crazy to think time passed, I came to resent doctor who for all the memories it brings me but this blog was the start of something so special to me.
every now and often I think about this account and how fun it was to have it, to answer things, to learn how to edit gifs and to create some art based on it. How this theme got famous for scaring some people. having it copied. I learned how to use photoshop to edit images for it and then I started using it for work.
I had absolutely nothing good going on for me at that time but this blog. I got so proud of it I made a mistake of telling my parents at the time and they forced me to show it to them. From that moment on, they decided to make constant jokes that I had a tumblr page for a tv show and then again, as everything else, it because another bad thing in my life. I got desinterested in everything about it.
then I moved to another city, I met new people, I started new hobbies that turned into jobs. I started to get to know myself - finally!!! - and not care if people don't like what I do with my body or in general.
After I got teraphy and lots of meds, I realized this tv show actually reminded me of how lonely and sad I was. I kept myself alive because I had to watch the next episode of it every week, since I had nothing else to keep me going. No one believed my depression and anxiety at that time so I held on to fiction to make me feel a little better, I made myself believe that those characters would believe me at least.
Now I'm actually an ilustrator and I have no idea how long this dream job will last. I have no idea what to do with my life for the next years and I feel as lost as I feel found, all at the same time.
anyway, I have lots to thanks for this blog. Even though I'm still healing from my past and still can't watch this amazing tv show I used to love and dedicate my life to it, I'm still proud to say this is still up. I made so many friends, so many good memories too and one day I will cherish it the way it needs to be!
