- ive been on and off tumblr abt 6 years now yikes
- but iโve known that i like (yk what) literally since my brain could form a thought
- my tumblr is my outlet for this interesting (abnormally massive) little interest of mine ๐
- normally iโd say im 99% leeโฆ but icl the number is still very high but starting to drop little by little๐ซฐ
more srs stuff:
- so not to get too deep for a casual intro post, but a big reason iโm on and off this app is (i am busy yes, but also) because it sometimes leads me to stumble into lust, and itโs a conflict with my personal faith. so ALTHOUGH i am 20 years old, i think its best for me to keep my account โผ๏ธSFWโผ๏ธ so i can still openly accept and express this part of myself, while following my faith through ALL things!!! โ๏ธ
- (if there are any other followers of Christ struggling with this aspect of themselves or literally anything about faith in general, pls donโt hesitate to reach out! i can share some verses, and iโd love to talk about Jesus with you! He loves us as we are, and we are made in His image! there is nothing that canโt be covered by the grace of our savior, and the Lord calls us to lean on one another! the peace that i have found in the reckless love of Jesus has set me FREE!! ๐)
- so any strangers or friendsโฆ pls nothing nsfw!
- it is extremely sad that with expressing my faith- i also have to make it VERY clear because so many people have had Christ misrepresented to themโฆ ALL ARE WELCOME HERE!!!! ๐ there is NEVER ANY room for any hatred, homophobia, racism, transphobia, anything of the sort!!
- i am okay interacting with blogs that arenโt heavily nsfw. long as our interactions are appropriate, like i said youโre welcome here!
- also even tho this account will be sfw, i would still like for minors to not interact bc i am basically unc- and i donโt think i have to explain that it would feel weird. ๐
- dms, anons, and asks are all open as long as we can keep things sfw!! i love making friends!!
sorry i know this is a lot, and the topic of religion makes some people uncomfortable, especially in this type of space! i totally understand! i personally know people who have genuine religious trauma, so i would never want for anyone to feel forced in any capacity. because of this, if we talk personally like in dms i will NOT mention it unless YOU say something first!!! but there probably will be more of me posting abt this on my blog in the future, as this is a large part of who i am outside of tumblr- and i feel called to let Jesus into the parts of me i hide from the rest of the world. thanks for reading!
iโm sorry i have been so inactive, my jobs have been taking up a lot of time- and i have been very sad since my bsf moved out so iโve mostly just been sleeping in my free time <//3
very sorry i have lots of dms to answer i promise im not trying to go ghost on anybody- life is just a lot at the moment!!
(i forgot to mention i have next week off my harder job so hopefully ill be feeling recharged in a few days๐ฅน)
i hate when iโm sitting in class and living my iโm-super-normal-and-donโt-have-a-tickle-blog-life and i start thinking of the worst scenarios possible.
like yes professor, i promise im totally locked in. 100% not thinking about a mean, teasing ler sitting on my back and attacking my inner thighs until im squealing and crying. not me, no sir.
Sometimes it suddenly hits me that my most well-guarded secret is that I like being tickled and I just thinkโwait. I canโt believe it. Is that really the one thing about me I want to keep secret more than anything else ? The one secret I want to protect above all others ?? Itโs kind of silly if you really think about it