Bunny in the City

Stories of a sugar baby in NYC. Black & White Blog. FailedBarista/FutureTeacher. Alexa. 22. European. Mixed. All black everything. Black cards, black cars. All black everything, and our girls are blackbirds.

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I quit.

So yeah, I quit. That’s why I haven’t been around in a while. I figured there’s not much use in having a sugar blog when you are no longer a sugar baby. As for the reasons why I quit… I was just exhausted. I was tired of not really being myself, tired of talking to people I really don’t have anything to say to, and tired of looking so fake all the time. I also found out some stuff about a certain ex-boyfriend around a couple months ago, which kind of catalyzed this whole quitting thing. He is engaged now. I somehow always thought it would be us-together-in-the-end, but I guess not. Mr. Class was understanding, and we parted ways amicably. So amicably, we actually went to grab a coffee last week.  Anyway, it was fun. I enjoyed the power, I liked the cash, but I would not recommend it to the ones with soft hearts.

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The Last Enchantment dedication page (Mary Stewart’s Merlin Trilogy)

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Jeanette Winterson, The Passion

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SIT

Haiiro No Kaze Nr. 4, 2013, acrylic on canvas

Haiiro No Kaze Nr. 6, 2013, acrylic on canvas

Haiiro No Kaze, Nr. 3, 2013, acrylic on canvas

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Kiss the boys and girls and make them die. Listen here.

Teeth - Lady Gaga // Tigerlily - LaRoux // Until It Hurts - Francesca Hall // Serial Killer (K Remix) - Lana Del Rey // Kill of the Night - Gin Wigmore // Match - Of Verona // Vampire Smile - Kyla La Grange // Satin In A Coffin - Modest Mouse // Make Me Wanna Die - The Pretty Reckless // Whiter/Straighter - Adaline // Now, Now- Wolf // The Devil Within - Digital Daggers // Blood - My Chemical Romance // BTSK (Secondhand Rapture) - MSMR

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What's been the best and worst part of being a sugar baby?

Deep question, man.

I love the power I yield. I couldn’t care less about the fancy dinners and shiny stuff, but I find it fascinating that I can get a man to slip a couple grand in my purse just for a couple hours of my time.

I have a lot of issues with self-worth and I think sugaring has helped. It’s not really about the money, but also the time, and the fact that someone would pay to get to know me, even if it’s just a version of myself.

(The worst part is probably weaving through all the men that think women are beneath them, a piece of meat in a designer dress.)

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Have you ever done sexual things while sugaring? What's the most you've done?

Yes, I have sex regularly with Mr. Class. It’s kinkier that what I usually go for, but I enjoy most of it. We are as safe as one can be, and he’s respects my boundaries. I do feel kind of used sometimes, but I sometimes feel like that about sex, and I have a lot of issues that have nothing to do with sugaring.

Just remember that you don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, no matter how much money they give you.

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I loved you before I ever touched you.