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Jesse. 44. Satanist. she/her. free.

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I can do anything alone. I am not afraid

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Been a while since my last update. I almost never come on here anymore even though the app is on my phone page 1.

Since I am real and not a bot I figured I’d give some background on like. Me? Just in case I have any real followers left.

My name is Jesse. I’m a spritely 45, 46 next month. I’ve had this tumblr since like… 2008? I can’t remember. It’s been with me through an entire ass marriage and divorce and all sorts of crap. I live in lil Rhody. My other socials are bigblackbugs, so come on by if yer so inclined. Ig and Bluesky and twitter only, since I’m too old for tiktok and whatever else these kids use now.

My boyfriend is cool. He’s charming and friendly. Handsome as fuuuuuck too. I have one (1) cat Clementine and she is mean and beautiful. My dad died last year. He was a lot. I live with my bf and my sister.

Yesterday I had a surgery on my lady parts because my age tends to have this more than usual. Colposcopy plus biopsy all up in there on my Honda cervix. I am still loopy from sleeping it off but other than some cramps and stuff I’m ok.

I want to post this I guess as a secret time capsule since it’s been so long. I guess I’m doing well, all things considered. Thanks for listening. Here is baby clementine because she’s tiny and rude and I love her so much.

And, as always, Free Palestine and Free Sudan. ACAB. Love is love. Bite the hands that feed. Trans rights are human rights. Fuck ICE. 🖤

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OH HELLO TOMBLER long time no posty

Ok bye!

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Yellow pasha butterfly caterpillar, Herona marathus, Apaturinae (Emperors)

Photographed in China by jiangyou

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occasional posts from users

[ann-decart]

reblog if you make occasional posts

[thewindowofthesummerhouse]

Peter Croy

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I love this

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If this guy wants to act like he’s single so can I

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[cultstatus]

a lot of people are dismissing the "violent" rap music rushing and scrambling to say well not ALL rap is violent here's some rappers who don't rap about violence but like. idk. I think the "violent" rap is important to listen to as well. do you know why gangs exist? do you know why Compton is the way that it is? can you listen to the experiences of black men when you can't personally relate on any level? or will you dismiss an entire genre of music because certain sub genres make you feel a bit uncomfortable as a non-black person?

[hellyeahscarleteen]

“Instead of letting labels like romantic and platonic (or friend versus partner) guide actions and expectations, it is possible for the desires themselves to guide actions and expectations. More effective than relying on labels to provide instruction is skipping directly to asking for what we want—around time, touch, commitment, and so on as David Jay wrote—regardless of whether those desires confuse hardline ideas of what these two categories are supposed to look like. When the desires don’t fit the labels, it is often the labels that should be adjusted or discarded, not the desires. If everyone is behaving ethically, it doesn’t matter if a relationship doesn’t fit into a preconceived social role, if it feels neither platonic nor romantic or if it feels like both at the same time.”

Angela Chen, Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex

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[angelofdykeness]

I FOUND IT THANK GOD this video is so important

[blue-eyes-white-cheddar]

This is real and here is the patent. Nonconsensual data collection is detailed in column #4 on page 17.

[selkiesparrow]

Zoozve, my beloved

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THIS IS SO FUCKING COOL. ZOOZVE IS MY HEART

[dappermouth]

What happened to your Society6 store? It seems like there's a lot less designs available than there used to be. I was hoping to get some tapestries but everything is gone...

Wow! This ask made me go check out my Society6 shop — and you’re right, it’s pretty much all gone! So, here’s the story on that for anyone who hasn’t heard:

Society6 decided that their outsized profit from artists wasn’t cutting it — they now require artists to pay a monthly subscription for the privilege of letting Society6 profit off of them, while foisting additional shipping fees onto the artist and reducing their payments on top of that. I had heard some months back that they were planning to switch to a subscription model, and it looks like since I didn’t pay up, they permanently deleted everything except 10 random pieces of art from my shop. They did this without notifying me at all (classy!) after years of making tens of thousands of dollars off of my work — but weirdly, this is kind of a relief for me?

My cut of Society6 sales were already a laugh even before the proposed changes (I make more money from someone dropping like $20 at my personal print shop than I do from someone buying $100+ of my stuff from Society6) but the tapestries and blankets were so cool and I loved how much people enjoyed them, so I kept my art available there. They've deleted nearly all of my work now, so I'll go finish the job and close out my account for good.

Anyway, it’s disappointing, but Society6 has chosen to suck profoundly at this point in time. Totally scummy treatment of the artists whose work is the foundation of their entire business model. I’m lucky enough to have a supportive audience and never relied on Society6, but I feel badly for artists whose livelihoods have been impacted by this. (If you’re one of those artists, know this: you deserve better compensation for your hard work than what S6 is giving you!)

OK, with all that said — I’m bringin’ tapestries back, baby! They can’t keep this cowboy off the range! Right now I’ve ordered samples from some different places to compare quality, and once I’ve settled on a manufacturer I‘ll be making them available at my print shop. I’ll post on my socials when I’ve sorted it out!

[ex0skeletal-undead]

Point of View, charcoal on paper by nickbleb

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Me, when I walk past a busy construction site: This is a great Einsturzende Neubauten cover band