GET TO KNOW: WINTER 💜 — Favorite Film: Captain America: The Winter Soldier, 2014
#marvel#tws#stucky#doesn't matter how many times i rewatch this scene it will ALWAYS fkcing destroy me#the way that bucky's this explosive and destructive force#all chaos and emotion and denial#and steve's his rock in the storm#even as weak as he is#determined to stay with bucky until the end no matter what#letting bucky unleash all his rage on him without even trying to stop him#and it's so heartbreaking when you think that bucky was never truly allowed to feel anything under hydra#bc any show of emotion was a sign that he was slipping out of their control so they'd shut that shit down immediately#but right now he's allowed to feel the way he feels#and the way he feels is reflected right there on steve's face#and not just in the bruises bucky put there with his own fist. it's in steve's eyes#steve's hurting for him too#steve's right there with him. not trying to stop him. not calling him erratic. not trying to slap the feelings out of bucky like others did#he's just begging. giving himself over completely. he'll take whatever bucky'll dish out and make no complaint#and god is it crazy how intimate that feels?? begging the man you love to just please take your life#because you refuse to live without him again and if the alternative is to die at his own hands then so be it??#like wtf guys 😭😭😭😭#their mutual Not Without You(TM) policy wrecks me every time okay 😭😭😭 (via @rillils )
Rils, i dont even have words rn 😭😩





















