

"How is that Love Hypothesis book/movie a Reylo fanfiction? They work in a lab?"

And i legit just stared at her and said: "in the same way that i made Eddie Munson a 19th century pirate king..."

"Oh right, never mind"

[afniel]

This is the magic lucky word count. Reblog for creativity juice. It might even work, who knows.

[uglypastels]

Life is so funny sometimes. There is a spider-man event with tom and zendaya in the country I live happening right now and if this happened when I was 16 i would have been freaking out and already on my way to amsterdam to just try and get a glimpse of them irl but now i'm 24, and just sitting at home, knowing they're just a train ride away and i'm so indifferent to it. So calm and normal about all of this. Like I don't care AT ALL.

So yeah, life's really funny like that

[uglypastels]

they deleted my fucking theme

[uglypastels]

no idea where to find the theme i used five years ago so i guess we really are in a new era of this blog now....

[uglypastels]

they deleted my fucking theme

[uglypastels]

I miss the days when i was able to write full fics in one go. Or just write anything. Having the confidence in myself and the creativity to imagine something and pull it off in a day. And doing it almost every day.

Like was i severely depressed and failing high school and disfunctional in all other aspects of life? Well, yeah, but at least i had a creative output for it

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

MAY YOU NEVER LOSE YOUR HYPERFIXATION

[yellow-cat]

actually hate that the bodys response to anything is nausea. ate too much? nauseous. ate too little? nauseous. an imaginary threat got you scared? be nauseous. on your period? you guessed it. sawed into your hand and need to go to the emergency room? perhaps throwing up into your open wound will be of help

[autistobrat]

this too shall pass but the fuck was that for

[batsandboba]

birds are so privileged for being able to sit on top of street lamps and judge people. i wish i was up there

[balaclava-trismegistus]

It's so cool to make friends in the computer (forgets to respond to everyone forgets to talk to anyone)

[knifefightscene]

[zmpl]

has anyone noticed that after the porn ban of 2018 tumblr was essentially killed from the mainstream and everyone flocked to other social media sites like twitter and meta. then those sites got enshittified to where twitter became Nazi Central and meta sites had an entire meme around getting “zucced” aka mark zuckerberg himself would ban you for saying a no-no word like fuck. and then the mainstream shifted to tiktok where infamous toddlerspeak sentences like “he got unalived by a pew pew” were born because if you once again say a no-no word like kill or gun or any other word that isn’t corporate i mean kid friendly then the algorithm will bury your post into the ground. and somehow we’ve come full circle and tumblr is now the most bearable social media site because although we can’t have female presenting nipples we can at least talk to each other like adults. has anyone noticed that at all or is it just me and the flaming skull

[noicouldnevergiveyoupeace]

do yall ever wonder what you’re best known for in the fandom ?

[nosimpincurly]

If you start reading books again, you’ll feel at least a little better. I promise.

[a-mel0n]

reblog if you’ve had an online friendship that’s lasted more than 2 years