"心"

ind. Genji Shimada. INDEFINITE HIATUS

[hciwa]

“Every battle — makes us stronger.”

[bushidou-blog]

Small Hiatus notice

oh boi! so, starting today (June 27) I’m heading on a month long vacation to *ding ding ding* Mexico !! A remote part of Mexico, mind you. So this blog will be put on a small semi hiatus until then. What does this mean? There won’t be any replies or ic posts for a while, just a few queued posts/memes in the meantime after which this post will be reblogged by the end of it. All threads and asks will be put on hold until I get back, ooc IMs and/or asks are still more than welcome, as are attempts at reaching out to me. When will I get back? Sometime around mid to late July, depending on what adventures await. Until then, if active at all I will mostly be active sometimes to talk ooc through Instant Messages here. Whether it’s to tell me how your summer is going, asking for pics of places I go to or simply anything plot-related you don’t mind me being possibly late to, I welcome you all. Overall this is a refreshing break, to let my mind wander while free and try to develop Genji further at my own pace. Expect to see me come back with a lot more inspiration and writing potential. Thank you for existing (and keeping up with me, I honestly love you all) and have a comfortable vacation/stay safe! 

[lacedheartt-deactivated20210203]

[pencap]

You love him,  you do, and here’s the miracle: he loves you too. You are allowed to lick off the colour from his lips to listen to the hymns in his pulse to bask in the sunlight of his voice You are allowed  to have him. You love each other, you do, and here’s the tragedy: it’s not enough. You are allowed to watch the sun swallow him whole and burn him up to stain your fingers to the bone holding him together to count the constellations in his eyes as they blink out You are not allowed to save him.

you can love him, but you can’t keep him ( j.p. )

[ilostmyselfinjapan]

春の桜、私の純粋な放射を落とす “As a cherry blossom in the spring let me down pure and radiant”

Japanese Quote (via ilostmyselfinjapan)

[weilingzhang-deactivated2024010]

Alone → Not Alone

[bushidou-blog]

Small Hiatus notice

oh boi! so, starting today (June 27) I’m heading on a month long vacation to *ding ding ding* Mexico !! A remote part of Mexico, mind you. So this blog will be put on a small semi hiatus until then. What does this mean? There won’t be any replies or ic posts for a while, just a few queued posts/memes in the meantime after which this post will be reblogged by the end of it. All threads and asks will be put on hold until I get back, ooc IMs and/or asks are still more than welcome, as are attempts at reaching out to me. When will I get back? Sometime around mid to late July, depending on what adventures await. Until then, if active at all I will mostly be active sometimes to talk ooc through Instant Messages here. Whether it’s to tell me how your summer is going, asking for pics of places I go to or simply anything plot-related you don’t mind me being possibly late to, I welcome you all. Overall this is a refreshing break, to let my mind wander while free and try to develop Genji further at my own pace. Expect to see me come back with a lot more inspiration and writing potential. Thank you for existing (and keeping up with me, I honestly love you all) and have a comfortable vacation/stay safe! 

[bushidou-blog]

Yet another laugh, upon which he shakes his head before looking at him once   more, hint of chuckle coming through as he reveals some more of that cheeky   side he thought he had outgrown. “Of course. Very cool.” Said smugly. Vain, if not proud. That is, until Salem makes once pounding heart slow to a humble beat.   Amber eyes softening considerably in a matter of seconds. And when those three  sacred words are said to him - and from someone he knew didn’t love so easily,  it quiets him. Always a humbling experience to receive such love in return. 

Lowering hand briefly touches Salem’s chin, trickling down jaw and trailing along Salem’s  everything before it comes to rest on top of the cyborg’s respective hand. Body eager to break the small distance between them, then and there. “I love you too.“ Whispered in between small laughter. “So much I feel I will overheat from the sheer force of it all.” To the point it would shed off metal parts to reveal the human inside of him. “I can never stop thinking about you. You are a good man, Salem. Worthy of being loved.” 

[bushidou-blog]

hey genji some brotherly advice but?? die maybe

kill me yourself you pathetic coward.

[screenshotsofdespair]

[word-stuck]

shinobinaku  忍び泣く (しのびなく) (submitted by asterlizard)

[bushidou-blog]

daily remind that u don't have eyebrows

yet I still get more ass than you. 

[bushidou-blog]

ofmaw:

Genji always had a way of soothing him before he could completely demolish himself. A tsunami of his own thoughts, a hurricane, a twister- calmed. Just like that. Never diminished, however soothed somehow. Somehow. As if the ninja himself were some dreamlike being. A creature fleeting, there only to heal the cracks in his porcelain before fleeing. Yet. He is real. Evident in the way metal comes in contact with pallid skin. So very real. With blood and metal alike. Just like him. He had survived, and paid a price, just like him. The sincerity of his devotion strums the chords of heart that would have steeled at such delicate emotion. Yet, it only seems to grow bigger. For Genji alone.

A dog seeking- accepting- affection. He leans into metallic hand. Turns to where lips could press upon the curve of digits in a gentle kiss. With that chuckle, he can only chuckle and rumble in reply. “And there you go. Reminding me that a lot of me’s still human. For the most part.”

Tentative touch turns certain. Heart in hollow chest thumping loudly (o r so he thinks so ) as lips brush against metal. And he knows without a doubt Salem   is his biggest ruin. Yes.. he has fallen deeply. Knew it the moment watching the moon  wasn’t the same unless he accompanied him. A dragon, falling for a simple mortal.. And  he wouldn’t have it any other way- which is why while the other looked away moments  ago he couldn’t afford to do the same. Refusing to regard the stainless moon when  there is something far more beautiful close to him. Everything he loved about the world around him- how fire could ravage but provide life, how metal and flesh fought to mesh -he saw in Salem. 

A giggle of sorts escapes him. Both because he loves those rumbles and the man they are coming from. Inhaling a sigh in that way one did from enjoying life too much, he keeps gazing towards him. Exterior making him seem unfazed but interior smiling to the point he knows he is looking at Salem with lovestruck eyes. “You say that like being fully human is required to be human.” He did not think so. Not anymore. "In case you have forgotten,  cyborgs..are very cool.” 

[undead-potatoes]

Someone, jokingly: Haha I kinda ship our muses

Me:

[neonelven]

[alfheimr]

MWAH :*

[bushidou-blog]

@ofmaw | x

 Something about the way Salem talks about himself seems off. His soul knew it the moment playful mirth dies down to a somber fire. And when his companion ( his other half, made from the same blood  and metal as him ) claims Genji is far above him..his own fire ignites.  Like ashes to flames. “You forget I am not as good as I seem.” All the  blood he has spilt. All the spit directed at those who tried to help him  and care for him..that was not something someone intended for the heavens did. “I have slaughtered countless, Salem." They deserved   it ( at least most of them. ) But to shed filial piety and dishonor a clan  once great with his mere existence... lowered and strengthened the soul. 

 The latter something he wanted for Salem. Lovingly does a metal hand rise to caress his lover’s face slowly. Steady. Gentle like flowing water. “I have felt what you do now and while it feels like demons consume you I must remind you: you are only human. That is why we reside on earth, where balance and humility struggle to exist. You.. are neither good or bad. You are nothing, but you are everything. As am I. That is what it means to be human.” A slight chuckle, lighthearted in nature with hidden seriousness as LOVE for the other emerges. “And if my gods and heaven don’t accept you.. they are a fool..and I want nothing to do with them.”