Butch_Jay

19 Butch boi He/they

[butcher-posters]

Hi! I'm Jay (He/they) (20 years old) and I am an Intersex Butch man.

If you've got a problem with that DM me (I love arguing with you lot)

Odd mix of t4t ramblings and intersex ramblings

!This blog is a safe space for all trans and intersex folk!

DNI: Terfs, misgenderers, intersexists, Tories, right-wingers

Dm's and asks are always open.

[butcher-posters]

So I'm officially seven weeks post surgery!

My transition has always been driven by my own comfort in my body, with passing being an afterthought, but something I fell into when my NCAH symptoms increased. It's always been centered around my own feelings around my hair, my chest, my genitals, social life etc. I never really cared if someone found what I was doing aestheticly pleasing, which is good, cause no one ever approved of the changes I made.

I never wore a bra, not because it would make my chest look more feminine, but because I genuinely never saw a need to structure my chest in a way that someone else would approve of. I went through years of sports bras, followed by binding as looking down and seeing flesh hanging there made me want to vomit. The only time I thought about someone else's view of my chest was worrying that people would see a change and try and strike up a conversation about something I was trying to tune out.

The assymtery of my chest was weirdly pleasing to me, the world is obsessed with women having perfectly syymetrical, smooth, hairless tits. From a kid mine have been uneven, riddled with acne and hairy - I fucking adored it. The ugliness of my chest was an amazing safety net to learn to be comfortable with it, and through it I learned how much I loved my chest being touched and adored, but the constant reminder of the extra tissue would put a stop to any meaningful interaction.

Going into surgery my surgeon warned me that she could make my chest more symmetrical, but there would always be a slight difference. I remember telling her I couldn't give less of a shit, as long as I can't feel my chest move with each step and that horrible dragging feeling of tissue attached to me. We had a long conversation about how euphoric I found it to have a uneven, 'ugly' chest. My failure to female beauty standards gave me a lot of power, and I would always be thankful that my body did that for me.

I went into my last post op appointment today feeling pretty confident, yes I've dealt with an infection and two post op tears, but all in all I'm happy with how my chest feels and behaves. It's flat, I can bend over and feel nothing move, t shirts lay so well over me. But during surgery something or other must have happened to my right side, and left my scar to squiggle at the start in quite a harsh way. At first I panicked a bit, having expected two straight lines. But within a couple days of getting used to it I loved it as a reference to the uneven body I had lived in for so many years, and after chatting to other trans people we started exchanging pics of all of our unorthodox surgery results that we'd all fallen in love with. Later on I attended Diesel Leather night, with only a fishnet top and a harness on top. I adored it, and struck up so many conversations about the beauty of trans bodies. The uneven line suited me - I've never been a smooth even person, I've always been a bit abrasive.

Then I go into the appointment. This will be the first time a cis person sees my full chest post surgery, something I've been nervous about doing, even around friends who've seen plenty of results before mine. I take my shirt off. My surgeon stops, and immediately apologises for how the right side of my chest looks. She examines me further, while telling me it wasn't her intended look, that she must have made an error on the table and how she hopes it will fade, and if not she will do a revision for me to straighten the scar up. Not once does she ask me if I'm happy with it, or what I even think about it, beyond her negativity.

She goes on about aesthetics and the looks of the scars, not how I feel, not the new sensations I can now experience post op. And while I'm sitting there I realise she has absolutely no idea what transitioning means to a person, let alone to me. My goal in life was never to be attractive to someone, or to have an aesthetic chest. It's always been to find peace in a body I found so uncomfortable. Her goal was to make me conventionally attractive and more visually appealing - disregarding that my dysphoria is mainly physical over visual when it comes to my chest.

I've been offered a revision appointment for six months time, and she wants to operate again. All of a sudden I've become dehumanised, turned into her canvas and artistic project, instead of what I naturally am, an uneven and lumpy mess, something I treasure so much

[pocketmilo]

transition into spring 💉🍀✨

this months patreon rewards

[butcher-posters]

After 10 years of waiting I'm finally getting top surgery on May the 13th!

Found this candle when shopping for surgery care and couldn't resist forcemascing him :p

Burning him down until we've got matching chests...

[rayofsun-art]

Sunrise Swim

Oil pastel on cardboard box, 2026

[desperatewolfpuppy]

clicker training is so...mmmmffff. like yes train me to get horny and wet when i hear the click!!! the more you click it the more needy i get!!! every time my owner enters me, teases me, makes me cum, makes me get on my knees i hear a *click* to associate the click with those things!!!!! and then when im fully trained they can bring it out in public sometimes and use it against me!!!! and no one would know besides us!! just to make things a little more exciting 😋

[cavalecavale]

don't you dare use the word "pegging" when there's a trans man and silicone dick involved. he's fucking you in the ass honey, stop being scared of words and come around his fat cock like the faggot you are <3

[hogt1edwhore]

Stupid hopeless puppy who relies on me to think for him when he's horny :( ♡ but I'm kinda sadistic

Thinking about him on his knees before me, nuzzling his face against my thigh and I can just tell how empty his mind is. His hips are lazily thrusting against nothing, his lips parted just a little, eyes unfocused.. Poor baby. I grasp his chin, gently tilting it up to remind him to look at me. He's so bad at this sometimes. I have no choice but to slap him across his cheek. He whines like the dumb bitch he is.. he kinda looks like he's on the verge of tears already to be honest. I ask him what he wants and he just keeps whining.

"Do you want my cock? My touch? My mouth? Words please, like a good dog."

He stutters out some sort of half response about how he doesn't know. We both know that's not true. My greedy boy always wants something, he's just too shy to ask. That earns him another slap across the face :(

"Ask properly. You do want to make me proud, right? Where's that perfect boy I know you can be?"

I can see the slight distress in his eyes at that. He has this need to please. Finally he asks for it properly, politely, and most importantly coherently.. so I give him what he needs.

note: sorry I haven't written any long txt posts lately I've honestly just been really busy with life and stuff!! I promise I'm still here and I'll probably get active soon :')

[birdbyt3]

packer play is so underrated. wearing it around the house to see if they’ll notice, inevitably pushing up against them from behind or guiding their hand to brush your crotch. seeing the realization kick in as their pupils dilate and face flushes.

and that’s not even mentioning the grinding capabilities; gripping their hips and angling them down into you, feeling their arousal start to drip down your own thighs as their breathing and movements get more frantic.. ough

[butcher-posters]

Life update, I know have a subby trans guy who lets me chain him up, inject him with T, and ruin his holes afterwards. Living the dream.

[cavalecavale]

tired of military forcemasc and straight gymbro forcemasc and whatever else tbh. PUNK forcemasc is the way. stop yearning for fascism and fucking DIY your life THIS is the way to freedom.

[dumbpupbarks]

trans guy a few years on t with a phallo pounding a pre-op pre-t trans guy stupid saying he’ll teach him how real men fuck and to take it up the ass like a good faggot

[combataromantic-deactivated2026]

Don’t let anybody crush down your identity for the sake of their own desires. You are not somebody’s dirty secret. You are not an experiment, a ‘bonus hole’, a ‘bisexual’s dream’, or a straight man’s exception. You are a man. Show your teeth and weed out the ones who can’t handle that.

[boydyke423]

always prepared!!!! :)))

[butcher-posters]

Trans tape ft accessories

[gentledivinity-deactivated20260]

bigger older trans guy teaching younger newer trans guy how to touch himself. how to navigate his growing dick. the older one demonstrates on himself and makes the other watch, and then proposes to switch roles. he’s shy and keeps dancing around the topic so he gets pinned down and jacked off until he climaxes.

is this anything..

[butcher-posters]

I've genuinely eaten more pussy then food in the past 24 hours, life is good.