light that coils like smoke and snakes

sister golden hair. (20s, transfem lesbian, swallows the sun on her tongue) this blog is largely nsfw/porn/for adults.

[butchdemiurge]

you know im something of a flower man myself

[vvargamora]

booty shorts with "Where lies the strangling fruit that came from the hand of the sinner I shall bring forth the seeds of the dead to share with the worms that gather in the darkness and surround the world with the power of their lives while from the dimlit halls of other places forms that never were and never could be writhe for the impatience of the few who never saw what could have been. In the black water with the sun shining at midnight, those fruit shall come ripe and in the darkness of that which is golden shall split open to reveal the revelation of the fatal softness in the earth. The shadows of the abyss are like the petals of a monstrous flower that shall blossom within the skull and expand the mind beyond what any man can bear, but whether it decays under the earth or above on green fields, or out to sea or in the very air, all shall come to revelation, and to revel, in the knowledge of the strangling fruit—and the hand of the sinner shall rejoice, for there is no sin in shadow or in light that the seeds of the dead cannot forgive. And there shall be in the planting in the shadows a grace and a mercy from which shall blossom dark flowers, and their teeth shall devour and sustain and herald the passing of an age. That which dies shall still know life in death for all that decays is not forgotten and reanimated it shall walk the world in the bliss of not-knowing. And then there shall be a fire that knows the naming of you, and in the presence of the strangling fruit, its dark flame shall acquire every part of you that remains." on the ass

[project-sewing-bunny]

5th doll

[sapphling]

people love the social cantagion/"only contagious mental disorder" model of restrictive disordered eating because it's a very clean comfortable pleasant way to ignore the fact that disordered eating is quite often just the most logical response to being inundated with the message that fatness is morally and medically repugnant, socially unacceptable, sexually repulsive, a fate worse than death -- and you can see this in the very way people express concern for the visibly anorexic, lamenting that they "weren't even that fat" and "didn't even need to lose weight." these are things you will never, ever hear if you're fat and your anorexia almost kills you, btw

[sapphling]

like i think that "role modeling" and the glorification of dangerous thinness play a part in this, i do think it's irresponsible to model this behavior for young women, but placing the whole weight of disordered eating as a phenomenon on the shoulders of ariana grande or any similar figure falsely locates the problem within the superstructure. your average teenage girl is being put less at risk by waiting starlets than they are by constant, grinding, "well-meaning" daily fatphobic jabs about food and their weight by their parents, teachers, doctors, siblings, classmates, friends etc. and moreover by the general observation that life is actually made crueler and materially harder for fat people

[sapphling]

they're inventing a new type of girl who's trapped under me and too cuntdrunk and overwhelmed to try to struggle her way out of it when i grind my hips down into hers

[ectos-cave]

girls come in many shapes and sizes

[guiltfactory]

you can lead a lamb away from slaughter but you can't make it stop feeling like a sacrifice

[creepymutelilbugger]

consider helping two trans women stay housed in the heatwave

hi it’s me again because everything hates me ! im a disabled and undiagnosed trans woman and my roommate is a trans system and we were kicked out of our previous home hours after finishing moving in because the homeowner found out we were trans. he currently has almost all of our possessions hostage in his home and we are staying in a shitty motel we rented with m0ney we borrowed from a friend. we have no family help and no one who can take us in, and we were just denied work after weeks of being led on by interviews and phone calls. we are continuing to look with everything we’ve got. the water here has lead in it so we have to buy water, and the stove releases fumes that make me feel nauseous and lightheaded when i turn it on, so we only have a microwave to cook in. this place is crummy but it has a/c and we need to stay here to avoid being out in the heatwave. please, please consider sharing the post or helping us out. we are trying so hard. thank you. links down there ⬇️

pp: @rainwave17

ca: $rainwave177

vm: @creepymutelilbugger

dm me for my Zelle

[creepymutelilbugger]

i stopped keeping track of how many job applications id sent out a while ago, because the bigger the number got, the more i felt like my options were shrinking, but it is a high number. we are out here doing everything we can to try and support ourselves and it just. isnt enough. i still haven’t been able to pay for a truck to get our belongings back from the asshole whose house they’re stuck at, and we are just barely scraping by week by week. i have gotten enough help from a small group of generous people to keep the roof over my and my roommate’s head for this long but in order to keep ourselves and our cats housed and safe i need to bump this post again. please share it around, i know it’s old hat but we are still struggling. thank you very much

[vulkiri]

under the stars ✨ from 2025 :3 !! im still rly proud of it awawa

[themysteriousmurasamecastle]

READY PLAYER TWO THEME SONG LEAK

[vecb-art]

This Could Ruin Everything

9x12 inches. graphite, acrylic, colored pencil on mineral paper

This original sold at auction in the Anthrocon ‘26 art show.

[hushabyevalley]

Been years since I last did any art of this lil alien. Here portrayed with the scientist lady responsible for her.

[iwas-handpicked]

no babe i find your strange and creepy and perverted vibe to be very cute actually

[butchdemiurge]

Seems kinda odd to target transmascs specifically for inappropriately throwing around the f slur when it's a common problem across the white queer community as a whole. why?

get over yourself, i constantly get beef from randos for bitching on my own blog about other lesbians and the rest of the queer community i spend time around, you just don’t know because you don’t follow me and aren’t me

[butchdemiurge]

im just saying, lets be honest, there Are way too many white transmascs who treat the f slur not like, yknow, a violent slur that often comes with the threat of life changing corrective violence for people targeted by it, but like a blue ribbon they won for successfully transitioning in their way, and this is obvious with the way as many of them “reclaim” it at other people, because many are just saying it because they like the idea of having their own slur they’re allowed to say. id just like to be honest. you should not call other people slurs. this is my big thing, which I don’t think is that crazy

[butchdemiurge]

i mean many gay trans guys just are called the f slur. its not an argument for “our” term, but that they are using a term that just is used against them, alongside others. a lot of cis gays treat that word the same way, i mean go to any gay club. trans gays shouldnt get excluded from that? getting told by transphobic cis gays that we cant bc its “male specific” was wrong and pretty misgendering. its not right for other queer people to police that either. like why are you using the d slur? transphobic cis lesbians have made the exact same argument against trans lesbians using it. it would also be wrong for a transmasc to claim how fucked it is the a trans lesbian uses the d slur.

whiteboy thread-necromancing my bitching from over a month ago, who thinks he has authority over lesbian slur reclamation for some reason that certainly isn’t just bioessentialism, I have a task for you

please point to any part of the post where i said trans men are “excluded” from “reclaiming” faggot. I would also like you to try, even a little bit, to just put the smallest amount of genuine effort towards understanding anti effeminacy and transmisogyny as they interplay with homophobia even a little bit outside of the most reductive, childish, half baked analysis of “well, one is mean word for boys, and the other is for girls!”. Maybe then you can see how much of a dipshit you sound like for comparing the two slurs

[butchdemiurge]

it is a genuinely magical tumblr moment yes

[butchdemiurge]

it’s cool how basically forever now there are just endless hordes of white transmascs who are literally completely unwilling to think outside of a framework that is absolutely bioessentialist in all but name, who then assume everyone else thinks the same and then gets on their shit when they see their bioessentialism in the mirrors of other people. motherfucker the call is coming from inside the house fix your shit