this summer has been a devastating limbo, me waiting to see you again.
i wish i was there to hold you after every bad day. i wish you could feel my chin on your head and know that you’re safe and this will all be okay.
if i was there i could protect you with my body. i could shield you from what is scaring you. i could block out every bad thought your brain is trying to tell you.
i want to kiss these tears from your face. i wish i could take this pain for myself and give you a feeling of peace.
i would take every worry, every negative thought, every insecurity and bury it deep inside me. i would do anything to help you feel better. it makes me ill to think you might feel like you have to deal with everything on your own.
i will hold your face in my hands. i will cradle your heart and protect it with everything in me. i am begging to take care of you. i am begging to show you that i am here.












